Doctor It's My Past.

Doctor It's My Past.
Episode 75 Meeting.


"Armghghhh!" Kiara's yell that was flailing her head recalled everything clearly.


"You better not know. Because if you're that much more painful," Kevin's words that Kiara remembers several times also recalled that made Kiara feel so sick kemabli.


Kiara hysterically herself in the room remembered the very painful wound. Even Kiara banged her head several times on the table. He hopes to forget the past again. Because remembering it hurts so much.


Finally what Kiara wanted to know answered everything. He remembers everything clearly. Cause and effect that all remember.


While Kevin who was still in the plane was just pensive by looking at the dark clouds from his face there was anxiety and even how many times holding his phone hoping Kiara replied to his message and even contacted him. But that was just his wish.


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The night was too fast. Kiara is still at Shela's apartment. In the room he had previously entered. The room looked so messy full of stuff that he unloaded last night.


And Kiara herself was lying on the bed with her empty eyes and unrelenting tears coming out. Crying without a sound that may have been very tired of crying. Until the sound is not there.


The eyes explained. If Kiara doesn't sleep all night and must be crying that remembers and keeps remembering. His forehead also bled which must be due to his own actions.


He was like a madman who had no purpose in life and was just silent who was lying with a blank look and was like a tired person.


While in Paris in the large Lexus Company. Kevin is doing a job with a professional. Yes the goal is to go to Paris for business and even though his heart is not calm. But he has to be professional even if in his mind only Kiara.


Kiara has not opened her phone since she left Jakarta. Maybe the thought of cell phones is no longer thought at all. Because he is also like a human being who breathes but cannot live.


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The missed walking day. From night until morning and back again and again and again and it did not feel like 2 days Kiara was in Paris and Kiara is still the same as a person who does not have a full life purpose with sadness.


But today he came out of that apartment wearing a white dress that was a little bit from his ankles. The responsibility dress that he uses is actually not suitable for cold weather even though it is made from thick and long-sleeved. But maybe Kiara doesn't care about any of that.


Her hair was only in her shop and her forehead was bandaged. It was because of his own injuries last night.


Kiara exited the apartment to the Lexus campus. College when he first went to college there. And there must be a lot of history in his meeting with Kevin.


As Kiara exited the elevator. He also remembers when colliding with Kevin and Kevin's men when it was time to reprimand him but in preventing Kevin. Her steps came to a halt as she recalled that and her tears fell again and Kiara tried to calm down by exhaling her breath and continued her steps.


Maybe Kiara's agenda today just wants to come to the places she remembers. From the campus to the traced and many memories there. The library is also where there are several books that have been scribbled Kiara showing her hatred for Lexus.


The next step is to walk in the suburbs that do not know where to go. Kiara does not have a purpose and only her steps bring her back to remember the beautiful things that became sick.


It didn't feel like the night was back and Kiara was now in the Eiffel Tower. If it was night the weather would get colder and maybe the cold was not felt for Kiara's body who was already ignorant due to the pain.


Kiara sat down with a prostrate and covered her face with her 2 hands where Kiara again cried with a sting that felt very sick.


Kiara also held onto her chest, squeezing because it was so painful that she felt tightness. He just wants to forget. And I am so sorry to remember everything. He doesn't want to remember everything.


"Near!" the familiar heavy voice made Kiara stop crying and slowly look back at her.


Not knowing the dream or not the voice of the man who called him was Kevin who was standing not far from him. Kevin who wears formal work clothes with a suit stellan definitely does not deny finding Kiara there.


"Kevin!" Lirih Kiara who slowly stood up despite the difficulties and Kevin stepped quickly like running up to Kiara and immediately hugged Kiara tightly.


Kiara also hugged tightly until her eyes were closed which was like feeling a heavy longing.


Not because I haven't seen each other for a few days. Because I felt like I hadn't seen each other for a few years. Inside that embrace Kiara also let out a very heavy tear. Not in the suspect Kevin came in when Kiara felt needed.


"This is the reason you're Kevin. Why don't you tell me everything. You don't want me to remember all those wounds and this is the reason with all your words. You want me to feel love without that painful past. Maybe it's better I don't remember everything. And indeed the love that is now much more beautiful than it used to be," inner Kiara.


"I don't want to be the Kiara I used to be and I want to be the Kiara now. Kiara's a doctor who knows you and falls in love with you" she continued in her heart.


Kiara doesn't want to go back in time and wants to be who she is now. Who might want to continue his relationship with Kevin without feeling the pain he once did.


Kevin took off his arms and held onto both of Kiara's cheeks with Kevin's face looking over Kiara's face.


"Why are you here?" asked Kevin with anxiety.


Kiara shook her head because she had no answer.


"Why is your forehead hurt?" ask Kevin.


"I just fell," Kiara replied lying.


Kevin wiped Kiara's tears with their faces close together and Kevin kissed Kiara softly on the forehead.


"Never lie to me again" said Kevin, looking into his sorrowful eyes. Kiara nodded her head with a bitter smile and hugged Kevin back tightly which again completed her longing.


Kevin and Kiara again take off each other's arms and Kevin again kissed Kiara's forehead making Kiara close her eyes for a while and Kevin opened his suit and immediately put on Kiara who he knew Kiara must be very dry. After that Kevin held Kiara's hand and took Kiara away.


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