DEKA'S DREAM
Not Mine anymore

My two best friends are still looking with pity at me they are trying hard to strengthen my heart.

"Ka, this week I married you come along who knows if you will get a mate." said Wawan.

"God willing I came to Wan" I replied.

"Not back to Jakarta, right?" ask Wawan.

"Not Wan, three months ahead I want to take care of what is in the village first." answered me.

"Wiissss our friends are now pajir lAn, pond there are many cows house three hahaha." sedoda Wawan.

"Boyfriend but." I replied spontaneously.

"Udah is Ka, do not remember again advertising everything so that it will be easy in the future" said Anton still faithfully give support to me.

"Yes I'll try An, doain ya." Deka replied.

"Surely Ka, we are all always there for you believe that your wounds will soon heal as you speak." said Anton again, I smiled wryly, my heart could not express with words, I could not express it, I took a deep breath in trying to take off the burden that was in my heart, I tried to make peace with my destiny like the advice of my two best friends.

Destroyed yes..

Disappointed what else..

The pain is certain..

Anyway it's all been amby formless, the destiny I dreamed of said another, my woman prefers another it means the hammer knock has said that she's not mine anymore, I will not have to force my heart to iklas, to give up hope that cannot be real.

Weight indeed..

Crumple it feels..

My heart's gilded..

My soul languishes..

Then I have to how it all happened, I have to stand up straight, step up to meet my long future, with the rest of my breath I began to be able to think clearly and justify the advice of my two friends, to forget the woman who betrayed her promise, Good thing God is showing her now that she (that traitorous woman) does not deserve my love, my sacrifice, my struggle even my body soul.

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As usual Deka always woke up late according to Mbah Uti, Deka did deliberately do that so that Utinya nagged, he was very longed for the melodious scolding.

"Le woke up to morning prayers first." said Uti while rocking Deka's body, Deka hid his face covered as usual, certainly with his naughty smile.

"Heemmm." she answered pura sleeping.

"Wake up come dawn first" said Uti.

"Let's whiskey lunch come ojo postponed delay." he said again as he stepped away from me Uti ku not as much as before apparently maybe because of his old physique or whether he also thought of my feelings as well as my two friends, I do not understand, I do not understand, I also chose to get up and clean myself, as usual I kissed the old woman and surprised her as usual but now she was not angry either, usually will scream and brandish the centong of his rice while grumbling so I feel strange why he is also just smiling.

"Ah Uti ga asik, where is the fierce power Uti." I grumbled.

"It's old le cook keep getting angry." he replied while stroking my cheek.

"Who says Uti my boyfriend is old, Uti is still beautiful gini." I praise while struggling spoiled in this fat body.

"You're going to buy your Mbah Kung land (a Uti lift-off outside the island)?" ask Uti.

"So Ti has been taken care of all the same Mr. Lek." answered me as I took off my arms.

"Thank you." answered him.

"What are you doing Ti?" ask me.

"He is now very sick le and Uti just knew yesterday, his son came here turned out he was looking for Uti and wanted to take Uti there to his father he said he missed Uti, only Uti can not come because Uti is waiting for you, you will be three days away from all of Uti wants to take you there he wants to see you too he said." uti said a lot about his foster brother.

"Emang Mbah kung who are we Ti?" I asked him, still curious about our relationship.

"He was actually a nephew away from Uti, continued when he was three years old his father's mother went out le country and entrust your mbah kungmu same uyutmu (mother of mbah Uti), and, and so he adopted Uti because his parents did not return until now, twenty years ago he wandered out of the island with his wife's son, he said, why he did not give news and went back to Java it turns out five years ago he was sentenced to sick that there is no cure le." replied Uti back to tell the past.

"Ooo, pantesan Dewa do not know yes Ti, people have never met." said I.

"That's his house next door that was contracted to the same people" he said again.

"Ooo, that's Mbah Kung's former home" I replied.

"Yes, in addition to Uti want to give money for the sale of his land Uti also want to give money for his rented house that Uti holds," he said.

"Why isn't it money in the transfer?" ask me.

"Where do you know so, oia le Uti want to tell something but you don't be sad already when you know." said Utiku with glassy eyes.

"You what Ti?" my many.

"About your parents." answered Utiku, I did not expect my Uti to say this, to be honest I was waiting for this so much but I was afraid to ask, I was afraid to make my Uti sad.

My prayers will be answered soon I will know who my parents are, how they are and where they are now, because as far as I know they are dead, but if they are dead why Uti never took me to her navel.

DEKA'S DREAM

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