Faiths

Faiths
I've felt it before


" our lady's permission to withdraw "the bisma and the other guards to me as they drove me to the apartment door .


" thank you today, you guys be careful "my words are sincere .


after the departure of the driver and other bodyguards sasa stepped towards his room to refresh himself before dinner . His feelings are very chaotic today, met with wrestling who turned out to be his cousin not to mention a strange monk attitude plus having to meet an ex-lover and his fiancee really managed to stir up sasa emotions today. With a gontai sasa step into his bedroom and then take off his jacket and bag and then go to the bathroom .


sasa's steps stopped in front of the glass in the bathroom and he saw the former operation that now left a trace in the neck of his row .


" i could have done a plastic surgery to remove this wound but no, not in the presence of this scar I can remember that God loves me by giving a second chance to live " sasa said by touching his neck .


sasa smiled considering how his new family in India took care of him for the past four months including when he had to routinely meet a psychiatrist to help restore his mental condition . Sasa stared at the photos of his parents displayed nicely on the wall of his room, the father looked so dashing with his proud pilot uniform while the mother looked elegant with a pastel color kebaya smiled sweetly . Tears of sasa emerged from the corner of the eye in memory of his parents .


" thank you father has sent om rudi to keep sasa" said sasa lirih while fingering his father's handsome face in figura .


sasa fell asleep without dinner feeling tired beating the worms of his stomach who had been screaming for food . By using pajamas patterned rabbit sasa entered the dream realm by hugging his favorite teddy bear.


Upon arrival in the apartment the wrestling mind does not stop thinking about sasa , how could the girl look more beautiful the strange feeling continues to roil in the wrestling each remembering sasa . Seeing sasa again makes wrestling happy because it turns out that the girl who stole his heart for a year is fine at the same time there is a pain that stabs the wrestling heart when she learns the fact that sasa is a child youngest aunt .


" what should I tell eyang that sasa has returned "inner wrestling dilemma . Eyang and his extended family hoped that Sasa would return to the big family home but were troubled when remembering how the treatment was received when they met together .


" sasa would not like it when I deliver an eyed message "said gusti lirih . "why do you have to be my cousin saa "sorry to curse the cruel fate that befell him .


sasa had been up from five in the morning as usual so far after serving the obligation on the creator sasa look busy reading the document given by the guru , several MOUs between the owner and the tenants of his apartment . during this time for the business of rent or buying and selling is taken care of neatly by the mother even sasa not knowing the busyness of the mother because her mother has always been at home every sasa home school or holiday so sasa never thought that his mother had a sizable business . Renting ten apartment units in a luxury apartment complex is not an easy thing, for that since the departure of the mother all the business is left to the lawyer Pak Budi .


Mata sasa captures the name of a prospective tenant . The name Clarissa Eugene as the tenant is clearly engraved on the MOU paper that you hold . While the name of the owner is written Budi Wardana SH as the legal representative of the owner replacing the name sasa . Not a new thing for Clarissa who has been enjoying a luxurious life so to rent a luxury apartment unit with a rental price of Rp 400,000,000 a year is quite easy for her , but what if he knew that sasa was the owner of the apartment he rented, Clarissa would be very surprised .


" non breakfast is ready "the soft sound of the marni disperse the concentration of sasa that is still faithful to the important document .


" yes, thank you this sasa rapiin first because it wants to be taken by sir budi soon "


at the dinner table already had food for breakfast, sasa just smiled knot when I saw the porridge, it has been four months ago this porridge became his loyal friend starting the day .


" excuse me non pak Rudi advised me that non sasa can only eat this every morning" said bik marni sounding softly afraid to make sasa angry .


" yeah bik I was still belom can eat carelessly heheh later if it is healed then can eat delicious heheh oh yes aunt already breakfast ? if the belom come here together sasa "


" bibik ga usual breakfast at this time non enough to drink warm sweet tea only "push bik marni


" why bik ? " many wonder


" it's a habit of non "sincere answer, "I'm sorry to go to the kitchen non make nyiapin lunches non sasa "partnya later


finished breakfast sasa preparing to leave and it looks like the driver and his bodyguard are waiting in the guest room . They wear safari outfits that make them look very stiff sasa just smiling knots looking at their appearance .


" tomorrow you change this safari clothes so a t-shirt aja gpp "pinta sasa in the car . "no objection "sasa added .


his guards only nodded their heads approving the sasa request .


their car drove towards the campus sasa and like a sasa agreement came down and moved to his smaller car to avoid the talk of his college friends . Sasa walked leisurely towards his classroom once in a while he tidied up his turtleneck shirt ensuring that his wounds were perfectly covered.


" sasa can talk for a while "pinta proff yohan


" good proff "sasa said , then walk to the room proff yohan .


" where have you been all this time ? "


" there is a proff "answer sasa brief .


" there's a problem again ? "


" not proff, I just want to take a break for a while really "sasa smiled to answer his lecturer's questions.


" you're not angry are you the same ? "


" why should I be angry "tanya sasa confused .


" yes it's just that I want to ask now you can go out" said proff yohan .


Sasa came out of the lecturer's room to the classroom shortly afterwards seen Rahma walking along the wrestling towards the same direction , sasa just smiling looking at him . shortly thereafter, Rizki and Clarissa were seen walking in a friendly manner that made sasa feel uncomfortable .


Drtts


Sasa eyes saw a strange row of numbers appear on the screen, "like not the indo number "inner sasa . The strong wind made the long hair move and covered the face which made it difficult to see because his eyes were covered with hair . Sasa then tidied his hair then walked towards the class with his hands still holding the ends of his long hair so as not to get tangled .


" beautiful" said Proff yohan when looking at sasa activities.


in the class Clarissa sat next to Rizki and occasionally looked to tidy up Rizki's hair to make it look more tidy . While Rahma seems busy playing her smartphone not reprimanding sasa it turns out she is still upset at her best friend .


" sa come with me " invite wrestling to arrive . sasa follow wrestling to the park bench where usual sasa relax .


" apologies romoku "say gusti lirih .


" why are you apologizing ? " answer sasa flat .


" they're sorry for that and they're asking you to forgive them "


" i'm wrong, wrong for coming to your house and making a mess there. Relax I won't ask for your family's confession "


" saa eyang princess is sick and wishes you could come "pinta wrestling


" he's your eye not mine and one better we don't have to talk about this anymore, as your eyes said at that time to my mother that since the mother came out of your house then the mother is not a member of your family anymore right "sasa said ketus then went to leave the wrestling in her own garden .


Gusti silently heard the words of sasa his eyes could only stare at sasa who was walking further and further away from him .


" i also wish you weren't my brother saa "inner wrestling . The love of sasa makes the wrestling tormented because the wrestling is aware that they will never unite


rizki's mouth seemed to tremble when he saw wrestling and sasa talking in the garden, his eyes staring intently at his former lover . It's been a year, but Rizki still hasn't completely forgotten the sasa figure of the jolly girl who is friendly to anyone .


" sorry saa.." said rizki lirih


Rizki is unaware of Clarissa's presence beside her, hearing Rizki name sasa makes Clarissa burn with jealous fire .


" i've given everything to lo ki , I'm not going to let that poor boy call you from my "inner clarissa .


The bel for the lecture sign has finished reading, the students are seen starting to come out of their respective classrooms . Sasa was busy putting his book into the classmate's bag one by one starting to leave the classroom .


" amaa "call sasa to her best friend who looks rushed to hold her laptop .


 Rahma only looked then passed without answering the sasa call . Seeing his best friend still angry sasa just fell silent .


" haha Kasian who has no theme " shouted Clarissa who has been attached to the rizki her eyes emit an aura of hostility to sasa while Rizki just fell silent to see Clarissa disturbing sasa.


sasa steps stopped when he heard the sound of baby cats . after looking for seen two baby cats that still have not opened their eyes look hungry while next to the mother has been stiffened with a mouth that gives off foam .


" jeeznn "sasa shouted at the sight he had just discovered . Apparently there are still bad people who can kill cats with poison . The baby cat looked exhausted because it had shouted to its mother who turned out to be lifeless . Sasa opened the jacket he wore to wrap the body of the mother cat who had been plugged by the ant while the baby cat was wiped swab to make it quieter  .


" if you want to take that bangke cat mending you throw it in the trash" said a student who was disgusted to see sasa carrying a cat corpse .


" know ikh moreover the kitten is still very red hii gelik let alone his eyes ballom kebuka ngapain the lo lift up aja ntar also died "added others


" throw away the "


sasa smiled at the remark but he continued his activities , after entering the book into the bag, Sasa is now seen hugging his jacket containing the corpse of a cat and two kittens who are still meowing because they are hungry . Walking with such a burden makes sasa have to step heart so that baby cats do not jump from his embrace .


the shirt at the waist sasa seemed to be lifted by accident when sasa hugged the cat and the smooth skin sasa exposed without realising because his attention was currently focused on the cat he was hug . Seen Sasa figure more charming with long hair waist and shoulder bag full of books walk with heart while trying to calm baby cats that do not stop meowing . Some male students seemed fascinated to see the kindness of their hearts whispered praising sasa .


" you are too good sa" said rahma who saw sasa from afar without trying to help sasa who looks very tired .


Gusti saw sasa from inside his car he increasingly admired sasa who turned out to be an animal lover.


arriving in the car sasa lowered the baby cat and the corpse of the mother cat in the driver's side seat and busy arranging the position of his jacket to hold the baby cat so as not to fall . Then quickly drive the vehicle to the nearest pet shop .


" patient ya pus yu must be sad yes lost mom I once felt what you are experiencing but just calm now you guys are safe same me yes ...said sasa while rubbing the baby cat's head