
...Am I wrong to miss you ?...
...You are close to me like leaves and twigs...
...But unfortunately I can never have your heart fully...
...I can only look at you every minute but I can't hold your hand every second....
...It would be a lie if I let you down with others but I realize that loving doesn't have to be....
...The leaves will be with the flowers and the twigs will be with the tree trunk....
...All have a partner as it is written in destiny only......
...Sometimes I'm selfish thinking I want to have you and God created you just for me....
With a rough sigh, Jaemin looked at the tiny body of aeri sitting in a wheelchair in the garden of his hospital.The woman asked jaemin to go and wanted to enjoy the fresh air alone in the park but because jaemin was worried about the aeri, Jaemin stopped his steps in front of the hospital entrance and was speechless looking at the aeri.
This morning after breakfast the aeri whined to see the blue sky and get UV rays because as long as he was getting treatment in the hospital, Aeri never came out of his room. Not wanting to see a sad aeri be jaemin bring the girl to the hospital park.Walau jaemin look at the aeri from a distance but the man can see the smile that emanated on the sweet face of the aeri when not a butterfly perched before the eyes of Aeri.
Honestly, now Aeri's face is very pale because of her pain and also appears without make-up but for jaemin she still admired the beauty of aeri is very sweet according to her.
"dok, aeri patients have to be chemo at 11" said a nurse stopping jaemin daydreaming,
Quickly jaemin saw a silver Rolex-branded watch perched glitzyly on his left wrist. At 11 that means 2 hours from now, Jaemin also asked the nurse back on duty while he stepped his feet closer to the aeri.
"aeri has had enough sunbathing now you have to rest because at 11 you will do chemotherapy" said Jaemin denied that their height is the same,
"again ?" tanya Aeri stared at jaemin.
With a very sweet smile the jaemin nodded his head marked with his answer 'yes'.
The look on her face changed, The woman was a little frightened when she heard the word chemotherapy but gently Jaemin clasped her hands to encourage the woman he liked to be able to undergo the very painful chemotherapy.
"i'm here for you, you don't have to worry or worry because I will take care of you despite the life of the stakes" Jaemin said.
"yes I believe you.Let's go in" replied aeri while returning a jaemin smile.
Now with extreme caution, Jaemin pushed the aeri wheelchair back to the hospital.
"Aeri.." yelling someone from behind their body.
They both turned to the origin of the voice as soon as a man immediately embraced the tiny body of Aeri while crying bitterly.
"hiks...you evil why did you leave me aeri ? hiks you know I'm lonely at the agency without you" the man cried,
Aeri was a little confused why a man immediately recognized her even though somehow in the heart of the aeri, he felt very sorry for the man who was hugging him tightly.
"hey yeonjun is that the manners that the agency taught you eoh ?! come here and introduce yourself as a fool" said someone who had just arrived.
Yes the man who hugged the body of the aeri is yeonjun and who just came is namjoon.Actually yeonjun has got the address of the hospital where the aeri was treated last night and intends to go directly to the hospital but after telling the namjoon.Leader bangtan asked yeonjun to be patient to wait tomorrow because if they come to visit at night surely the hospital will not allow them to enter because night time is time rest of the patients.
"annyeong sorry to have sassy you aeri" said Yeonjun wipe away his tears that accidentally fell.
"but sorry who are you guys ?"ask aeri wonder.
Deg.
It felt like yeonjun's heart stopped beating as the sentence came out of the mouth of the aeri.Is that fast that humans forget about the other humans ? the tall man really could not believe that Aeri would forget about him so soon.
Indeed, Aeri has left the agency for almost 3 months and it is only natural that he does not remember the face of namjoon because the fact that while aeri was still working at their agency is less familiar but why should yeonjun who he is forgot ? Hasn't Aeri slept with him 2 times and again it was also Aeri who used to make himself almost exposed to scandal because of the photos taken by sasaeng shots, Why can't Aeri remember that ?
"you really don't remember me aeri ?" ask yeonjun with the one that started to glaze over.
Aeri just shook her head and looked confused looking at the faces of namjoon and yeonjun who were very foreign to her.
"sorry we have to go aeri have to rest because soon he has to undergo treatment.We're sorry" said Jaemin who had only been a spectator.
Jaemin continued to push the wheelchair.
"wait" shouted namjoon stopping the steps of the jaemin who began to stay away from them.
Namjoon ran over to the two of them while Yeonjun blankly still could not believe that Aeri had forgotten about him.
"aeri we were your coworkers but since you don't remember it is okay.We came here just to see your condition which suddenly disappeared from the office.Oh yes the doctor can you tell me what room or ward aeri was treated at this hospital so we could visit another day" explained namjoon.
"of course VVIP room 3rd floor internal medicine ward Look for the name of the aeri there" replied jaemin
"alright later we will visit again because it looks like today the time is not right.Once again we are sorry to bother you" said namjoon bowed, saying,
"ahh it's okay not to think.If you are my coworkers first then I am very happy if you come to visit me again" replied Aeri.
Namjoon bowed again and let them continue their steps inside.
Should yoongi hyung intervene ? because there seems to be something odd about the memory of the aeri that suddenly disappeared and hopefully this is just my suspicion about the doctor who seems a little devious like the ashes of nawas.
Namjoon awoke from his daydream.He stepped up to yeonjun who was still faithful with his blank look.
"let's go home now" asked namjoon to pat Yeonjun on the shoulder to wake up.
"but aeri sunbae.." lirih yeonjun.
"we will visit another time.Let's go home before the agency is worried and questions our whereabouts" said namjoon pulled Yeonjun's hand following his footsteps into the car.
Not his name if he did not get the idea as fast as lightning.When his eyes focus on the streets that afternoon was quite crowded but his mind still thinks of the deaf woman.
Shit I shouldn't have taken part in the story of yoongi hyung I think my head will soon break - monologue namjoon.
While beside him, his Junior was asleep.Namjoon knew yeonjun was working hard last night finding the existence of aeri so it was only natural that the man needed sleep this time.
When he arrived at the agency, Namjoon carried Yeonjun's body.He deliberately did not wake yeonjun so that when the staff asked he reasoned yeonjun was drunk heavily when he invited him to drink at his grocery store.
Fortunately yeonjun was a very difficult person to wake up so all the staff could believe the lies that namjoon made on the trip by deliberately buying a bottle of soju and pouring half a liquid alcohol it was to Yeonjun's shirt and the other half he drank to complete his lie.