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Contrition

Eliana passed away in anxiety, not because of religious issues or beliefs that she professed. He will never deviate or apostatize to his own religion. Only, his chest felt tight, his heart raging. Why every time He loves someone always ends in sadness.

The beautiful girl walked across from Alex's house to his house. His tears dripped sadly over the feeling he already had and did not clap one hand but he had to slap because he was not at faith. But it made him relieved, at least he could try to find another replacement.

But the taste for the cool Duda was the most sincere affection he had ever felt. A sense that grows in the absence of an official relationship as a lover. A sense that grew without seeing the status of the Widow that was carried by Alex. A sense that does not care anymore that the Widow has even three children that He must bear by taking care of her who himself was difficult for Him to take care of.

Eliana washed her tears with her arms, tried hard, went into the house and ended up on the bed. He wanted to call Dinda his best friend, just to vent his heart to feel light. But still He tried to refrain from disturbing the important moments of his best friend's family.

The beautiful girl then knelt before the statue of Jesus Christ. He clenched his hands and began to pray. “God, I'll keep asking for this Oh my God. Guide Me to always be your Son. Amin.” Eliana touched her head and then made the sign of the cross. While praying, Eliana's tears still fell unbearably.

Eliana again curled up on the bed and tried to wipe back the tears that had soaked her cheeks. Trying to close his eyes, empty his mind and remember God.

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“Where are you Aisyah?” Tanya Bu Tuti to her sister. Aisyah who was walking past her sister smelled the scent of vanilla perfume on her nose and saw her sister was well dressed. Aisyah wore a black robe and black hijab, not forgetting socks, until all the aura was covered apart from the cool beautiful face.

“Let today I take care of my personal problems Uni.” Sahut Aisyah without turning her head again saw her brother and then passed out of the house. Bu Tuti only looks cute while pursing his lips and twisting his eyes.

“Where else would you be if not to meet Ghandy. Aisyah-aisyah your plain character is very easy to guess.” Mrs Tuti called out in her heart. His fat hand reached for the TV remote and raised the volume of the TV sound when he saw his Favorite Actress Jodha Akbar die. “Ha…? Hikssss.” Bu Tuti cried tears, not believing himself to meet the Bollywood story to kill the main cast.

Then Bu Tuti was moved to see the king who asked his people for prayers for his beloved wife until the queen could live again. The older brother of Aisyah was relieved and washed his cheeks with the clothes he was wearing. He continued his spectacle without any more concern for Aisha who was leaving whom He did not know where it was going.

Sure enough! Aisyah got off the taxi online in front of the Prison. Entering the prison with various checks and entering the waiting room to visit prisoners who are none other than Ghandy's ex-husband.

Aisyah waited a long time, because at this time the visit of prisoners there was very crowded, considering that this was a weekend. The families of the prisoners came to visit their families in the prison.

“Nona Aisyah, a call to Miss Aisyah for custody on behalf of Ghandy M.P.” a repeated call was mentioned to Aisyah. When Aisyah just realized the call she also answered him “Iya I Pak.” Aisyah stood up to the source of the voice.

“Aisyah..” Ghandy was surprised to see the person waiting to see him was his ex-wife. Soon Ghandy sat in front of Aisha with her hands cuffed. Ghandy tried to grab Aisyah's hand with the handcuffed hand. When Ghandy's fingertips managed to touch Aisyah's hand, the flower widow lowered her hand on her thigh to avoid Ghandy's touch.

“We are no longer muhrim Uda.” Aisyah. As soon as Ghandy's face looked sad, his lips twitched in disbelief. “Daddy have you forgotten our love? The love we went through together for so many years.” Ghandy.

The prisoner's eyes glazed in disbelief. His pious wife easily forgot him, more precisely his ex-wife. Aisyah just silently bowed shy and crying, honestly her affection for her ex-husband was still impregnated even if only a little. But the imprinted taste that was left a little bit that he wanted to finish today.

“I'm Sorry Uda.” The sobbing from an Aisyah was clearly heard though invisible. With a lowered face, Ghandy could only see the teardrops falling down the table.

“What's Aisyah? Jangang crying, with You crying like that makes me sad.” Ghandy continued to look at Aisyah hoping that her ex-wife would lift her chin so she could see the face she missed so much.

“Starting today I'll open my heart to another Man Uda.” Aisyah was seen wiping her snot that almost came out with tissue. Hearing the sentence from his former wife, Ghandy just resigned, while languishing in prison made him understand. Which woman can live with a jerk like her.

“Which lucky man will get you Aisyah?” Ghandy asked softly, he even bowed in shame when remembering his depraved actions to his former wife. “If lucky, then why did you waste Me Uda!” Aiysah's red eyes stared at Ghandy. His anger seemed to want him to let go.

“If your words are true, you are the lucky man. But do you take care of me? Nah! You just languish in this jail.” Strictly Aisyah, She looked at her ex-husband who was still bowed in shame.

“Udaaa.” Aisyah's tone slightly raised when disappointed to see the man in front of her was once loved. Ghandy raised his face, looking into Aisyah's eyes. “I'm sorry Aisyah, although it's too late please forgive me.” Sahut Ghandy, his face was clear. He seemed to be sincerely apologizing.

“Have it, even if you don't apologize I'll still forgive you.” Aisyah wiped her cheeks with both palms but the eyes of the hijab-wearing woman were still swollen and reddened. “I can't deny, I'm getting to know God because I'm already with you. Plus your parents Alim who taught me a lot of religious knowledge. I will never forget them, therefore please Uda repent and take care of the good name of your extended family.” Aisyah Terang.

“Excuse me Miss, your time is five minutes.” The prison officer reminded. Aisyah just nodded her head giving a signal that she understood the meaning of the reprimand sentence from the big-bodied officer.

“My time is not much Uda, I will always pray for you. Thank you for filling my days with happiness. You were once the most beautiful gift of my life even if only for a moment but that was Uda's life. We must pass until death, and may God always lead you down the right path. Amin.” Close Aisyah in the meeting then She stood up and left her former Husband.

Ghandy could only see the back of the Black-clothed Woman slowly moving away while making an unstoppable cry. Dominated by deep remorse, Ghandy was dragged into the detention room by the prison office.

“God willing, by Your permission O God I will change.” Ghandy said inwardly shortly after Aisyah disappeared from his sight.