DEKA'S DREAM
The Sacrifice Sia Sia

"You go back outside again, come with dong" said Anton.

"It seems that my boss bray did not go back to indo, if to Jakarta might still be there often, because he still wants me to work with him" I replied.

"Have you got a girlfriend yet?" asked Wawan arrived, honestly I was a little surprised he would know that I went for whom and now I am back also for whom.

"Kok nanya that's why I'm back for him bray." answered me.

"Ka, are you seriously still ngarepin him?" ask Wawan again.

"Yes yes the promise is a debt bray where I dare to deny." answered me

"Are you serious?" anton asked again to make me even more confused.

"Seriously, tomorrow it's a creep." I said, my two friends stared at each other, I grew astonished.

"What's wrong?" my many.

"You better forget Vita aja Ka" said Wawan slowly, but I can still hear it well.

"Why?" manya curious.

"He.." said Anton.

"He why?" ask me to get curious.

"He belongs to someone else Ka." replied Wawan, this is the reason why Anton was crying when he welcomed me, I saw him again and he came back crying, weeping, I know only Anton my friend knows how I feel because it is with him that I usually pour out my feelings.

"You must be Boong Wan, we already love each other and copy promised to be loyal and wait, even I still keep the letter he said to wait for me Wan." I said I couldn't hold my heart, I took out my wallet and gave Vita the last love letter so they could believe what I said.

Wawan read the letter and then he said, "Looks she's not your soul mate, I suggest that you get a much better woman than she is even now that she's pregnant with Ka." wawan said while stroking my shoulder, you must know what I feel right now my heart is broken, want me to scream his sense of sacrifice is felt very vain, it feels very futile, I'm like this for his sake I'm willing to stay away from my family for his sake too, I'm looking for what his parents want also for his sake.

Hah, it seems that I can't stand this humiliation I also grabbed my jacket to go to his house tonight but my two friends forbid me, they blocked my hand and started trying to dampen my emotions.

"Don't you now Ka, it's already tonight we say there is no manners" said Anton.

"Who has no manners now An, he reneged on his promise." I said as he let out a sense of tightness in my chest, if this time not at home mbah Utiku maybe I've shouted as loud as her.

"She said she was tired of waiting for you who never told me about Ka" Anton said.

"Others are tired just him, I don't dare to contact him because I'm afraid I can't help but feel like I'm going home An, I don't have what I can be proud of asking An for her, you know your own parents." answered me crying, broken my heart now destroyed already the hope that I knit, my dream drowned with the news that I just received.

"I don't know if Wan can forgive her or not, it's so painful An wanted it to feel like I came to her and asked about this" I said.

"For what is it too late, all the rice has become powder Ka nothing can be repaired, if you come to pity later he can falter, ka, we are real men Ka do not make the household of others destroyed, just you advertise and pray for him hopefully he is happy." said Wawan.

I don't know how I can accept this, it's really painful for me, I read the last letter from him and then I ripped it into small pieces, I also took out a picture of him from my wallet I burned it with Anton's matches, my two friends were still loyal to me, they might be afraid if I did recklessly, I went back to terrorizing when I saw a photo of a person I loved so much as ashes.

My two friends really understand my feelings, even Anton stroked my shoulders to calm me down a little.

"Ka, I know others want." haggar Wawan, I shook my head it feels like I no longer know the passion I know women, I feel all has been in vain my spirit hamcur instantaneously, I feel like I have lost my spirit, my life feels lost half my mind drifting unguided I can't do anything about it.

"Patience to you." Anton stroked my shoulder again.

"God willing, why is my love story like this?" ask Anton.

"It's not your soul mate." Anton replied.

"I don't know how much it hurts" I replied.

"We know Ka, even when we were at her wedding she asked for you" Anton replied.

"What did he ask?" my many.

"Your news is for sure and he also asked me to apologize to you" Anton said.

"Why is it so easy he reneged on An's promise." I said unconsciously.

"You know his parents are Ka, that's also one of the factors." said Wawan, as soon as I remembered that maybe this was also not purely his fault, surely his parents were involved in this.

"Are you sorry about all this?" ask Anton.

"I don't know An, I still can't think right." I replied.

"We understand Ka, remove your tears later if Uti sees danger" Anton said.

"He em." I also wiped my tears even though my heart was sore, the wound I received today really makes me hard to think, my two friends continue to try to make me toughen with their typical jokes, they said, I keep trying to smile in front of my Mother I don't want her to know my sadness.

DEKA'S DREAM

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