
"Sorry, Dian. I think you're just kidding."
One answer from Wita, made Dian can only smile a little. Since then, Wita has always been. That woman couldn't easily believe Dian's seriousness. Even when Dian meant to express her feelings, Wita thought that Dian was just joking.
"No kidding at all, Wita. Really, this is no joke. I'm serious about what I say" said Dian trying to convince.
Wita. For some reason, Wita's heart was troubled. The corner of his heart twitched, as if signaling a warning that he should not play with the word love, while he had just recently divorced from Andika.
"But really, Dian. I can't. Right now, I decided to go it alone. Let it be this way, alone makes me much more comfortable," replied Wita, with a smile.
Dian nodded with a smile, not putting pressure or coercion. The man is a man of understanding who does not like to make others depressed over him. Love is love, love is a long time ago, but Dian has always been a man who prioritizes female comfort.
Dian was silent for a moment, thinking a lot about her. Should, with his character so soft on women, he could easily make women fall in love with him. It's just, Wita looks very reluctant to accept it.
"alright. We'll stay friends. You and I, we are friends. Don't hesitate to say anything and don't hide your own problems. I am willing to be a listener, my friend and I are ready to provide a solution, if that's what you need" said Dian, smiling sincerely.
Rejection for the sake of Wita's rejection, in fact, did not also make Dian discouraged. He knows, the destiny of his love, God has arranged to such an extent.
"Thank you for understanding. Since long ago, you have always been kind to me," Wita could breathe a sigh of relief this time.
Kelan shouted in excitement, running around and around while calling mama to Wita.
Dian's heart warms. Both Wita and Dian, approaching to the beach. Dian could see clearly, Kelan was so happy. Seeing Kelan's pure laughter, Dian's heart warmed.
A warmth present dyed Dian's heart. Unknowingly, there was a wild mind of Dian who suddenly stupefied. He wanted to have a child, a child born from the womb of the woman he loved. But whether it can happen or not, Dian only hopes fate is on her side someday. Either way destiny goes, he and Wita can live together.
Twilight this time, Dian and Wita walked together on the beach. Both of them felt happy, witnessed by the waves of the sea and the golden red light in the sky. This looks romantic for Dian, but for Wita, this is normal.
Enjoying moments like this, Wita seemed to miss her happy times with Andika first. Everything she and her ex-husband had ever felt, in fact, Wita now missed. Everything was.
. . .
"Go home, Wita. My mom and dad knew everything about you and me. Father also has been sepuh. Want to see when you like to live alone with your grandson, while you leave Father and Mother."
The voice of the father across there, making Wita ringing, even though the phone connection has been closed since two hours ago. Wita's heart was helpless, given how great her parents understood, in the household with Andika who had run aground.
Wita can not go home just like that, there are many jobs here that have just been Wita lakoni as a pleasure, as well as a livelihood for himself and Kelan.
If Wita wants, of course Andika has given a monthly allowance for Kelan, which is certainly also enough for her needs. The amount is not small, even nominally equivalent to Wita's monthly spending allowance, such as when Wita became Andika's wife.
For money matters, Andika is indeed loyal to her family.
Just when Wita was about to go to the bus terminal, Andika suddenly came. The man last saw Wita, about two weeks ago. I don't know, what purpose Andika came to meet him, Wita did not want to cultivate a lot of hope as high as the sky.
"Wita, you . . . Where are you going?" andika asked with her eyes sharp as usual. The man just got out of the car, and found Wita ready with Kelan, carrying a suitcase of hers and her son.
As a man who has a sky-high ego, Andika does not want if Wita goes without saying goodbye to him.
"Father!" shouted Kelan cheerfully. The boy then approached Andika, before Andika finally brought Kelan in a sling and kissed the two cheeks of her son alternately.
Oi!!
Maybe Andika forgot, if Wita was no longer his wife.
"You go home to visit the Father and Mother" replied Wita calmly. But honestly, two weeks without looking at the face of her ex-husband, Wita so miss.
"Without saying goodbye to me?" ask Andika again.
"Well, what's the problem? We are no longer husband and wife" replied Wita again.
Hearing this, Andika could only exhale her coarse breath. Wita is right. They are not husband and wife anymore. It's just that, Andika still declared a sense of possessiveness towards Wita.
"But at least you said take Kelan to go home. Let me accompany you then. I want to come and apologize to you and Mom. I have not had a chance so far because of busyness," said Andika.
"No, mas. You better come alone to the Father and Mother by following me," declined Wita firmly.
Wita looked at Andika's complicated net gaze. Andika no longer knows how to tear down the iceberg in the heart of his ex-wife. If only Wita understood, maybe Wita would not treat himself like this. Rejected continuously, making Andika more and more insecure finally.
"Until when will you reject me, Wita? How long will you refuse my good intentions?" ask Andika slowly.
"It's not a problem until when, ma'am. But I still have a reluctant heart to make trouble, especially with you to make Amira feel excluded. Try to understand," said Wita.
To be honest, between Wita and Andika, the two love each other. It's just that, both of them were blocked by such an agonizing abyss.
"Well if so. Be careful on the road," that was all Andika could say, before she took Kelan down from the sling and said something to her son.
In Andika's heart, he wants to finish his business immediately with Amira, in order to improve the relationship with Wita.
. . .