Eternal Painter Swordsman
183. Companions

"Jiu Rui. Just as you love me, I am the same. Did I never hurt you ? Then why do you still love me ?" Xia Xinxin asked in the end decided to call out her old name.

Otherwise Jiu Rui would never have been aware that reality is better off being hurt by reality than being eroded slowly by lies.

Xia Xinxin did not like this kind of pushy Jiu Rui, she knew how Jiu Rui loved her but until whenever she could not repay this love.

"Not everything in this world can be calculated well, one of which is love. If you love someone then you should not expect it back otherwise you will be disappointed just as much as I am, I love someone who does not love me but I am able to accept defeat. " Say Xia Xinxin said calmly.

"What if I'm not willing to accept defeat ? She doesn't deserve you while you alone at this moment have no partner at all, why should I back off ?!" Jiu Rui asked in frustration.

Both of them reached the point where they were all in a state of turmoil and could not say any more words.

"Think about this calmly and don't rush to answer it, you're an adult and have a lot of experience. I want you to think, in this world how many love you ? Are they all yelling to ask you to reply ?" Asked Xia Xinxin.

Jiu Rui fell silent and could not answer this anymore, Xia Xinxin knew that she already controlled Jiu Rui to become calmer.

"You're saying that he doesn't deserve me, but what right do you have to judge others ? Is he inappropriate just because he didn't return my feelings ? Wouldn't everyone be inappropriate ? In addition, I know that your sacrifice is great but is he not ? Jiu Rui, I ask you, which part of her sacrifice is not worth me ?!" Xia Xinxin asked with great emphasis.

Jiu Rui could not answer what else but Xia Xinxin felt angry, she went forward and pulled the collar of Jiu Rui's clothes until their faces became very close.

"I warn you, if you want to be my best friend then this is the farthest line I can give you not to cross the line. If not then everything will be ruined, me and you will just be strangers. Don't let me hear you humble yourself again. " Say Xia Xinxin said coldly.

"Is he precious in your eyes ?" Ask Jiu Rui.

"Yes, he is precious or even more precious than my life. He makes me happy when you make me sad. Jiu Rui, in the past I have chased after you, coveted you and adored you but you refuse to look back and dump me like worthless trash. " Xia Xinxin replied emotionally.

Basically, the emotions he had fused with that of the real Huang Xinxin. How frustrated Huang Xinxin was after Jiu Rui, of course she felt as well.

Their feelings had already fused into one and all the pain that Huang Xinxin felt was also felt by Xia Xinxin. How bitter was that meaningless pursuit, how could he forget it ?

In Huang Xinxin's consciousness, there was always fear for Jiu Rui especially Xia Xinxin who had read the entire story of how Jiu Rui would willingly kill her.

Even if it ended differently, it was all because Xia Xinxin had come to replace the ignorant Huang Xinxin and was clueless with the world.

If Xia Xinxin did not replace Huang Xinxin then Huang Xinxin would end up the same and Jiu Rui would still be a ruthless villain who threw away all the love given by Huang Xinxin.

Basically people are like that, often do not appreciate what they have just crave something that does not belong to them. It is not at all strange because it is the most basic human nature, humans are never satisfied with what they have and Jiu Rui is also the same.

When Jiu Rui loses Huang Xinxin only she begins to lose the love she was given. This was of course painful for the real Huang Xinxin, but not for Xia Xinxin.

It's just that Jiu Rui doesn't understand this and continues to assume that here only he is alone who is hurt without remembering how the past of the two of them.

Jiu Rui looked at him with a reddened look. Xia Xinxin did not know what she was thinking just that she just wanted Jiu Rui to know that not only was she sick but there were many people who were in pain because of this.

If Jiu Rui's character was not shaped by Xia Xinxin in Huang Xinxin's body then Jiu Rui would still be a murderous monster that Wu Ying could use at any time.

Jiu Rui basically had a weak personality and was easy to control by others and Xia Xinxin was hopeful high after she was reborn into Meng Rui turned out to be the hope given by Xia Xinxin too tall and too heavy for her, this might as well be Xia Xinxin's mistake of having overestimated Jiu Rui's abilities.

Xia Xinxin felt somewhat disappointed but also could not force Jiu Rui, however her nature how was her own decision and was a thing that could be changed by herself.

If he personally felt there was nothing wrong with his nature then there would be nothing that could force him to change. Even if it was Xia Xinxin herself.

Xu Man saw that this was something that could not be kept quiet, so he came and separated the two of them.

"Stop that you two have crossed the line, are you really going to become enemies and break up just because of this ?" Ask Xu Man.

Everything was silent and in the end Xia Xinxin decided to leave from there and walked inside the restaurant to sit in the waiting room with mixed feelings.

"I was really disappointed with you, I didn't expect that you would be so obsessed and force her to accept you. Now you're saying that you love her ?" Asked Xu Man who had restrained himself ever since.

"Then, should I remain silent as he waited for someone who would definitely not stare at him ?!" Shouted Meng Rui furiously.

"You are just his friend and you have no right to limit him, if you really love him then the thing you want to see from him is a happy expression not sadness. " Say Xu Man coldly.

Xu Man finally turned around and was ready to catch up with Xia Xinxin who was feeling sad about this but Meng Rui opened her mouth again.

"I see that you are too cowardly to the point that you can't even fight for the one you love. " Said Meng Rui laughing disdainfully.

Xu Man turned around and looked at Meng Rui with a flat and cold gaze.

"The cowardly person is the one who does not dare to let go. You tried to restrain him with the sacrifice you had given, do you think it was great ? I look at you with contempt. " Say Xu Man bluntly before finally walking in and leaving Meng Rui alone.

Xu Man had changed a lot, who initially could not even think well now became full of consideration even knowing how to please others.

It could be considered that the teaching Xia Xinxin had given him had not failed at all and he listened to everything well, especially because from the beginning he did feel that he did not deserve to be with Xia Xinxin who was so perfect so he did not expect much.

As long as it could accompany Xia Xinxin beside her and see the woman feeling happy then for Xu Man, all that was enough and all his struggles had paid off.

In contrast to Meng Rui, Xu Man did not feel that Xia Xinxin owed him anything because according to him, Xia Xinxin did not force him to accompany her for thirty years.

It was herself who made the decision to stand side by side with Xia Xinxin in the lonely times of the woman and accompany her, becoming the only force.

Then it had already made Xu Man feel satisfied and would not make him complain in the slightest. Had Meng Rui been able to develop a similar thought with Xu Man then how good it was and this world would be at peace but Meng Rui was different.

Since he had already sacrificed his life for Huang Xinxin then he felt that Huang Xinxin owed him a lot.

But, however everyone's thoughts were different and could not be limited, Xia Xinxin also could not force Meng Rui to think as Xia Xinxin wanted her to. He just felt disappointed because it felt as if he had lost his best friend.

They had been friends for many long years but in the end had to be ruined because of this little thing, of course this hurt Xia Xinxin's heart.

When Xia Xinxin sat down on the waiting chair next to her was Meng Lin, who was Meng Rui's younger brother. Meng Lin herself was a quiet person but in fact was a person close to her.

Xia Xinxin in her previous life assumed that Meng Lin was one of her best friends where she assumed that Meng Lin was the closest cousin to her. That was why he felt that everyone who became his cousin was the thing he did not understand the most and did not know but at this moment, it was, the only person he recognized as a cousin was Meng Lin because other than this little boy who was addicted to his cell phone then not another cousin he knew so closely.