Ex-husband
I TRIED SINCERELY
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Syarifa Najhma Ali Assegaf
After visiting Lyra I went home while Rico wanted to go to the workshop he said on the way Rico did not speak one word seen him focus on driving me and opened the conversation
" Dear you really still love Kyra ?"
" What the hell are you! you are my wife you are also the one I love there is not a single person I love in the world other than you love I just feel guilty love Kyra that is all! " answer Rico
His face was flat lethargic Rico was in a dilemma because of his current position in his heart for me but he also could not let Kyra suffer considering Kyra was once part of his life I could not be selfish towards me because I'm the one who made them like this
Finally at home Rico wanted to go down to help me drive into the house but I refused I said if I could then I went down and Rico drove his car I hit the bell look Mothers who are still spelled young but already wrinkled open the door and smiled at me then I asked
" I'm sorry whose mom? "
" Anu non I sumiati who works here "
" Loh not the name of the aunt here "
" Yes this new old Fa can not work anymore so Mama looking for new Mama kasian with you all you who do " said Mama who approached us and interrupted my conversation and Aunt Sumiati
" Call me Bukde sum" Mama continued
I laughed while saying
" What the hell is Mama kok bukde people still seger gini "
" Anu non I am 40 years old can be said bukde also because my daily calls are also so" said Bukde Sum
" Yes already Bukde "I said with a smile
After getting acquainted we went into the kitchen because I was hungry while Mama wanted to go to the boutique so the two of us stayed with the bukde sum I asked about her life and her children until I finally started to get sleepy and I also went into the room
Adhan Ashar woke me up I pray I pray for people I love including my best friend Lyra so that she quickly recovered when I was about to open my face ringing my phone shook me then I quickly cleaned my prayer equipment and then take hp
" Hello" I said
" Fa. hisk Lyra... Fa hisk "said someone there
" What's the matter Bang ? " i said panicked
" Hisky, there is no hisk "
Feet limp no longer able to stand I fell down my tears as if I could no longer stop I cried so much and scream suddenly the sound of the door opening I did not care anymore and then he grabbed me from behind
" Dear calm yourself "Say Rico
" Can't be Co... hisk Lyra! " my word
" Istighfar Fa istighfar "Rico calms me down
" Astagfirullah, O Allah" I said
" Now we get changed to Lyra's house" said Rico, I just nagged Rico who took my shirt off and took me to the car
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Rico Malven Narendra's
After delivering my Rifa to the workshop to check the current condition of the workshop I sat in my work chair then checked one by one report after enough 2 hours I checked my stomach to sound I was hungry not yet lunch I ordered the food with the app service not long until I ate it after I finished eating I stretched my stomach because of the sudden satiety my phone rang I lifted it
" Hallo bang why did Tumben call ? not that I met "I said to Bang Indra
" Co. hisk Lyra died half an hour ago" said Bang Indra flatly
" Bang don't crap" I said as if I couldn't believe what Bang indra said
" Elu crazy cave ngada-ngada adek cave ninggal haa! " said Bang Indra angry with my words
" Sorry Bang cave did not believe me just now I am Rifa there still baek aja "i said
" Cave also think that Co pas you ama Rifa go home cave in check Lyra condition is still safe - I sit right head of my truck sleeps and then the nurse wakes me up saying that Lyra already no more heartbeat I panic directly call the doctor call the family all and well! said doter he already does not exist " explained Bang Indra
" Did Rifa know? " my connection again
" Not yet Co "the answer began to hoarse
" Have you been taken to his house? " just ask again
" Udah Co "he replied Bang Indra could not hold back his tears anymore he finally cried he tried to hold back but I still heard it even though slowly
" Bang patient all the way of life and death we no one knows even though this is too fast for us "I said I was trying to understand the feelings of Bang Indra at this time
" Yes Co thanks yaudah gua want to continue again ngabarin another yes" he said
" OK bang "I turned off the call and headed to my car to go home to see how Rifa was when she found out she lost her best friend
After I got home I rushed to the room and opened the door and sure enough she was crying so I hugged her trying to calm her down after being quiet enough I changed her clothes and walked her to the car along the way Rifa just crying I clasped his hand trying to calm him but instead of calm he became more and more but occasionally he was as eager and then silent for a moment but crying again
As soon as I got to the funeral home I got out of the car and ran to open the door of Rifa's car I also led her again while whispering
" Dear you must be calm remember this is all God's destiny no one can go against His will" I said
Rifa just nodded slowly and then she let go of my hand that gripped her shoulder she looked at me her eyes gave code to me that she was strong and I could also nod my head to make sure I stood up to make sure Rifa did not nothing happened after he sat next to Evi and Dilla his other best friend was reading a letter that I could just sit quietly
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Nahjma Syarifa Ali Assegaf
"You're leaving Lyra so soon you're leaving me Lyra why Lyra you can't see me for a minute if you can't name me for a minute I'm not ready for my "inner Lyra
I cried all the way to Lyra's residence
Once there it feels heavy legs to step but I try to strengthen my heart and then I walk to my two friends who are reading yasin beside my friend who has now gone Evi and Dilla and cry to see my presence we hugged to strengthen and then I sat on the left of Evi and right next to Umm Lyra was crying looking at her beloved daughter while occasionally wiping her black hair and forehead of the late Lyra
Even though she is Lyra's mother, she still loves Lyra, even though Lyra never accepted her as her mother, and it is very clear that Ummi really lost her own daughter my arms and we broke Lyra's sister's cries behind me calming us down by rubbing my back and Ummi
After the cuddle I tried to catch my breath and wipe my tears and then I looked at my friend's pale face
" thank you for being my best friend
thank you for being my best friend
thank you for being part of the road
my life
Forgive all my mistakes
Forgive all my shortcomings
Nothing to cry about
because I'm not far away, stay here
remembering every beautiful memory
let's pass it together
Blessed is my friend, for you
you will find a new atmosphere
here, but there
Enough of every memory we have
plant, will be a growing memory
eternally fertile
sowing the seeds of love among us "