Duren Campus
This is Not My World

Both of Alex's eyes were staring at the two corpses inside the crate. His stomach felt strange, like something was coming out. As soon as Alex's stomach hurt, mules perhaps, when he saw two people who were lying stiff. But something was stuck in his throat, nothing came out at all. And that too many times he felt.

“Pak Alex it's time to deliver the body to the cemetery.” Whisper a middle-aged man into Alex's ear. Hearing that, Alex froze and sculpted. He did not not hear the voice of RT sir who whispered and invited him to talk it. It's just that, He was silent until finally all the things that were detained were no longer able to hold Him and finally broke.

“Arrghh…. No, this is not my world.” Alex yelling. All the guests who came by were now dumbfounded. Mr. RT and several others stood up and held Alex's arm.

Alex rebels! He wants to get out of the room. Run, go, run, or disappear.

“Pak Alex, patient Mr. Alex. Istighfar Sir!” The echo of the voices of the Fathers alternated. Alex this time could not hear, in his head there was only a black-and-gray world with no future.

“Why... Why should Nindi be God. Why..?” Finally the tears that had disappeared had now come out without stopping like a waterfall.

Seeing his father crying, Andra and Indra also vent their grief. The guests wept bitterly at the boy who had no mother. Not anymore, even the baby who was one day old had not had time to feel the mother's milk.

Alex's children have to lose their Mother and Grandmother on the same day. Likewise with Alex, his beloved wife, Alex never thought that would lose his wife so soon.

Two men are still seen holding Alex's arm tightly. In case Alex goes berserk again. Then Mr. RT directed to go to the funeral and followed by other guests and family.

With a blank look Alex was led to the funeral. Alex can't remember what happened.

“Pak, Mr. Alex... can you get up for breakfast Sir?”

“How long have I been here Mba?” Alex now tries to get up and sit down.

“Only one day Sir, I have been unconscious since yesterday. This is no breakfast, please you eat and continue by eating this medicine.” The hospital nurse said.

Alex was dizzy, he still couldn't believe it, maybe it was just a dream for him. Suddenly Andra and Indra came over and hugged him. Then Alex realized, this is not a dream.

“Dad.. don't get sick anymore. Dad don't leave us the same as Mom.”

Andra and Indra spoke alternately while crying. As soon as Alex understood, this was not something he had to go through darkly. He had to be strong for the sake of his three children and Alex started to strengthen himself, eat breakfast, eat medicine and recover.

“Must recover, must be able to recover” Alex said in heart. He rang the nurse's caller. “Mba has gone well, I feel good. Can I get out today?” Alex asked the nurse who approached him.

“Of course dad. I know Mr. great man.” With a smile the nurse began to open the infusion in Alex's hand slowly. “Please complete hospital administration first yes Sir.” Speak to the nurse gently. Then he excused me to leave the room.

Alex completed the hospital administration without a hitch. Now He holds each finger of his two sons.

“We go home yes dear..”

The warm smile of a strong father seen from Andra and Indra. Andra and Indra smiled at their father. The smile from his father gave a little recovery to the trauma felt by Andra and Indra. Likewise, the reply of smiles from the two Alex Children makes it even more robust.