
In the midst of the fun while bang fajri and the others were busy sharing stories, I thought a little about the yudhi who did not want to come with me, I don't know what happened to her and what she was thinking and I obviously feel guilty.
I also can't force her to come along, I also have to appreciate what she chose. For me leaving a friend who continues with us is a bad thing, especially if we can feel his feelings.
"let's walk now." bang fajri exclaimed.
bang fajri and my other friends started the movement, I followed with a little hesitation because I had to leave the judhi.
"yudhi said he did not join the bang." I took the initiative to say it to bang fajri.
Instantly yudhi was surprised then glanced at me and she was also a little nervous.
"why yudh? jimmy's coming with you." said bg fajri.
"yeahh honga asik you yudh" said one of my friends.
"yes, if rame is cool yudh.
bang fajri and the others continued to force the yudhi to go together, I just silently watched with a little laugh and hoped that the yudhi would change their minds.
"the road we used to yudh, later in our brother's house is cool" said bang fajri.
"iya bang diwan at home loh."
"excuse me, again males aja now serious." reply yudhi.
"are you really yudh?" bang fajri.
"serious bang, sorry bang sorry so sorry all her." reply yudhi.
"huh, gapapa."
Yudhi still refused despite being forced many times, bang fajri and the others accepted what the judith decision was as well as mine.
bang Fajri and the others began to move after saying goodbye to the yudhi.
"father jimm, how many times have I told you to take things seriously" replied Yudhi without any anger.
"yeah, oh yes please yes yudh my bag is stored in the desk drawer."
"please jim I'm happy."
"thank you Yudh, how are you doing now?"
"wait for the others to come out first jim, later I'll be in class again."
"okadeh yudh."
"it's jim, I want to sit in the shop first."
"okay yudh, I'll go first."
I quickly caught up with bang fajri and the others, before that I also said goodbye to my classmate who was sitting in the stall.
Yudhi should be coming along now as before, as if anything was lacking. Plus with no bang diwan and some of my friends who are not coming now, we should be very crowded.
Although we are now only half of one group but this is not too bad, it is still fun as usual even though there is a slight lack of feeling.
"we walk up to the bang house?" I said to bang Fajri in the middle of the trip.
"iya jimm, regular kayak." reply bang fajri.
"we're doing jim's show" said one of my friends.
I don't know what my friend meant, I just responded with a smile while nodding my head. I was a little curious about what my friend had meant, but I thought it was just a regular event that we often do everyday if we get together.
I am the kind of person who is curious, curious, and has very high ambitions for something. Like before I want to know and want to feel what I have heard or been told by the people around me, especially into the bad. Even though before and now my age is still inappropriate to do the things I have done, just like directing myself into darkness.
Ever since I was 14 my mother and father used to say that I was an impressionable person, and now that I was right I realized that I was easily affected by my surroundings. And my mother also said that I should always be guided, that's true.