Doppelganger: Detective Frans' Adventure
Tongues
Never imagined that a bad event like this would happen to me. I can no longer taste all the food. My tongue is completely broken, bitter, sweet, sour, spicy, salty, all bland I can't enjoy. It all started when the accident I had two years ago. A truck hit the motor I was driving. The truck drove so fast, I slammed into the asphalt. Despite using a helmet, my head hit the asphalt very hard right on the back. Motor hit mahogany tree on the roadside. The truck destroyed the motor, lucky I did not run over because it bounced to the side, the road was also quiet.
For two years I have lived a very hard life. The food no longer felt. It feels like I have no tongue. However, if the tongue is bitten, I can still feel the pain. The doctor said that there was a nerve in my brain that was damaged by the impact during the accident. Maybe that's the cause of my sense of taste loss. Where the truck driver went, I don't know, I don't know either. He ran away after hitting me. Basic****fucking, really cowardly. I can not stand the life now, the pleasure of making love with my lover feels reduced. When we kissed each other, I could no longer feel the sensation of my lover's mouth. Like a mannequin, I'm really embarrassing.
“Last-lately you've been so lustful to me. Look, you bit my lips so hard, Reyhan.”
“Ah, sorry. Are you happy when you're with me?”
“Sure, you're the best,” Lisa said as she embraced me.
It doesn't matter to me as long as I don't lose the people I love. However, it all ended when I so wanted to taste the food. I miss the many delicious flavors in cooking. As a result I made various dishes, I tried one by one. Tasteless, not felt at all, tongue as lost. Then I make apple juice, I add so much sugar. It didn't taste at all, as was all the cooking I had eaten.
I went to the doctor many times, but there was no progress. All the delights of food in this world I really can't feel anymore. In the past, eating anything tasted delicious. I swore in my heart, a sense of annoyance overflowing in my chest. I'll find out who hit me. The driver must meet. He is the cause of the defect of this taster. If I find the truck driver, I'll kill him!
The grudge at the bottom of the heart is getting thicker. There are a number of ways I can think of to find that driver. The police are really not handling this case. They say that I am the one who has to be more careful on the road. Fucking fuck! They seemed to demean and indirectly insult me. That's not all I take as advice. Instead I considered it as harassment and lowered my pride.
“I am very embarrassed when attending a banquet or party with friends. Everyone enjoyed the dishes so much. As for me, just smiling bitterly accepted this bitter reality. Really makes uncomfortable, should I live a bland life forever.”
Lisa shakes. “There is still me who will always be faithful to accompany you. No matter what your circumstances, you remain a precious person to me.”
The conversation seemed to calm me down for a while. However, negative thoughts still haunt me often. I really hold a deep grudge against the truck driver who hit me and just ran away.
That afternoon, my mood was a little calm. I tried again to cook something in the kitchen. Although I know this is a pointless thing. I was frustrated and rummaged through the stuff in the kitchen. Not long after, Lisa came to see me in the kitchen, she brought me a pack of fresh meat she had just bought at the store. He was so astonished by the state of the collapsed kitchen.
“Reyhan! Why are you like this. What happened to you. Stop, the meat is not cooked!” scream Lisa.
Still don't feel it, damn it! Will I live forever like this? I don't know, mixed feelings, all messed up. Like a broken glass plate, the heart is broken into pieces. Really make crazy. My sense of well-being seems to have vanished. I took a knife on the table, and I stuck out my tongue. Lisa came up to me and tried to get the knife.
“Don't be crazy! Stopit! Please stop this madness. What are you going to do with this knife.” Lisa grabbed my hand.
My strength is stronger, the knife stays in my hand. I pushed Lisa to the back, she fell on the floor and then moaned for a moment.
Good chance, I stuck out my tongue again and then very firmly cut my own tongue with a knife I held. It was an amazing knife, very sharp, because my tongue was easily cut off. Knives dropped, blood spilled from my tongue, pieces of tongue I threw in Lisa's face.
“Re...Rey...! Stopit! Don't do anything crazy,” he said in a trembling voice.
With a frightened expression, he retreated backwards. I shouted in an unusual voice, like a roaring beast. Blood stained the clothes I was wearing and dripped on the floor.
My mind has been completely destroyed, I have lost my mind. I picked up the knife that had fallen on the floor and then headed to Lisa's place. He did not have time to dodge, because in an instant I had grasped him very strongly.
“Le...let go of me, Rey! Don't be like this.” Lisa was crying, her tears were flowing and I could feel her aura of fear was huge.
I didn't care about her moans, so I grabbed her hair, I sniffed her neck. It was so fragrant, the knife in my hand tore his neck, I stuck it in and I pulled— slaughtered the device and his veins were cut off. Blood gushed against my face, the girl's body twitched and collapsed. I stripped her all of her clothes, then made love to Lisa's corpse. Oh, how beautiful my beloved's body is.
Maybe a neighbor heard a commotion just now. I rushed to escape. I know exactly what happened just now. How will my fate be? I don't know what else to do. All this is the fucking truck driver's fault. One day I will find him, I will take his life with my own hands.
Perhaps, this is the last note as long as I can still think clearly. Later, I could have died rotting, crazy, or cowering in prison. No one knows, let it all be a mystery. I just want my tongue back to normal, and to be able to feel all the flavors of food. However, now that my tongue has been cut off by myself, I'm just a useless cripple. How depressing. Reyhan-Dear Diary (Precorded)