
Prepare your hearts for this last part! Because it does not match your expectations😊
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So Hyun smiled thinly forcedly with delicacies in his eyes. The girl closed her eyes slowly. His heart rate was not well controlled. The pointed tip of the knife began to point at his own chest. Se Jung also started to close his eyes slowly. Taehyung kept trying to let go of the grip.
1... 2... 3...
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Taehyung managed to release the creature's grip, even though his shoulder was very painful. Yet...
Jem!
"SO HYUN!!!!!" in Hyong's screams couldn't stand it.
Jimin just froze. I don't think her tears just fell. What he saw right now was heavy and so piercing. Eun Soo who could not stand it, in the end, screamed to call her best friend's name.
"So Hyun-ssi." said Doctor Jung when the young woman opened her eyes. Her tears can't be shed anymore either. The woman closed her eyes and cried.
When the scream had already echoed, Taehyung could only keep silent with his shoulders squeezed. He could not believe what he saw. He really doesn't believe. The blood that gushed freely began to be seen on the stone tiles that he was incandescent at this moment, making himself even more loose. The man started crying without a sound.
"So Hyun!!" eun Soo's scream followed by her crying.
At that instant, Se Jung's body was refracted like light. The girl just disappeared along with the figure that had been clutching everyone who was there. Taehyung could only roar with his own cries. The man cried in silence, his nose looked very red. His eyes felt very hot.
So Hyun's body staggered back slowly. Then, it fell right towards Taehyung. Quickly, the man was willing to catch So Hyun's staggered body in his arms. Taehyung supported So Hyun's body which started to relax while still crying silently. The knife had changed color. So Hyun's blood was spewing everywhere. The girl looked at Taehyung with half-closed eyes.
Taehyung returned the gaze with his eyes that were slowly spitting out a clear circle. So Hyun smiled with a mouth full of blood. The girl's hand began to stretch out onto Taehyung's forehead.Â
No, not Taehyung's forehead. But Taehyung's eyes are wet. The girl wiped away a little Taehyung's soft flowing tears using her index finger.
After wiping off those tears, So Hyun lowered his hand back. He could still stare at Taehyung with his eyes and breathing heavy like this. Taehyung said nothing but tears. Those flowing tears slowly came down and soaked So Hyun's face.
Jimin approaches Taehyung along with In Hyong and the others. When seeing So Hyun's current condition, Doctor Jung couldn't help his tears that would flow even more profusely. The woman began to cry. In Hyong and Eun Soo hold each other while continuing to cry. So Hyun glanced slightly at Jimin. Jimin shed his tears. The man who has become his best friend is now crying over him.
"Samh... Jumhh...pahh.." So Hyun said very gently and quietly.
So Hyun smiled thinly but looked very calm. He looked back at Taehyung who had not said anything. In the end So Hyun rolled his eyeballs, then slowly his eyelids began to close. At that time, his eyelids never opened again to show his trademark black eyeballs.
Taehyung and Jimin began to cry with a faint voice. Eun Soo and In Hyong return screaming So Hyun's name. Dr. Jung took off his glasses, then walked up to the two friends. With trembling hands, Doctor Jung hugs In Hyong and Eun Soo at once. Eun Soo's mother and the others also shut their mouths and cried.
"So Hyun!!" taehyung shouted loudly until it echoed. He really couldn't hold back his hiccuping voice.
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They all got up to leave the building after feeling a strong vibration in the field they were on. Taehyung lifted up then rubbed So Hyun's body and led the way out. In Hyong and the others followed Taehyung's rapid movements.
With his memory skills, Taehyung can remember the path he walked with Namjoon earlier. No matter it was a lost forest, but Taehyung was sure he could get out of that forest.
The tremors in the forest land were increasingly felt. The walls of the old building also slowly fell out and disintegrated. They were all running out in the same direction as Taehyung. Not infrequently, In Hyong and Eun Soo have to fall because the vibrations are getting stronger.
A row of perforated concrete pillars is seen in Taehyung's eyes that still hold the body that So Hyun began to cool down. It was the pillar of the barrier between his school and this forest.Â
Seeing that, Taehyung slightly let out his thin smile and quickened his pace. However, due to something he stopped his footsteps right next to the concrete pillar. He felt an invisible member go out with him. Namjoon! Yeah, he forgot Namjoon. The man stared around in confusion waiting for something uncertain.
When Jimin had set his foot near Taehyung, Taehyung no longer gave So Hyun a body to have Jimin pick up the girl. Jimin's puzzled frown appeared instantly.
"You take him and the others out! I have to find Namjoon now!" taehyung said firmly.
"You crazy? The building is destroyed! The trees are also starting to fall!" yelled Jimin when he had filled So Hyun's body.
"Namjoon brought me here, so I have to take him out too!" tekik Taehyung while running away.
He ran past Eun Soo until he hit the girl's shoulder. The girl grimaced a little and looked at Taehyung who again ran into the forest. He looked at Jimin confused and asked, "Where is he going?!"
"He went back inside to find Namjoon!" yell Jimin.
"Has he gone mad? There the trees are starting to fall apart!" reply Eun Soo.
"I ti... Yep! Where are you going?!" Jimin yells back when he sees Eun Soo running into the woods as well as Taehyung.
"Follow it, then take it out! You guys come out first!" reply Eun Soo while running fast after Taehyung.
"Jimin, the pillar." said In Hyong when he saw a pillar hole that was getting smaller and smaller by itself.
"Jump over there! Hurry along!" tell Jimin hard. He tightened his hand so that So Hyun would not fall.
In Hyong and the others nodded for sure. Then, In Hyong put down one leg first then prepared to jump. One by one they began to jump out of the gap of the hole that could still be passed.
"Taehyung-ah, Eun Soo-ah, hurry back!" jimin screeched loudly, though he knew no one heard him.
"Jimin-ssi, come!" exclaims Doctor Jung hard.
Jimin looked, then nodded. The man pressed his hand against So Hyun's already cold body. And he jumped out too.
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"Namjoon sunbaes! Kim Namjoon! Where're you?!" taehyung shouted loudly when he reached a place where he met with Yoongi here.
There was no sound other than the sound of rubble and the friction of dry leaves that were like being dragged. Taehyung continued down the place while shouting Namjoon's name. There is no lawfulness. Taehyung started walking towards the building that had apparently collapsed completely. When he just stepped his foot, a large branch slanted towards him.
"Revelation!" pekik Eun Soo who pulled Taehyung's hand away.
"You? Why are you coming here?" taehyung asked in confusion. But thanks to Eun Soo's sudden appearance, she survived.
"There's no time to look for him. Now let's get out!" reply Eun Soo with her loud voice.
"But, what about Namjoon?" ask Taehyung.
"Easy! Come on!" Without further ado, Eun Soo pulls Taehyung's hand. The two of them ran towards the concrete pillar earlier.
The hole in the pillar was getting smaller and smaller. The skinny Eun Soo wasn't sure she could get out of such a small hole.
"You go first!" taehyung said loudly, because their voices were defeated by the sound of rustling leaves being dragged and the shaking of the stepped land.
Eun Soo just nodded and tried to force herself to get out through the hole of the small pillar. Not a few Eun Soo managed to sneak out, Taehyung followed the girl from behind. Right Taehyung managed to slip, the hole in the pillar closed.
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Altar decorated with various flowers that give a fragrant fragrant look so soothing and sad. On the altar table or so-called ash table there is a picture frame that presents a picture of a girl who is smiling formally, but looks sweet. Unfortunately, that sweet formal smile made the sound of crying even more so.
Everyone who came in wore all black clothes, and that was true for Taehyung as well as the others. In Hyong who was sitting next to her father with reddened eyes, kept clenching her hands so as not to cry. Jimin was also powerless to continue to endure the sadness, finally crying silently. While Eun Soo, the girl is helping to calm So Hyun's mother.
"My boy... Why did you get this way." said So Hyun's mother while crying sobbing. The middle-aged woman's face began to blush from crying for too long.
"Ahjumma must be patient... I'm sure So Hyun was born in a happy world right now." Eun Soo said as she hugged So Hyun's mother.
"I can't believe you're going to go ahead of me, So Hyun.." said Mother again. "My boy... I love you even though I can't see you from now on..."
Taehyung could only sit down with tears that did not stop flowing. Every time he stared at the altar with a photo of So Hyun, his tears immediately rolled. He could not see that smile again from now on. He also could not see the girl's unique face from now on. Everything related to So Hyun he could not see again from today.
'This is the second time... The second time I lost the person I like.' Inner Taehyung said down in sadness.
When the man was letting his tears flow without him telling him, a young woman came up to him and sat down next to him. Taehyung rested his head while erasing those free-flowing tears.
"Noona.." said Taehyung slowly, it seems he intended to say hello but could not.
Ji Hyun smiled faintly, yet looked pitiful. The woman patted the man's shoulder slowly. Then the woman said, "Thank you... Thank you for finding it. Although, he is dead, but it feels quite relieved to see his body brought home..."
Taehyung could only stare silently at the young woman who had now started crying again. The sadness and loss of Ji Hyun, made Taehyung not dare to look at the altar. Taehyung can't say anything anymore. He could only endure the heat of his eye pelukan which was holding the clear circle again. Apparently, the man can also cry when in live people in his tribe....
That night was the first night Taehyung cried nonstop though without making a sound. Jimin is the same. The man who had known So Hyun for longer than Taehyung could only look down and let all the sadness be dragged by the tears that came out of his eyes.
Teacher Yoo and Doctor Jung were there. They all gathered to prepare to deliver So Hyun for the last time.
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Everything went well. The funeral ceremony of So Hyun who had been cremated was silent. Although, the sound of sobbing was still heard everywhere when a pandita began to lead the recitation of prayers.
Taehyung, who was in charge of carrying photos of So Hyun in his arms, could not help his sadness anymore. In fact, both of his eyes were already very reddened due to the slow crying. Jimin also served to accompany his footsteps in line with Taehyung. Everything went well and quietly.
After the ceremony, Taehyung could only sit while holding a picture of So Hyun at Jimin's house. I don't know, people say that bringing a picture of a recently deceased person is the same as taking him for a walk together for the last time before 49 days. And, Taehyung really believed in that. For that he brought a photo of So Hyun to Jimin's house to gather together.
At 7 p.m. No chatter was heard from the 4 people. In Hyong, Eun Soo, Jimin, and Taehyung can only silence their mouths. Sometimes, the sound of a hiccup in In Hyong was heard until the gripping atmosphere became even more gripping.
"Seep, huh? If only he was still with us, we would have laughed a lot" Eun Soo said slowly.
"Hmm.. yeah.." said Jimin lethargic.
"I didn't think he would stab himself to set us free." In Hyong said hoarsely. Sounds like they are gone because they cry too long. His nose also looks very red.
Taehyung looked at In Hyong who was trying to say something again.
"He was my first friend in school... She is a strange, selfish but kind girl. But I can't believe the reincarnation is bad like this... If only... If only I could change the course of his life like a drama written on top of a book, then I would write the loser is Se Jung fucking it!" in Hyong once again.
Eun Soo exhales, then gets closer to In Hyong. The girl rubbed the bully In Hyong slowly. "That's it. All we can do right now is pray for him to be happy there. Or accept the reincarnation of being human again..."
"You're right! The book! Where is that book?!" tanya Taehyung was impatient. He leaned So Hyun's picture frame on the single sofa slowly.
In Hyong frowned with eyeballs that followed Taehyung's impatient movements, "Book? What book? I'm just saying 'let's say, 'Didn't you hear?"
"Yes, I heard. But that's not the book I meant. That book... Gee whiz... Why don't I remember?" taehyung said to himself. He was also impatient like that.
Jimin straightened his body. It seems he also remembered something. "Oh! I recall. So Hyun's book is often read, right?" Eun Soo looked at Jimin with a frown.Â
"That! You remember that So Hyun didn't forbid us from reading the book?"
Eun Soo nodded, "Yes, I remember. But, what does that have to do with So Hyun?"
"What book? What are you guys talking about? I don't understand what you mean." In Hyong said in an impatient tone as well. This is because he is the 'dead' first compared to the others.
"The book is the content of the reasons, stories, events and so on of So Hyun's life. If I may say, the book is like a prophecy or the fate of someone's life written by a mysterious person. What was written in the book was the way of life that So Hyun would go through. Therefore, I will check the last page of the book. Whether it says Ah Jung is dead or not. Otherwise, it means that So Hyun is still alive." Taehyung explained. He seemed to want to quickly get up from his position and read the last page of the book 'Muerte.
"You're wondering, huh? So Hyun's body was cremated, how can you say he's still alive?" in Hyong said a bit strangely. His voice sounded like an angry man.
"Whatever you say. I'll go look for the book." said Taehyung who rose from his position.
"The last time the book was So Hyun held it in the locker hall," Jimin said slowly.
"Fright! All right, I'm going!" said Taehyung who immediately walked to pick up his shoes on the porch door of Jimin's house.
"You want to go to school at night like this?! Are you crazy?" pekik Eun Soo's.
"Schools are still open to the public in the meantime. I won't be long. I'll be back if I find the book!" sahut Taehyung fast dank eras. Then, he ran to leave a photo of So Hyun on the single sofa of Jimin's house.
The three of them could only exhale heavily. Taehyung ran out with footsteps that were so echoing in the ears. Jimin glanced at the photo of So Hyun, where the girl was smiling.Â
Jimin breathed his heavy breath. Then he turned his head towards the old picture frame that was on his bookshelf. There's an old picture there. A photo of her with So Hyun and Eun Soo. Seeing that, Jimin's sadness re-assembled.
'If only, you were alive.' his mind would be soft.
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Taehyung arrived at the gate of his school. The school building looks a little dim because the lighting is arguably very lacking and dim. The man ran inside with the front buttons of his black suit open. The lobby door is also wide open. This made him even more confident that he could still find the 'answer' to the end of the book's story.
He sped up his run. No matter how the sweat started flooding his forehead and the clothes started to crack, he continued to run towards the stairs that led to the locker hall. The sound of his feet pounding echoed throughout the passageway he passed through.
Taehyung stopped his feet right in front of the locker hall with an irregular gasp of breath. He circled his gaze in all directions, trying to remember where So Hyun's locker was.Â
The man tried to open an old locker containing the spare keys of the lockers there. Without further ado, Taehyung scooped up all the keys and tried them one-on-one.
The first locker he opened did not belong to So Hyun. The second, third, fourth, fifth and so on were also not So Hyun's. He kept trying all the matching keys and lockers. Not infrequently he kicked the locker that did not belong to So Hyun annoyed. At first his mind forced to give up, but he still forced.
The twenty-fourth locker. It was So Hyun's locker. Taehyung took a deep breath to win his heartbeat because he was so happy and relieved he could find So Hyun's locker. When he opened the locker, three books that had become the material of the wrestler at that time were still there.
Soon, Taehyung picked up the three books and searched for a book called 'Muerte'. After he got it, he immediately opened the last page of the book. There's a torn page there. His eyes moved slowly reading every sentence printed in the book. His mouth gaped for a moment, and his heart slipped.
[Everything ends when there are two choices given by Yeowang. No one knew what answer the younger brother would choose at that time. No matter what answer he chooses, he will eventually die. And, that was the fate he should have received when he was 17.]
Taehyung directly slammed the book hard. He looked back at So Hyun's locker. He wanted to scream annoyed. Tears of annoyance at the end of the book instantly flowed slowly. He clenched his hand. The girl's fate is hard.
"I like you. ah no, maybe I love you Kim So Hyun. But unfortunately, I can only say that to my wishful thinking. I hope you calm down there. So Hyun-ah." Taehyung said slowly.
"I'm sure, in another life or the next, I'll be reunited with you." she said once again, leaning her back against the locker.
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Hiya! I'm Kim So Hyun!
Glad to be back even though I'm not around. But, there's something I want to say.
I know it's hard.
I know this is crazy.
If I don't do this, you will die in vain. I don't want that to happen.
I'm doing this because I love you. I love you guys so much. I don't want you to die in front of me one by one.
In Hyong, thank you for explaining to me how to keep roses fresh in a vase.
Eun Soo, thank you for teaching me that difficult biology. You are the friend who most patiently accompanied me and taught me!
Then, Doctor Jung without you I might not have been able to breathe at that time. Thank you! I feel like you're like my second brother!
Jimin... Ah.. I seem to have upset this child a lot. But, he was very patient with me and comforted me. It's been almost 4 years of being friends with you, but it feels so short, huh? Thanks for everything! Love you!
And for Taehyung...
Thank you for your efforts to help me. I'm sorry that I pulled you into my trouble. I am deeply moved by your recognition of your feelings for me. Know it? Although I only knew you close in a matter of months, but I felt very comfortable with you.
I don't know why you mean so much to me. Meaningfully... But I was too embarrassed to say it.
If I could be honest... I also don't want to die and be far apart from you. But, this is destiny. I accept that. Maybe in this life we do not deserve to unite, but believe me! If we are born again, we will meet again! And. we're going to have this undelivered relationship...
I'm sorry for everything... I'm sorry if I'm late and didn't even have time to tell you this...
L'm...
I like you Kim Taehyung! Bye bye!
(Without You)
(Without You)
(I just wanna tell you)
(How I'll love you so (for all my life))
(I just wanna tell you)
(Oh I'll miss you so)
(But now it's time to go)
(How I, searched for sunshine)
(You were, always by my side)
(We will, be forever)
(Lovers in the sky)
(I'm put together)
(By your love forever)
(Just wanna let you)
(Take me to the place I know I'll be right with you.)
(Torn Apart, but never)
(Say Goodbye Oh never)
(Go on and tell me)
(I just wanna hold you, won't be)
(Without you)
(Without you)
(Without you)
(Song by Bekah Ex-AfterSchool –Take me to the place)
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Credits:
Thanks for your attention and your patience to this Fanfiction. Thanks for your positive comments, who makes me always smile when I read it. Sorry for the 'bad' ending or the story. All cast are nore mine. The OC(s) are not mine too. Someone may have a name like that. Remember this is just a fiction story.
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Author's Note:
Done it... Hows it? Sorry if the plot was confusing and boring. I have tried my best to be able to complete and change this storyline to be interesting. Sorry if the ending is weird. Thank you to those of you who have read it.... THANK YOU ALL :) SORRY IF IT MADE YOU TEAR..
~ Not everything we imagine can be real, not all hopes come true, not everything we aspire to be achieved, not all dreams can be realized, not all dreams can be realized, not all prayers we pray can be answered. Such is the reality of life that sometimes does not match expectations. So too with this story. Thanks All - Author-~