Eternal Painter Swordsman
151. Xia Xinxin's Memories

Xia Xinxin's face immediately turned transparent and hugged the arms of her best friend, Hua Yin while swinging her hands so that Hua Yin would not get angry anymore.

"Don't be angry again, I'll obey you. Teacher Hua, please be merciful to me. " Said Xia Xinxin with her blinking eyes twinkling.

Hua Yin almost laughed but tried to hold back even longer and did not want to hear Xia Xinxin said.

"I don't trust you anymore, you've tricked me this way. This time it will be useless. " Say Hua Yin with an angry tone made.

"Come on, Teacher Hua ! I want to seriously be your student this time. Then what if I call you the beautiful, sweet, and kind fairy Hua ?" Xia Xinxin asked in persuasion.

This time Hua Yin could not hold back her laughter anymore and laughed then embraced Xia Xinxin's shoulder.

"Well, it's not your fault that man is a fool. A girl as beautiful as this, she intentionally let it be awkward. It was all his stupidity !" Hua Yin's exclaim instantly changed sides.

"He he he, that's the real Fairy Hua." Xia Xinxin replied amusedly.

They looked at Ming Yue who finished her speech then lowered her head and parted. They all waited for more than two hours just for an appearance that wasn't up to this hour ?

Many people were disappointed when they wanted to see longer than the last successor of the Ming Family so that most people immediately went home just like Xia Xinxin and Hia Yin.

By this time it was already half three o'clock and Xia Xinxin had to go home soon otherwise her parents would be worried.

He arranged some songs and saw on the car screen that there was a notification that was a School Force Group.

Xia Xinxin read the message that appeared on that screen, it should have come from Hua Yin's phone and her forehead started to wrinkle.

"Our school will hold a reunion for our Force ?" Xia Xinxin asked in confusion.

"Hm, you don't know about this ? Isn't it in the group ?" Hua Yin asked in confusion.

Xia Xinxin who heard this suddenly laughed incessantly. Then shook his head lightly.

"From the beginning, I didn't even get into the group. Huft, it's okay, it's not important. " Accounted Xia Xinxin.

"If you want to go then still have time, it is carried out tomorrow afternoon until evening. You go along with me, I'll pick you up. " Reply Hua Yin.

"No need, you go, I'm not coming. If I come without being invited, it will be very awkward, every time I come, the atmosphere will be awkward. "Chap Xia Xinxin.

"Everyone has changed, you have to try. " Reply Hua Yin.

Flashbacks

When Xia Xinxin was in school, she had no friends at all. Since childhood he has participated in many races to the point where he is known by everyone even to teacher teachers and people from other schools have heard his name.

First of all there was no problem but since there was a distant gap between Xia Xinxin and the others then everyone started to move away. Especially since Xia Xinxin knew many teachers and was liked by her teacher teachers.

In addition, Xia Xinxin also became a frequent absentee from school due to taking part in any race. So that his relationship with the others becomes bad. It got to a point where he had no friends at all.

Until one day was his peak, when he had just entered after leaving and permission for one week in the third grade of his high school.

He saw that his seat was empty and that his countrymen had moved and no one greeted him. He was fine with all that until finally a lesson arrived and friends had to be in groups.

The only person who didn't get the group was him, he had already repeatedly offered himself up but was rejected raw raw.

Until finally the teacher chose him to enter one of the groups and his friend complained to the teacher.

"Our group has no shortage of people, what if he was just transferred ? Our group was unable to accept a big star like him ! Ha ha ha !" Exclaimed that disciple.

Everyone laughed at him while he stood in front of his teacher with his head bowed. The other group also rejected it outright.

This made the teacher confused by the division of this group. Until Xia Xinxin finally got into a group. From the beginning he entered the group, everyone discussed without asking his opinion.

Every time he wanted to say his opinion then his words would be cut off, besides every time he asked then no one answered. When he asked which one was his duty, no one answered any of them.

He asked what he could help but no one answered as if he didn't exist. When making a presentation, the only one who doesn't know what is he is. Teacher questions his performance, his friend says that he is arrogant and lazy.

Xia Xinxin had all this time never missed a single task and also did not lack the initiative to make friends and approach others.

He tried to make friends and be friendly but this person refused him, he pondered and asked. What's wrong in him ? Is being successful the wrong thing ?

He came back and cried as soon as he did and home and decided to drop out of school and continue with a special school that didn't need him to come to school and do group work.

In addition, since at the University he had only started to have some friends one of which was Hua Yin who was closest to him. In the past, Hua Yin also came from the same school as her, it was just that they were different classes so as not to know each other.

End Flashback

Xia Xinxin sighed as she recalled those bad memories again, unlike when she became Huang Xinxin, she had many people who loved her.

In the past, Xia Xinxin's parents were even indifferent to her miserable condition. He has no friends to share his grief with, nor does he have any family.

He is alone and lonely, this is one of the reasons painting. Only with this painting was he able to express the personal feelings he had been craving all along.

Up until now he was still in a state of mind with his friends, on what basis did they hate him while he did not even do anything wrong to them.

Instead of saying that he made a mistake, he would rather say that this person envies the ability he already has.

Xia Xinxin might not have any more grudges and anger on them but if asked if she was still heartbroken or not then the answer, was yes.

He is still hurt until now and this also makes him reluctant to join the reunion again. Even if now it had been 7 years since he graduated but somehow he was still reluctant.

It may also make sense that he was not invited to join the reunion, however he did not graduate from the same school.

He was also not a person close to all of them, the name of the person who insulted and excommunicated him directly, of course he still remembered clearly. He also still clearly remembered his mother's words when she told this to her mother.

'You're too spoiled, you know ? At least it's a matter of friendship, you can't be a vengeful person. ' Say his Mother.

Instead of defending him and just cornered him, how painful it was. Xia Xinxin didn't know if she showed a normal reaction or was it true that she was exaggerating ?

The surrounding situation made him feel confused by his own decision, was it hurt that this was normal ?

Until he finally arrived at this age and had gone through a lot of experience in the past then he understood that the actions he had taken were not at all wrong. He had never been unfair to them and they did not reply to it well then they did not have the right to make Xia Xinxin have to forgive them.