Fake Wedding Pledge

Fake Wedding Pledge
Chapter 38 The Last Pack


Azkira sat weakly on the floor of his room. Upon learning, that Revan has left from there in an unknown period of time. Of course, Sinta conveyed that while giving something Revan entrusted to Azkira.


In the living room, Fathan was chatting with Sinta. "Grandmother, what emotional changes always occur in women who are pregnant?" said Fathan while occasionally sipping the tea that Sinta made for him.


"Yes, that happens. Usually it is a hormonal change. What's wrong, son? Why are you asking that?" said Sinta.


Fathan tersemum wide. "My wife is pregnant, Grandma. She was only two weeks old" replied Fathan.


Sinta seemed speechless again. However, the look of a happy face is clearly implied in Sinta. "Congratulations to you, dear. Grandma was so happy to hear this good news. Is Azkira starting to fuss over asking you for this and that?" said Sinta.


"Thank you, Grandma. Fussy, no. It's just, it looks like his mood is volatile and a little more stubborn."


Fathan does not realize that what happened to Azkira was not the result of her pregnancy alone, but rather there was a trace of trauma and a sense of carelessness in her abusive attitude. Are women not the most sentient and best remembered creatures? So too with Azkira. Although, perhaps he had already forgiven some of the mistakes Fathan had made on him. However, the memories of those painful things remained. And believe me, the pain and sadness remain the same.


Inside the room, Azkira opens Revan's gift box. Yes, Sinta gave it to him when Azkira was alone in the room, so Fathan did not know that. Slowly and with a pounding heart, a beating heart that feels hunting, also a feeling of anxiety is present in Azkira at that time.


Look at the gift. Revan never stayed tucking in some of Azkira's favorite chocolate bars in each one he gave the parcels. There was also an empty notebook, which meant it was a new book. A photo of Azkira and Revan. It seems, Revan booked the book specifically. Then, there was also a letter from Revan to Azkira. Here's about it ....


'My Little Fairy Fear, Azkira ....


Sorry, Brother went unattached. Brother is afraid of not being able to step foot if you go and say goodbye to you. Azki, never feel sad or alone. Because you are too beautiful to feel all the things that hurt your heart.


Dear Azki, I understand .... Maybe you will become crybaby and cry while reading this letter. But, just so you know, it's not your intention to make you sad. Only, you should understand and get used to it without Brother. You also have to get used to it without you, without your smile, without your whining, without your silly behavior that always makes you miss. Because our circumstances are different, Azki. Now there is someone who takes care of you in every sleep and care for you.


My job is done now. You've got someone who will accompany you for the rest of your life. Meanwhile, Brother prayed for you from a distance. May that smile remain on your beautiful lips. The smile that always makes you feel like life is meaningful.


Azki, it's not easy for you to decide to go like this. Again, this is for the sake of a heart that needs to be saved. Forgive Brother, Azki. Memories of the togetherness that we have passed, let Brother keep in heart with sadness, with his pills longing that will either grow or fall over time. Stay the same, do not change even if you are no longer on the side.


Together with this last chocolate parcel, Brother wishes for your life to always be sweet. Chocolate and the memories he had. And this notebook, you've been preparing it for a few years. Brother wishes there was a talisman that would break down there through your handwriting.


With love


Revan'


It hurts! Perhaps that word was the first Azkira felt while reading Revan's handwriting. Azkira was just confused, why did Revan have to leave? Shouldn't the family stay together? In fact, when Revan's last chocolate came into his hands, Azkira had not yet sensed that Revan actually loved and loved himself more than just a brother to his sister, as Fathan said. But Azkira had not realized it.


Azkira looked around. His eyes closed remembering the figure of Revan who was always there since he was a child. People who are willing to do anything for Azkira. And the one who was most unwilling to find Azkira suffering. Now that he's gone, even his cell phone contact is no longer active.


"Why did you go like this, Bang? What's wrong with Azki? In fact, Azki just wanted to tell me that Azki was pregnant with Azki's first child. Didn't you think Azki was a child? Azki's an adult now, Bang. Azki will be a mother. Have a son of a boy who always hits Azki whenever he gets angry." Azkira sobbed bitterly.


After crying with all the sadness and loss, Azkira went out of the room to approach Revan and Sinta. "Abang, can we talk to you for a second?" lontar Azkira's.


"Then Grandma went to the kitchen first. You guys talk freely." Gegas Sinta, then stretch his legs towards the kitchen.


In the room a silence filled. Then, Fathan asked Azkira. "What's up, honey? Do you want anything?" said.


"Yes, Bang. I want something" Azkira replied.


"Then just say it. I'll do whatever I can to fulfill your wish."


Azkira looked at Fathan with eyes parallel to Fathan's eyes. "I want to stay here first, Bang."


"Of course, honey. Whynot? We'll stay here as much time as you want" Fathan said without objection.


"Tanpamu, Bang. I want to stay here without you first" Azkira continued.


Fathan was stunned, his heart breaking bitterly into every breath. "W-why is that, Azki? Shouldn't we be staying together" stuttered Fathan with a voice that began to weaken.


"I need some time to calm my mind, Bang. I need some time to figure out what he wants. I don't want to bother you."


"But, Honey. You're not bothering me. Why don't you just say what you want to me, without having to separate even if only for a certain period of time. How should I react to you, why don't you say, Azki?" Fathan's voice began to violently resist the urge to cry.


"I've done it before, Bang. And my brother is always mad at me. My brother was never willing to really listen and understand me." Now Azkir it was who started crying.


Fathan felt sad, guilty, and regretted the situation he was facing. "How could you ask not to stay with me, Azki? Meanwhile, in your womb there is a fetus that will grow as a child of the fruit of our love. Can't you forgive me one more time?"


"I just need some time, Bang. Please understand me. And please don't turn things around like I'm the bad one to you. I'm begging you one more time, Bang. Please give me time to incline myself." Azkira continued to insist and repeated the same request.


Fathan was crying tears. "Don't torture me with all these feelings, Azki. I don't want to lose you."


"I just need some time, Bang. Please leave me alone first. I promise to take good care of our son, even without my brother reminding me."


"Antai ...." Fathan's heart ached like a thousand thorns.


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