Ex-husband
part 21's
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Syarifa Najhma Ali Assegaf
After finishing my prayer and Evi was about to go home before we went home we sat for a while to wear my shoes I tied my shoelaces - why even though I currently wear kebaya clothes but can not leave my favorite sneakers but suddenly there was someone helping me tie my shoelaces I was very familiar with this hand and this watch well! I am the one who gave this watch I immediately raised my head to make sure my guess was correct
" Aalvin "
I was shocked at what I did but I didn't stop when he was about to tie the shoelaces next to each other again we stared at each other even very close
" Yes" he said casually while smiling sweetly
I immediately stood with Evi's hand but my hand was held by Alvin first
" I just want to talk about Fa there is Evi so there will be no misunderstanding later" he said
" But I don't want to talk to you" I said, letting go of his hand, I couldn't see it, which is why I didn't look back at him, while Alvin kept holding my hand from behind
" A moment" he begged
" What to say again Al "lirihku slowly
" The Fa let it matter if it is important there I make nemenin" said Evi mediate us
" Yes, let's find a place "
Finally I agreed honestly I did not want to talk to Alvin but I was afraid to look weak in front of Alvin because Alvin was my weakness after getting the place to go and Evi sat down while Alvin ordered food
" wipe? we eat first "he said
" We want to eat, said Evi
I just kept quiet not responding but Alvin never stopped looking at me I was very uncomfortable with his view because I was afraid Alvin knew I was wrong because he looked at me and food came we devoured it only Evi and Alvin, who kept talking as much as we enjoyed eating, they asked each other for news until they discussed Lyra's departure
" The Fa is silent" said Alvin
" i'm full, don't "I said
" Loh? I just kept quiet "
" Uh! yes-yes I think it was added again that "my answer to swear I was really embarrassed
Evi cleared her throat with a slow laugh I knew she must be mocking me at this time and I looked at Alvin she looked at me smiling too I immediately turned my eyes away
" What the hell am I just thinking about Rico he's been eating what hasn't been that "but Evi was quick to laugh at me "I want Wa he used to "
" What kind of friend do you haa! even make a clumsy cave kek gini cepet pamit deh same Alvin can die standing I stared at him continues " then I press send without seeing first who the recipient is and soon instead of hp Evi which reads precisely hp Alvin then I suddenly saw hpku down the table
"Oh! astafirullah yes sallam "I know very well Alvin must have looked at me laughing at me but I did not dare to straighten my head I kept hiding my face by pretending to type a message
" Why baby so groggy you near me there is Evi aja you ke gini how if we are alone and yes "he replied to my message that should be for Evi
" Vi has already gone home yuk said he wanted to go to my grandmother's house "I said standing while trying to neutralize my feelings but this hand could not be compromised which continued to tremble since Alvin's arrival
But again Alvin's gaze made me clumsy again he looked at me with a warm smile like before then Evi who again sipped his drink choked he who did not understand anything just looked at me confused when food and drink we haven't finished completely
" Fa dear loh food where Alvin tratirin again "
" Yes, but I'm afraid to go home in the afternoon "
" Yes already vi go home is it okay I am afraid later someone will faint because menhan shy or even kangen huh? " alvin said casually as he put both his hands on the table as if pleading and I could see him too with a small laugh
I pulled Evi's hand looking for a taxi to get home
" Stop Fa stop you why the hell is this again your hands are wet with sweat also shakes" said Evi while raising my hand from earlier looking at his hand
" Or you buy move on Fa "evi glances at me sharply
" What the heck vi ngak cave is just clumsy because it has been a long time not met "I waved my hand when the taxi passed and then we entered
" Fa my suggestion that Rico can not take off Kyra you ask for divorce anyway Alvin still faithful you see Fa lu you saw that he used the shoelaces gently and affection uhhh!!! if I swore baper dikituin same ex "
" I'm called you who like it already if you like Alvin noh! go there I don't care "
" What I really don't say is that I deletin Alvin "
I glanced sharply at Evi who was as if her words were related to Lyra's departure because of my oath
" I'm kidding, I don't need to stick to it like that "
After until Evi and I got off we were separated when we opened the fence of our respective houses next to each other I entered and gave greetings to grandparents who were resting immediately woke up to hear my voice
" O God finally came also dear grandfather "
" Yes the cake was the graduation of Dilla trus back home with Evi all stop by "
" Not yet Grandma, what's your granny cooking? "
" Cooked sour spicy your favorite catfish "
" Yes ! yaudah Syarifa direct cuss kedapur "
Honestly, I could not eat quietly because Alvin kept looking at me when the fish grilled the value was delicious but I could not enjoy it calmly hisk hisk but it was all replaced with a dish that in front of my eyes I devoured it greedily because I missed Grandma's cooking so much
" Haduhh.. banggah stomach should not have to eat a lot because it had eaten even a little now even kek gini "grutuku.
" Why Fa "grandmother came to me after hearing my speech
" Fatigue net "
" you are not allowed to eat with Rico to greedy that "
" Not really bad grandma just kangen aja granny cuisine "
" Yes, take a break there "
" Yaudah nek Syarifa rest first ntar new afternoon home cake "
" Yes yes there "
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Rico Malven Narendra's
Where Rifa has been late afternoon has not come home also from morning to afternoon do not know my phone time is also not lifted my mind
I was about to go home after checking out the workshop but when I got home again I didn't find Rifa I'm sure where else if not to grandma's house instead of just saying she went to see Dilla graduation maybe he's tired and then rest at Grandma's house, so that's better if I go there
Once there I saluted and it was true that I thought he was seen chatting with his grandparents
" Not ngabarin, anyway "
" Oh forgot not to hold the phone as well "
" Yes, Fa has come home and Maghrib is also "said Grandpa
" Yes Kek "he said he went to get his bag and went out and said he wanted to go home
Along the way he was just silent for a week he changed usually he still wants to talk even though yesterday had left Lyra but this is only as necessary he spoke
" Fa you're changing a lot of me anyway ? what am I wrong? " i, who had been restless, finally mentioned my anxiety
" It's okay "
" Fa you think I'm a kid don't know if you're angry with me anymore "
" I'm not angry just disappointed" he said, frowning in confusion
" why? I did something wrong "
" You think "he glanced at me sharply
I was about to ask but he got out of the car first because we had reached the front of the house and I followed him
" Rifa you why the hell "ucaoku while holding his hand
" We talk in the room Deh Co not good if Papa Mama you hear "he said while trying to release my grip
I nodded in agreement and then we went to the room as soon as I finished closing the door I asked again but again he avoided me he went to the bathroom to clean himself after that my mahgrib prayer also cleaned himself as well
" Why the Fa "quote me again after making sure he finished fulfilling his obligations
" Do you think there is something wrong ? " he asked back
" I was wrong what? " what are you waiting for lest he know I visit my inner Kyra often
" Mak-sud you how the hell I don't understand "then why I got nervous after realizing my mistake
" Co if you can't leave Kyra alone.. "
" You're nothing about saying "I can't let you go at any time
" I'm serious co I know you're still a frequent visitor to Kyra you act as if the baby in Kyra's womb is your son "
" Then get pregnant so I don't take care of other people's children! " i, who had been holding back my emotions, was finally out of control again
" Ka-mu hisk.. hisk. "he was shocked and cried and left me.