Faiths
Dilemmas

Inside the room Archie was silent while playing baby Arthur's hair lovingly while Sasa sat on the sofa looking at the silent Archie since Sasa recited the incoming message from Swari in Indonesia . Sasa knows Archie is angry with him because Sasa violated Archie's ban on not having any contact with his family in Indonesia .

" mas" said Sasa slowly as he moved his seat to the bed near the box baby Arthur was .

" don't talk to me I'm afraid I can't hold back my emotions "cut Archie fast without looking at Sasa .

" it's better that Arthur sleeps with me tonight in another room you can sleep here" Archie said as he prepared to lift baby Arthur from his box .

" no .. Kasian Arthur if moved later he woke up, I better move to the next room "quick Sasa scream .

Archie pulled his hand from the body of baby Arthur then looked at Sasa with a shooing look, Sasa who had understood the meaning of Archie's gaze immediately went out into the next room with a broken heart . This was the first time Archie asked her to split the bed and was very painful for Sasa . before Sasa went to bed he had time to provide milk for baby Arthur near the storage area next to the baby Arthur box so that when baby Arthur woke up at night Archie no trouble .

Sasa changed his clothes with sleeping pajamas and then laid himself on the big bed with a broken feeling , it had been almost two hours for Sasa to lie down but his eyes would not be closed because his mind was split after reading the message from Swari . Actually, Sasa does not have any contact with his family in Indonesia but Sasa is still connected to Archie through social media accounts , that's because Sasa who was looking for Swari's account first so they can still communicate intensely without Archie's knowledge until finally today Swari sends a message through direct message to him .

At the third hour Sasa was in a different room with Archie his drowsiness began to come and as he began to shut down suddenly the sound of baby Arthur's cry was heard clearly in Sasa's room he quickly jumped from bed and into his room where Archie and baby Arthur are , Sasa immediately takes baby Arthur from the arms of Archie who tries to give milk through a bottle but is rejected by baby Arthur until he cries loudly . Sasa gave his ASI to baby Arthur for almost thirty minutes, his son was very greedy if eating . Baby Arthur seems to give way for Sasa and Archie to make up , but with stubbornness Archie abstained for him to invite Sasa to speak first as well as Sasa who felt guilty did not dare to open his conversation with Archie .

After finishing giving ASI Sasa put baby Arthur back into the box after previously he changed his diaper that had been wet due to exposure to urine , Sasa kissed the face of his handsome son and then walked towards the door to get out he hoped Archie would stop him but in fact such a romantic scene only exists in Korean drama alone . Sasa finally closed his eyes when the clockwork had already shown to the number three in the morning, with a thick blanket finally Sasa fell asleep in a different bed with her husband and child .

The morning atmosphere at Archie's house is suddenly quieter than usual because Archie takes baby Arthur to see a doctor for a monthly checkup without Sasa , Archie even went from seven in the morning with baby Arthur and Rico accompanying the bodyguards of course . Sasa who just woke up at eight in the morning looks panicked when looking for his son no , until finally she was told that her husband had taken the child to the doctor without her and it made her very devastated because she felt unappreciated , Sasa tried to hold back his cries so as not to fall in front of his servants .

Sasa goes out to cool his mood at the lake near his house while waiting for Archie's return , after playing water long enough finally the car that brought Archie to the house Sasa excitedly ran towards the car to hold baby Arthur .

" bik please get me a breath pump in Arthur's room ya "pinta Sasa on Rani's bik who is in the pantry .

" well madam "answer bik Rani obediently .

The waiter went straight into the room of the little young master before long he had returned with a black bag containing Sasa's breast pump , Sasa received the bag carefully then went into the room to pump his ASI out . By enduring the pain Sasa was forced to do that, although baby Arthur still drinks breast milk directly on him but Sasa has also done pumping ASI to be stored in a special refrigerator in his room. After almost an hour finally two bottles of breast milk for Arthur was fully filled Sasa then gave the label and then prepared to put it in the refrigerator , sasa carefully opened the door of his room because his son was sleeping with Archie . While passing the bed and seeing baby Arthur sleeping, Sasa desperately wanted to jump on the bed and kiss his son, but his intention was to cancel because he remembered Archie's treatment when he arrived from the hospital this morning .

" my son" said Sasa softly as he looked at baby Arthur sleeping in Archie's arms .

It is forbidden to touch his own child to make his mind as a mother hurt, in the past every fight with Archie usually he never wanted to give up but now he prefers to let Archie win because he did not want to hurt his child . It could have been Sasa forced to take baby Arthur in Archie's arms but Sasa did not do that for fear of hurting baby Arthur . Sasa closed the door of his room back slowly .

After Sasa left Archie opened his eyes slowly, he saw the glass refrigerator containing stock ASI for baby Arthur that was in a special bottle that had been added again .

" you should have listened to me as your dear husband, you must have remembered what you did to us last time" murmured Archie , he recalled the incident where Raden Panji wanted to take Sasa away from him .

" your family is the source of problems in this happy home life Sasa !! when are you going to understand that " said Archie while kissing baby Arthur's face .

" dad will take care of you with life though, I won't let them take you away from me" Archie said coldly.