Doctor It's My Past.
Episode 174 Finally remembers everything.

Again and again she finds herself taking pictures with Kevin and Kiara's eyes suddenly shut trying to remember something. I don't know if he should remember it again.

"What's really going on" he murmured in his heavy voice and went back to see what else was inside the box.

Kiara also took out all the contents and indeed only the items that did not understand it and made her head hurt.

Kiara had been very weak and took a photo album that had not been in the past and Kiara immediately opened it and returned the photo album containing photos of him and Kevin that made Kiara even more shocked.

Kiara opened one by one the album was a lot of romantic photos of him and Kevin who look very happy and like lovers who must love each other.

"What is all this," muttered Kiara holding her head with her tears that had already fallen.

"Cannot be. This is impossible!"

"Oh, what is God really?"

"What don't I know?"

Kiara wondered with her tears growing more and more and her head was also very sick. Still trying to keep it in its custody. Kiara tried hard and wiped her tears a few times.

After seeing all that. Kiara who was sitting limply leaned against the bed by holding her head with her 2nd hand. The shadows reappeared and it became clear that Kevin was in his memory.

Kiara who tried hard with her chest that felt tight took the diary that had been alienated. His trembling hands tried to open the diary and read slowly.

Kiara was shocked when she read the diary. It's been a lot of writing when he first met Kevin 4 years ago.

Diary that describes all his feelings that bear witness to his love story that can be said is very sad. Full of happiness, sweetness and ended with a separation full of wounds and because of the blessing that was not obtained from Kevin's parents. Winata Partner.

Reading the diary sheet by sheet makes the pain in the head suddenly disappear slowly and Kiara slowly remembers everything regularly. Everything he read would appear in his memory. Even Mitra Winata who had also talked to him about their relationship.

Warnings of Mitra Winata and her family who also end up involved due to the relationship. Kiara remembers everything. Remembering that past. Remembering all the Kevin family. Saras brother-in-law Kevin who also knew Kiara's relationship and became a witness to the relationship.

Even Clarissa the name of the Woman she had just seen was also remembered by Kiara who was none other than Kevin's older brother from Mitra Winata's 2nd wife.

Kiara also recalled the man who was in a coma in the hospital. Saras and Kiara's husband also recalled Kevin Alana's youngest brother who used to be close to her. With Ziva and Zavier Kiara's sister. All of Kevin's family that Kiara hasn't met except Saras has been recalled slowly.

The meeting and journey of his love with Kevin in memory all made Kiara cry until stinged with tears that had flooded her face with a sense of tightness in her chest.

Flashbacks.

It was a beautiful night 4 years ago. There was a beautiful moon up there with stars surrounding it shining. On the edge of the bridge Kiara and Kevin stood with their 2 hands placed on the bridge fence.

Sometimes they see the beautiful sky and sometimes also look down to see the moon's shadow of clear water. The 2nd promised to meet.

Previously the 2nd had spent a lot of time 4 hours ago, walking hand in hand, enjoying food, and, and doing the things they used to do and their feet stopped on the bridge 20 minutes ago without the slightest chatter.

It seems like their hearts are talking to each other. Their voices were not heard at all.

"Tonight was beautiful" Kiara said with a smile on her face looking at the moon.

"You're right, it's so beautiful" said Kevin, who also saw the sky. Kiara's left hand held tightly onto Kevin's right hand which was on her bridge fence.

Kevin looked towards Kiara feeling Kiara's hands completely cold. Kiara turned to look at Kevin with a faint smile that endured the grief.

"Kevin," said Kiara.

"What's up?" ask Kevin.

"Let's finish our relationship. Let's end here" Kiara said calmly speaking to Kevin.

"Why?" kevin asked with his tears falling.

"I don't want my family to have problems. So let's get everything done. I think I've got enough here. I'm so happy to know you and to have love for you" Kiara said with tears in her eyes.

The reason he gave was the truth. Feeling guilty for his family for everything that happened. Because a lot happens to his family if he keeps on surviving. Because it was the same to see slowly how it shattered his exit in front of his eyes.

"You sure?" asked Kevin in a heavy voice. He knew Kiara would eventually give up. Because his family was really involved.

"Yes I'm sure. Let's end" Kiara said once again.

"Well, let's end up here" Kevin said.

Kiara's tears flowed back as Kevin agreed without saying a protest or trying to convince Kiara.

Kevin had no other choice. Besides having to agree on everything. Because he couldn't let Kiara have to suffer.

He couldn't have watched everything his papa did. It's unlikely that he'll be a spectator with everything that's happened to Kiara and her family and it's definitely a tough decision for Kevin to make.

"Yes, we have to end" said Kiara pretending to be calm with her hands slowly released from Kevin.

Kevin who was standing in front of him was the same. Pretending to be tough to end his relationship with the woman he loves.

"Me and my family are also moving out and that's a choice. Because with me and my family moved. We will never see each other again" Kiara told Kevin with pre-planned intentions.

"I'm sorry I made you feel this way" Kevin said. Kiara immediately shook her head.

"Nothing's wrong. This relationship should not exist. So obviously. There is nothing wrong in all this, you and I just have a special feeling and we are both happy to live it. But fate does not want that" Kiara said.

"Whatever it is I'm sorry. Kiara I just hope you can really be happy and continue your studies well. I hope you really can pass well and be successful, like everything you dream of," said Kevin who spoke so heavily by holding back his tears from falling.

"Yes, everything must be like that. You also have to continue living well and you can bury our memories so deep that you will not remember them" Kiara said in a hoarse voice.

Kevin was silent without answering. Because it's impossible to just bury those memories.

"Yes then I have to go home, I go home first, I still have a lot to do," said Kiara who could not stand everything she faced and chose to leave.

But Kevin held his hand and pulled it slowly in front of him so that he and Kiara were so close. Kevin held onto Kiara's cheek with his 2nd hand and looked at Kiara deeply and immediately grabbed Kiara's lip.

Kiara's eyes were closed with her tears dripping down. A kiss that hurt so much. Pain must be separated from loved ones. Not because I no longer love. Not because of death but because of the blessing that can only make each other hurt.

The kiss deepened. As the end of everything. Feelings that talk to each other. And decided to take a separate path for everything.

"I love you so much Kiara. I really can't do anything to you. I'm sorry I made you experience all of this" Kevin's inner self continued to deepen his kiss.

"I love you Kevin. I love you so much. I don't know Kevin. How do I go on living for all of this," Kiara's mind was very clearly unwilling to part.

Long kiss finally the couple took off the kiss. With his 2nd breath that is not at all irregular. Her 2nd face was filled with tears. Tears of their farewell.

Kevin looked inside the woman he was about to take off with his hand wiping Kiara's tears. Kevin kissed Kiara softly.

Kiara took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. Smiling at Kevin. Without any talk Kiara lowered Kevin's hand from her cheek and slowly walked away to leave.

Kiara's long and long steps accelerated and Kevin could only see Kiara's back getting further and further away from his sight.

That miserable farewell made Kiara's chest very painful.

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