DON'T COME TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING
NEW YEAR

Ever since I got to the hotel I've always avoided Excell. Several times he tried to talk but I ignored him. Finished preparing, we and the other friends gathered in the lobby waiting for Nina. She is a record holder in dress up. Though if it is too late a little crowded streets will be jammed because the celebration party of the new year usually has started since seven o'clock at night.

Cindy looked at the clothes and coat I was wearing. He teased why I look different tonight. It looks classy and expensive !

"Senior favoritism. Why didn't I buy it too"

His words tease while holding my canary-yellow coat. I pretend to focus on the phone screen.

"That's your girlfriend's job"

Sahut Excell. He plays the car keys in his hand.

"But you're not her lover either"

Malvin.

Suddenly the car keys dropped on the floor. The man looked a little surprised. Excellent is wrong. They all laugh. He then glanced at me. I acted as if I heard nothing. Eight o'clock past Nina just dropped down. After nagging him, we prepared to head for the car that had been parked in the yard.

"David, can you sit in front ? I want to talk to Nina"

The slightly stocky man was just about to open the car door. He relented. According to David, it was fun to sit in the front seat. They were not suspicious at all, because I reasoned to ask about the makeup Nina wore. That girl is an expert in gibbons. From the corner of my eye, I saw Excell uncomfortable. I deliberately didn't want to sit next to him anymore. Sometimes he steals the view from the rearview mirror.

We're hurtling into the heart of London. As expected, the streets were creeping. Thousands of people gathered to rejoice in welcoming grand fireworks tonight. Just half an hour from the hotel, the car stops in the Westminster area located in a historic building complex in England, where there is a parliament building and a giant clock Big Ben. One of the most famous landmarks in the city besides the London Eye.

Not far away, there is also Westminster Abbey. The church where Prince William and Kate Middleton were married. We were amazed repeatedly as a magic. Usually this kind of thing can only be witnessed on television.

No matter how cold tonight, even though the temperature range is below five degrees Celsius, London is always enchanting for visitors. The excitement clearly colored every corner of the city. Pubs, cafes and restaurants open late with live music and other nightly entertainment.

Not to forget also for those who want to see the beautiful fireworks from the River Thames, they can enjoy it on board with a luxurious romantic dinner there.

The lights are brightly lit. The night it goes, the city is getting more alive. Downstream people chatting with family, colleagues and couples sound carefree while waiting for the party of the turn of the year. Everyone seemed happy, except me...

Several times Excell followed behind, but I always walked after Cindy. Although it is not that easy to give up. We stopped and sat down in the garden. Malvin and David came to bring coffee. They complained because shops and supermarkets closed early so they did not bring any snacks.

"Hey, have you seen Eva's latest post ? The photo was uploaded a while ago. It looks like he's here too"

Nina broke the silence. I immediately grabbed his goal. Right enough. There's a big background clock Big Ben although it's not so clear because it's a little blur. Has he been on holiday in London all this time ?

I returned Nina's phone. It would be great if Eva joined us here. I haven't seen him in a long time. Niente. Some of my calls were not answered when connected. Does he not want to be disturbed ? Hm...

The night is getting late. The children approached a music festival nearby. The party is not over. The band's concert rang out on stage. Some of the visitors began to follow the rhythm and sway. Nina and the others were swept away. I decided to step aside a little because I wasn't used to the smell of alcohol.

But this place is crowded. I had trouble finding a way. One of the drunken visitors accidentally nudged my shoulder as it passed by. I staggered almost to a fall as Excell swiftly withdrew my hand.

"Be careful..."

Said slowly. Yet I only glanced at him while taking off roughly his hand as it passed away.

I was busy looking for a seat when an empty bench was seen from here. Ah, goddess fortuna ! My legs ached from standing for too long since. My stomach was also constantly beeping from hunger. Apparently it was past dinner. When I got back this afternoon from the Thames, the other kids went to a fast food restaurant near the hotel and left me.

Ah, usually Excell always appears suddenly while carrying food when I'm hungry. But now I have to get used to ignoring it. Wait, why are you still thinking about that guy ?! Hah, I hit my head slowly. But where is he. Is he angry ? am I too sniffy with him ? aarghs.

Next to it, there was a group of young girls. Some of them were smoking cigarettes which made me uncomfortable. They laughed as they deliberately continued to puff their cigarette smoke at me ! Damnit. Maybe I look old-fashioned because they're a long way below me and can smoke. Hah, you unstable teenagers !

A short message from a foreign number made my phone vibrate. I was so happy when I read it. My part-time job application at the subscription store the other day was already at their boss' ACC ! hah, I'm so grateful. Yeah ! Hopefully this way, it will be easier to forget about Excell and Sam. Okay, I can't wait to work there.

I'm still grimacing starving. My stomach feels wrapped around. While the young girls were whispering as the silhouette of someone walked over. They seemed to admire the man because I heard him repeatedly mention the words handsome and sexy. I'm looking along. The shadow of a tall, sturdy man was running. In his hand carried several carefully fortified box packs. The man smiled at me. The unstable girls next to me stare at me cynically. They then walked away from here.

"Excell ?"

"Huh, I finally found you ! I've been looking for you everywhere. I'm so scared. Don't ever leave a place I can't see"

Staring nanar. I'm still quietly glued. He held out a box. Excellent, still worried about me ?

"Eat. I know you haven't eaten"

It was still as warm as yesterday. It hasn't changed despite my repeated complaints. I did not even hesitate to be rude and strict to him. This man, what his heart is made of. It stays good. It was fortunate that the woman he loved.

"No, I'm on a diet"

My answer is flat

"Hey, there's no diet with a hungry stomach. Eat, I will eat too"

Excellent helped open boxes of food that was still hot while preparing spoons and chopsticks when he saw me not budging.

"Come, don't you like chinesse. See I specially ordered a double portion for your rice"

Continue with a joke.

Even Excellent knows what my favorite food is. He is also very attentive if I have not eaten anything since. Excell always comes when I need it, even if I never ask. How can I stay away if he always does this much. He still smiled cheerfully as usual. I looked at him who was eating.

Excellent almost bribed me. I surrendered. I'm hungry anyway. The prestige will gain no victory.

"I can do it myself !"

Excellent smile.

Chew food slowly. The grains of rice that I want to swallow are stuck in the throat along with the sobbing sound that is retained. My lips vibrate. Clear thread in the eyelids that have since been pooled, dripping slowly.

This guy, do I really like him ? or I just feel amazed because of the good. But sitting next to her like this, I admit to making my heart feel comfortable.

"Come, we'll go there. Soon the fireworks start !"

He cried out when he finished eating. We also cleaned up the trash and headed to the location. I'm a little troubled by being proud. Suddenly Excell pulled my hand and ran to get there. The scream stopped for a moment. I looked at her hand that was holding my hand. This nervous feeling always comes back. Even he was still holding it when we counted down the seconds of the turn of the year in front of the Bigben clock tower.

"...Three, Two, One ... Happy New Year !!"

We all cried out in delight as the bells of the Great Bell chimed loudly. The sound of loud trumpets. A huge fireworks explosion. The dark sky suddenly shone a dazzling light. The fire flowers are frenetic. Flashes everywhere scattered all over the city.

Tonight we were amazed. A truly unforgettable experience. Twelve o'clock in the evening for a few minutes, and suddenly Excell grabbed my shoulder. We're facing each other. He stared fixedly. I got stunned by it. The eagle's sharp eyes twitched. Excellent looks desperate.

"I didn't know what was wrong until you were that angry. But I'll keep apologizing. I can't stand looking at us like strangers and ignoring each other. So stay together"

His face looked expectantly. Maybe I'm too cruel, but it's the best I can do for our good. But seeing it like that would also make me feel guilty. I'm selfish, isn't liking people a mistake ? why did I force him to like me ? he has the right to choose a woman he likes.

I nodded with a smile. Excellent looks happy. He almost jumped up and down. I still smile at her childish behavior. Others saw our attitude felt strange.

Well, I'm not gonna run away with my feelings anymore. I'll face it. I like it in silence. And I will handle it in silence. I can't guarantee that I won't be jealous or hurt anymore. I just try to mature my feelings with all the process later.

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