DEKA'S DREAM
I Was

Uti stared intently at me again I saw my face saddened with worry.

"Ti ga papa's story." I said while holding the wrinkled hand of my beloved Uti.

"Uti ga tau Le (call for boys in my area) must be a story from where" said Utiku, he seemed to hesitate.

"Are you not ready yet?" ask me.

"You know you're waiting for this moment, but...??" My debt seems to be in doubt.

"If Uti still hesitates, papa Dewa will wait." I replied.

"No, Uti is not strong enough to keep this alone" replied Uti brick, I know this is very heavy for him as well.

"Do you know your boyfriend is married?" tanya Uti arrived.

"Sampun Ti (already Ti)." I replied

"Are you iklas?" ask again.

"God willing." I answered my feelings as well.

"Uti seneng le you can iklas with everything that happened to you, Uti hope after you hear this you can classify it once again" said Utiku while stroking my shoulder.

"Yes Ti pray God always yes Ti so that always Iklas." said I.

"Alright, Uti will tell me who you really are."

"Yes Ti say God is ready to hear it." I replied, I saw Utiku breathing in the omen he was also preparing his feelings.

"In the past, when the brother of Uti's ex-husband decided to divorce Uti, Uti was very sad, do you know why Uti divorced?" he asked, I shook my head and looked at the old woman's sad face.

"Because Uti was barren le, Uti could not give her offspring so Uti was divorced." he replied, I stroked Uti's hand trying to strengthen her.

"After that Uti also decided to work in Jakarta as a babysitter, because actually Uti also wants to be a mother." he continued.

"At that time I was the parent of your mother Le, your mother was the only child of the family where I nurtured your mother from she was four years old until she was pregnant with you, she said, (Uti looked back at me with her tears that kept dripping), she lacked affection because her papa mama was just busy looking for money, home they quarrel so that make little Yunita (name of mother Deka) become afraid if met his parents, poor can not be rejected when the age of seventeen years old one of your grandfather's business competitors kidnapped him, she was raped by the son of your grandfather's business competitor and hugged you, you know how people's lives are, they rejected my beloved Yunita, Uti's heart was broken when they kicked your mother out, the pain that Uti feels is still felt until now, do you know why Uti is sick?" asked Uti, Deka was still pensive he was confused what to answer.

"Because his parents did not love him at all even in his slump he was still wasted, it's not his fault then why only he had to bear it." said Utiku back crying, crying again, I knew my heart must have been broken at that moment.

"Where is my mother now?" ask Deka.

Uti continued her crying, then she raised her face again and wiped her tears

"That night when your mother was expelled from the house of Uti asked Mbah kung mu adek Uti whose land you bought it to bring him his contrast at that time his wife was also again pregnant big le, the next day Uti goes there and picks up your mother but your older wife feels sorry for her she advises Uti to take her away far afraid she is wanted by the person who kidnapped her, finally we agreed to take your mother out of the island, Uti also gave all Uti savings to your brother to take care of your mother there, sure enough, when Uti came to Uti's employer again they were angry with Uti and accused Uti of helping your mother, Uti could not admit it because Uti knew your grandfather and grandmother were very cruel." uti said back crying he remembered his struggle to save me and my mother.

"When you were pregnant your mother was depressed Le, many times she wanted to end her life, she said, Uti was very sad to hear that when your mother's gestational age took eight months she really did what she wanted to do is go with you, finally Uti decided to stop working and choose to take care of your mother, he was very happy when Uti visited him, he started to talk again and tell stories when he lived with your mbah kung and his wife, he said they were very good but Yuni did not want to keep ngrepotin them so Yuni just go bik his words, whether it's a hunch or what Uti does not know, so Yuni went, after your mother gave birth to you she was in a coma for seven days and God loved her more she went to face God with her sweetest smile, and leaving a beautiful beautiful baby for Uti is your beloved God Kurnia Sejati Uti." said Uti closed the story with a sweet smile.

Deka was no longer able to withstand the turmoil in her chest, she was crying in the arms of the woman who had taken care of her mother and raised her.

"Thank you very much Uti has taken care of Mother and also I Ti, how do the Gods repay Uti?" ask Deka.

"Just pray your mother le let Gusti Allah give the best place for her" replied Uti.

"The God wants to meet Mbah Kung." Pinta Deka.

"Of course, he also wants to see his handsome grandson" Uti said with her sweetest smile.

"Where's my mother's belly button?" ask Deka.

"After Wawan's wedding how are we going there?"

"Alright Ti."

"Do you want to know who your father is?" ask Uti.

"No Ti."

"Why?"

"He's hurt my mother, he's ruined Ti's future, can such a man be called a father" I said with all my disappointment.

"It never taught you to hold a grudge le, as ugly as he is, he is still your father, there is nothing he will never have you son of me, Uti even wanted to thank him for his mistakes he even gave me the opportunity to feel like a mother" said Uti while stroking my shoulder, I don't know exactly what this old woman's heart is made of how easy it is to forgive someone who troubles her.

"Emang Uti knows who my father is?" ask Deka.

" The son of the former master of your brother Uti, later if we meet him we ask him where he lives first." replied Uti, I nodded, I nodded, Uti got up from her seat and went into her room.

Oh my God, this is who I am, I am the son of the depraved deeds of an irresponsible man, I have not even had the chance to return the favor to my mother he has left me.

"Le." I looked up.

"This is your mother's beautiful right." said Uti while showing me a photo of my mother, true I she was very beautiful in my opinion, pantesan only I was handsome my mother turned out to be very beautiful.

DEKA'S DREAM

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