Ex-Husband Love
4. Choose survival.

Last night Deswita couldn't close her eyes. The new widow was agitated for an entire night without being able to rest. Even his body felt tired with his eyes that were unusually sleepy. It's just, Wita can't sleep perfectly. Various burdens of thought, managed to make Deswita stay up all night without being able to calm down.

Perhaps, after this Wita will try to consult a doctor, so that it returns to have a normal sleep pattern, as before.

When the early morning penetrated into the morning, Deswita felt sleepy. Kelan who had just woken up, looked at her mother who closed her eyes comfortably. The boy looked heartless, at the later Wita always chaotic.

"Mama, you don't want to sleep yet?" tanya Kelan, make Wita awake from his sound. Although Kelan's voice was soft, but the child managed to make Wita's consciousness return slowly.

The woman's head was suddenly dizzy, and it felt like her neck was cramped instantly.

"Son, Mama couldn't sleep last night. Today Kelan is not in school either, is it? Today is the weekend, so Kelan's at home. We will eat out. Meanwhile, Kelan can eat bread first," said Wita who felt dizzy unbearable. The woman's voice was also stinging, and her eyes that looked swollen were reddish.

Kelan knew, Mama had cried last night.

"Yes, Ma" Kelan replied, as she passed to the bathroom. However, just now Kelan came out of the bathroom, the sound of knocking on the door, was heard to make Kelan recklessly come out alone, without his mother.

When the door opened from the inside, the first thing Kelan saw was Andika, his father. The man crouched down to align his height with the height of the son.

"August, baby. Kelan's awake?" ask Andika. The man was as warm as he used to be, still pouring out his affection as if they were living together. The knee-length shorts suit was black, and the ivory yellow t-shirt she was wearing, made Andika look like a young man.

"Already, Pa. Papa's coming in?" kelan asked Andika. The man nodded, and stood up before stepping following his son towards the living room chair.

The man's hand seemed to be carrying a lunch box, which was inexplicably contained. Clearly, it was a breakfast menu that Andika brought for his son and ex-wife.

"Where's your mom, baby?" ask Andika to Kelan. The man sat down and put the lunch box on the table. The man's eyes sharply glanced into the room that was usually occupied by Wita.

"Mommy sleeps, Pa. She said Mama was sleepy, probably not sleeping last night. Mama's eyes are red as if they were crying. Don't be bothered, will you?" kelan looked at her father seriously.

Andika nodded. The man also thought, It must have been last night that made Wita cry all night. Guilt was again present in the man's heart.

"Yes, Papa won't bother Mama. Now, Kelan takes a shower, changes clothes slowly, Kelan goes with Papa for a walk today. Later, Papa will call mom and send a message, if Kelan will come with Papa," Andika asked her son.

"Ready, Pa," Kelan replied happily. The boy who belonged to Andika and Wita was cheering softly, not wanting his voice to be heard by Mama.

Andika stepped towards the room, where Wita was asleep, and bathed Kelan in a very slow voice. There are many things that Andika wants to do for Wita, but urung when Amira suddenly present in her household with Wita.

If time can be turned, Andika does not want to meet with Amira.

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The streets are quite crowded, during this weekend. Andika smiled happily, when she had a chance to spend time together with her son. Honey, there's no woman in her heart who's with her.

"Pa, try Kelan here with Papa and Mama, must be exciting," said Kelan with a smile.

"More of the time, let's take Mama, okay? Mama's just drowsy now. Now, today Kelan, Papa is free to buy any toys, you must buy them. But remember, Kelan must be diligent in learning," Andika replied with pleasure as well.

"Surely, Pa," Kelan immediately headed to the children's motor racing arena.

And when Deswita's son was playing, Andika's sharp eyes were fixed on a young man who was passing through. Andika certainly knows very well who the young man is, the same man that Andika met the other day.

Unfortunately, to follow the young man, Andika can not, because it is impossible to leave Kelan just like that in the arena of playing alone. The man then kept silent, observing and recording the man's face, in the memory of his brain.

"Mas, are you here?" amira's voice appeared suddenly, calmly. Andika was a little surprised, because she did not expect Amira to come here.

"No need to ask if you already know," replied Andika in a flat tone.

"Hi, Kelan. Where's Mama?" amira asked, turning to attract the attention of Kelan who was just silent, not willing to answer.

Amira's heart melos away for a moment. There was a gurat of sadness that Amira showed, as well as a deep disappointment. Only, Amira will not stop trying to get the heart of Kelan and Deswita. Yes, even if he knows, he can't expect much from it.

Both Andika and Kelan were silent, acting as if no one was talking to them. Kelan himself was indifferent, because since the arrival of Amira in his house, he and Deswita were left out for a moment. A smart child Kelan certainly knows, he will not be able to receive two Mama in one place.

"Will I have ice cream with Auntie Mira? Come on, Auntie treat," invite Amira to tantalize. Unfortunately, Kelan shook his head quickly and turned to look the other way. Amira's heart is hurting.

"Mas, instead of me walking alone, Manding I'm coming with you Kelan, huh?" ask Amira for approval. Unfortunately, what the young woman got, was the sharp gaze of her husband.

"Don't ruin my son's mood, Amira. Walk alone wherever you want, but do not interfere with the pleasure of others," said Andika chimed.

"Mas, but I'm your wife. I also need your attention" said Amira slowly, trying to compassionate her own husband.

Less pathetic what, try? Amira even lowered her self-esteem and ego, only for Andika to love her, and also accept her.

"Keep your one desire and need in your dream, Amira," Sahut Andika

Quickly, Andika and Kelan stepped in the other direction, away from Amira who was now staring at the back of the two full of wounds.

Just four months after she lived with Andika, Amira was unwanted. Could this be due to Amira's past deeds? It was very painful, but Amira chose to stay, even though Andika's treatment hurt her from time to time.

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