Do You Hear Me ?

Do You Hear Me ?
The Part 46


Yoon-gi looked up at the thousands of glowing stars at the same time and then raised his hand and pointed towards the stars and moved it to form a 'aeri' hangeul'.


"jungkook.indeed this is not the first time I like a woman and love her but.only now do I find a woman I want to spend my old age with her later"


"i dreamed of building a household and living it like an ordinary person.So if you ask the pain it seems not only the pain I feel at this time but other feelings also begin to torture me"


Jungkook understands that at this time yoongi is completely destroyed but to leave him alone is not the right choice.He now grips the back of yoongi tightly because the first time he saw hyung the second bangtan was melted by his feelings by oneself.


Should jungkook blame aeri ? no, jungkook does not want to be selfish by blaming the woman who is currently also fighting for her life.He only hopes that the woman will return soon for love yoongi.


*****


Aeri and Jaemin have just arrived at Changi airport.After a 6-hour journey they finally arrived at an apartment that last week was only bought by jaemin to occupy while they were there.


"aeri take a shower I will put your clothes in the closet" said Jaemin lifting the suitcase on the mattress to open.


Instead of obeying or hearing the words of the jaemin, the aeri simply dissolved in his own daydream staring out the window of the apartment.


"aeri...what are you thinking ? is there a problem ?" asked jaemin who was sitting in front of the aeri and looked directly at the woman.


"there's no jaemin problem it just seems like something's wrong with my life in Seoul"


"not quite right what do you mean ?"


"i don't know either.I don't feel like I'm willing to leave Seoul without saying goodbye to someone"


"someone ? who do you mean that while I'm here ?"


Aeri was worried.He actually did not know what really disturbed his mind.There is a memory that has been circling in his head but he was really stupid to hit the face of the person.


Finally they ended the talk that did not have a topic and chose to rest because tomorrow there is a treatment schedule to treat cancer that has long been residing in the body of the aeri.


Instead of sleeping like a jaemin on a soft mattress, the aeri instead chose to stay on his wheelchair looking at the star-filled night sky.


"yoongi..can I miss you ?"


*****


After being examined by a doctor who is an expert in dealing with cancer, Aeri asked jaemin to take him in the hospital park.Honestly, his habit while in seoul sunbathing in the park he could not forget easily.


Jaemin complied with her request but to accompany the woman the jaemin could not because the man had to discuss something with the doctor who handled the disease.


Be alone in the park.Indeed there are many patients who also sun themselves like aeri but still for their aeri all strangers.Aeri too embarrassed to greet some people who look clustered talk about something not only that aeri is also not too fluent in English especially tamil language and malay aeri really stupid about it.


He just enjoyed every gust of wind that hit his face slowly also stroked his mane.Tak want to be alone with his daydream he reached into the back pocket of his pants and pulled out a photocard.


Yep, yeah, the same photocard that was given the name on that day, he tried to remember the memories of Yoongi but his efforts were in vain and now he tried to remember clearly what the importance of yoongi in his life was but again his memory could not answer his doubts.


deja vu did not side with him.He also kept the photocard back in his pocket so as not to be seen by the jaemin.Not afraid of aeri just keep the feeling of jaemin if until he knew that there are photos other than himself who his store.


Before long, jaemin came with a packet of drugs that he had previously redeemed at the hospital pharmacy.


"want to walk ?" take jaemin, take jaemin,


"i hear the snacks here are delicious" rayu jaemin.


"maybe anyways since morning we haven't eaten"


"are you right then what kind of food do you want to eat ?"


"all right let's go hunting for food !!!"


"c !!!!"


Jaemin also pushed the aeri wheelchair very carefully.He was so happy and very enthusiastic to see the various kinds of southeast Asian snacks that he found on the side of the road.


Although eating is not his hobby but seeing ***** eating aeri made him have to compensate for the portion of the woman's meal.At first they just want to buy Chai tow kway and bring it home to their apartment but because of the temptation of street food makes them have to stop and forget the initial plan them.


"it feels like my stomach is about to explode" lamented jaemin leaning against the garden chair.


"sorry, because I have to loosen your belt"


"ahhh..no problem.When again I eat this much and this relaxed because if in seoul work is too kneeling me"


"well, how else would you be the head of the hospital, so there are many responsibilities that you have to face"


"all right let me sleep 5 minutes and then we go home to the apartment okay ?"


"you're up.Oh yes while waiting for you to wake up can't I borrow your phone ?"


"of course, what's wrong ? is there someone you want to call ?"


"just look at social media while you sleep"


"oh"


"sleep later after 5 minutes I'll wake you up"


"okay"


Jaemin also wears hoodie headgear and pulls the rope to hide his handsome face.He was really tired proved in a matter of seconds he was no longer responding to the aeri who tried to call his name.The man was really asleep even though he was very tired in an uncomfortable position, sit with your hands crossed on his chest.


While Aeri is focusing on the screen of the phone jaemin.Ia looking for all the biodata about bangtan is no exception yoongi.Aeri hopes with it can help him remember something about the figure of yoongi in his life.


yoongi your name is no stranger to my ears but why can't I remember a single one of you in my life.Are we just acquaintances or is it more than that ?


When Aeri wants to give up with the search page that he opened and will remove it to remove traces.Suddenly jaemin moves to improve his position and accidentally dropped the packet of drugs in his hoodie pocket.


"aigooo..you are so adorable jaemin if you fall asleep like this.I feel like I want to marry you now" muttered aeri pinched jaemin's cheek slowly.


"oh that my medicine may have fallen out of her pocket" added aeri trying to grab the parcel that had fallen to the ground.


Aeri tried her hardest to reach for the package until someone helped her take it.


"thank you" said aeri bowing.


The person just smiled and immediately left the aeri but before going away from where the aeri.Ia had whispered and surely the aeri could hear it.


"it's a pity that her husband must be tired of taking care of a sickly wife"


That's what aeri can hear.


Is that so bad for someone in a wheelchair ? what is wrong if the disease requires a person to sit in a wheelchair ?


Aeri could only stroke her chest and hold back her tears from spilling over and make the jaemin worry.