
"Dear mama's son, are you all right there? Forgive me for your weak condition until you also feel pain." muttered Elsa while stroking her stomach is still flat.
At that time Elsa was sitting on the balcony of her room while staring at the park which is often used for children's playgrounds with her parents.
Elsa stared at such a scene almost every day for as long as she was in the country.
"Can I see my son? Can I keep him playing like them? Can I see my son grow up to be an adorable child? What if I don't survive? Is my son going to ask about his mother?" muttered Elsa who had involuntarily shed her tears.
"Darling... Look who's coming." said Rey who broke Elsa's daydream at the time.
Elsa who heard her husband's voice immediately wiped away her tears and turned around with a bright smile towards her husband.
"Sarah!? Have you come yet? I'm so glad you finally got to come here and accompany me here." said Elsa.
"Madam, I'm also happy to be abroad for the first time" Sarah replied.
Sarah saw the tear marks on Elsa's cheek, Sarah also saw Elsa's body thinner than before, even though only a few months Elsa was here.
"You've come here to accompany me, it's a sign you're my friend so don't call me madam again." said Elsa as she put her lips together.
"Sorry lady.. Uh, Elsa. Then I'll call you Elsa like a friend, won't I?" sarah said with a smile.
Sarah is trying to grant all Elsa's wishes, at least Sarah does not want to make Elsa spend energy to argue with her.
"So dong.. Haaahh, I'm so happy to have a friend here" Elsa said.
"There's Mr Rey, why do you still need friends?" Ask Sarah.
"Because I don't want him to try so hard to take care of me when there's so much work that he needs to do" Elsa said.
"Dear, don't talk like that! I'd leave anything for you!" firmly Rey.
"Dear, I know how to hehe." replied Elsa while showing off her white teeth.
"Sarah, Jef will explain all about what Elsa can and does not do, you should not be fooled by Elsa's strong facial expression." rey said while looking at his wife who was singing her lips.
"Okay sir" Sarah said respectfully.
"Sarah, get married to Jef!" said Elsa who made the entire room instantly become silent because it was awkward.
"Darling don't make the atmosphere so awkward! Look at the two of them so sculpt." said Rey.
Elsa turned her head towards Sarah and clasped her hands while smiling towards her.
"Sarah, marry Jef! Be my son's parent if he's born" Sarah said.
"Glam!" rey was upset with his wife's words.
"Sarah, there are many doctors who say that if the chances of me surviving are very few, I'm afraid Rey won't marry again, so I want you and Jef to get married and give complete affection to my son like your own son." said Elsa, who ignored Rey's words.
"Oh please stop!! I don't like it if you keep talking like that!!" yelled Rey who immediately decided to leave his wife's room.
"I caught up with Mr. Rey first" said Jef who immediately ran after his boss.
Elsa tears her eyes when she sees Rey and Jef have left her room, while Sarah gently strokes Elsa's shoulder.
"Sarah, I just want to remind Rey not to expect much, I don't want her to be so devastated" Elsa explained.
"Did you not love your family? Don't you want to take care of your own child?"
"Of course I want to!"
"Then try! Do not be discouraged like this, no matter how small your safety percentage you must still fight to survive!" firmly Sarah.
"I'm afraid Sarah, honestly I'm afraid to imagine my son would grow up without his mother, I'm afraid to imagine how tormented Rey would be if I stayed" said Elsa, who has been flooded with tears.
Sarah quickly hugged Elsa's body, Sarah had never been in Elsa's position, but Sarah knew how hard it was when we knew that we could leave our loved ones forever.
On the other hand, Jef is confused to find Rey who first walked very quickly either go in.
There were so many rooms in the big house that Jef started to feel dizzy looking for Rey.
There is only one room that Jef has not seen, which is the room that has been converted into prayer by Rey.
Jef peeked slowly inside and saw Rey who was just starting her prayer. Finally Jef decided to wait until Rey finished her prayer and she would also take turns to pray.
Sometime later, Rey had already said Assalamualaikum signifying that her prayer had been completed. Jef had rolled up his shirt arms and pants, but Jef immediately stopped his activities.
"God, give salvation to my wife, do not take her from me..
Why did you give my little family this kind of test? We were just happy with the news of her pregnancy, so why did you give my wife a problem?
We just started to open up to each other's feelings, so why do you want to take them again?
If it can be exchanged, just exchange my wife's life for mine! Our son needs his mother more than I do."
Jef was completely transfixed when he heard Rey praying with a slight cry heard by him. For the first time Jef saw his boss fall like this to make him cry.
"Why do you two have to go through something like this?" muttered Jef who immediately left the room and undo his intention to pray because he thought Rey needed the room more.
Rey still faithfully puts both hands up begging for a way out for her family, every word Elsa reminds her of her passing makes Rey's heart cut.
Rey never imagined and would never have imagined life without Elsa, she already really loved the woman who is now his wife.
Drrtt, drrtt. Rey's phone rang and saw Levin's doctor who contacted him who was none other than the doctor who handled Elsa.
"Hello doc, what's wrong?" Rey asked in a hurry to pick up her phone.
"Rey, tomorrow take your wife to the hospital for a final checkup, because yesterday's results were like something was stuck" Levin said in his foreign language.
"Okay doc, my wife and I are going to the hospital tomorrow! Is there anything serious?" Ask Rey to worry.
"Nothing, everything's fine.. We just need to do a check-up again."
Rey just agreed with Levin's doctor and immediately turned off her phone.
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