Doctor It's My Past.

Doctor It's My Past.
Episode 53 Discovery.


Rachel is in Kiara's room cleaning Kiara's room. Yes he is very diligent today and wants to clean up just included in Kiara's room. Kiara is a neat child and also her room is not too messy. Not much was done with Rachel.


Rachel just smoothed the room that was tidying up the pillow but when Rachel lifted the pillow. Suddenly Monica sees a book under Kiara's pillow and it looks like a diary book.


Rachel took it straight away who didn't know why she was so pampered.


"From a long time ago he never forgot to write" murmured Rachel who opened the diary. Flipping through it and suddenly her eyes caught a single word with Kevin writing that made Rachel startled by wrinkling her forehead.


Rachel immediately sat on the edge of the bed and was very curious about Kiara's writing in the diary.


...Since I came to Jakarta, I have experienced many things. Sometimes I feel like I have done it, there have been and sometimes I am confused when it happened and many questions that I did not find the answer. 1 by one the people I met in Jakarta looked at me strangely, strangely, it was as if they knew me and even the ones I knew felt like I was weird....


...It's like I don't recognize myself. Who me? What's wrong with me? Rangga and Rachel's sister are like hiding something from me. I heard them mention memories. I don't understand what that means....


...I combined it with master Kevin who was suddenly enraged and said I was having a show. A lot of things I've been through, including with Mr. Kevin. I felt like we met a lot, I didn't what happened. Everything he said had a meaning that confused me. The thing I don't know what it is....


...The look in his eyes was as if there was something long he wanted to convey, every word that came out seemed to deliberately make me think and the hug he gave me was like a hug that I had longed for so far....


...But everything is still a question for me. I was confused, my head hurt, my tears often fell for no reason and a nightmare I didn't know what it was. I don't know how to break my head the more I think the more it hurts me. I don't know who to talk to sometimes and ask Rachel and Rangga's sister. But I also feel like they are more like people who hide big things....


...I couldn't break my head until I went to Doctor Saras to check on my mental state. I feel like a crazy person. Even Dr. Saras' response was strange. He hugged me and said everything would be fine. I feel like everyone knows something I don't. I feel a lot of weirdness that I can't solve....


...Dear God, please show me what I really am and why I feel strange when I am with him, the house, the library, the Lexus company, the hospital. Why be a part of my life....


The inscription of Kiara's outpouring made Rachel's tears hatch. He felt Kiara's pain.


"So you've actually started to suspect Kiara. It's just that you're trying to stay quiet and figure it out yourself. You also meet Kevin often. You must have experienced something difficult Kiara. Forgive big brother Kiara who can't do anything and just see how much more you suffer compared to before. Brother does not believe if you want to check your psyche.


"Where is the pain that Kiara feels until you do that," Rachel's inner self who is so sorry for Kiara for all that Kiara is facing who is beyond Rachel's expectations.


"I'm sorry Kiara's sister. Brother can't do much for you. You have to suffer for everything that happens and not to mention Rangga's sister who is so obsessed with destroying Kevin," Rachel's inner self who wipes away her tears with a sigh.


He also could not bear to see Kiara whose life was like a confused person. There must be a lot of things that Kiara feels. But Kiara chose to shut up and find out for herself what happened.


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Rachel was in the kitchen cooking. Rachel is very active in the kitchen.


"I'm home" said Kiara, who approached the dinner table and put her bag on the chair and poured water for a drink.


"Tumben you come home quickly" said Rachel turned her head briefly towards Kiara.


"Again not much work," Kiara answered looking lethargic and sat down to finish the glass of water.


"Oh just makes spaghetti. Want to eat again. Because simple. So do it," replied Rachel who continued her work.


Suddenly Kiara saw the big box on the table.


"What's this?" asked Kiara who opened the box which seemed to contain junk.


"Oh that, stuff from the warehouse. Brother was again a craft clean-up. So just throw away the trash and have not had time to throw it away" replied Rachel.


"Ohh," said Kiara


"Hmmmm, it turns out there are also many small items from our old house" said Rachel.


Hearing that made Kiara suddenly ruffled slowly the contents of the box.


"Oh yes, whatever. There will be another Kiara" Kiara said.


"It doesn't know either. Anyway, there is only trash that you want to throw away," replied Rachel.


Kiara was curious and seemed to want to find something. Because of the old house. And suddenly his hand found 1 set of keys in the form of a gold card that like Kiara was a house ownership card and with the card could enter the Lexus residential area.


Kiara who saw the difference was thinking long which did not know what was on her mind and suddenly took the card and key hurriedly and put it in her bag.


Kiara tries not to see Rachel. But who would have thought Rachel saw it from the shadow of the closet in front of her and saw Kiara's movements. But nothing was said of Rachel.


"It turns out there's nothing" said Kiara who sighed.


"Oh yes, there is nothing. Because surely that can still be used already brother set aside," said Rachel.


"Hmmm, yes, that's it. We go up first, want to take a shower, because it's sultry," said Kiara who took her bag.


"You don't want the spaghetti?" ask Rachel.


"You but later" said Kiara who hurriedly left. Rachel turned her body and saw the departure of her sister.


"I don't know if Kiara will help you. But hopefully this can help you," inner Rachel with her own face.


It turns out that Rachel deliberately lured Kiara with the box and put the keys to their house there. Rachel wanted to see if Kiara was curious or not. It turned out that Kiara was indeed curious and picked up the thing secretly.


Maybe Rachel wants Kiara to remember everything. But he doesn't know how and he can only do that.


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