
Season two
Happy reading
It is recommended to listen to the song 180° degree__Ben, while part Queeneira.
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Long ping, Yuen Long, New territory.
Chen's Residence
Smack it. 20:00
Gavriel pov
Today passed by normally, when I was not at home, I was out on the road and having fun. But why do I feel so ordinary, no, I mean, I'm happy but I'm not that happy.
When I walked with him, I knew there were some differences when I was walking with him. I feel more alive, when I'm around him, I feel a sense of color with one.
Right now I'm outside Grandpa Fendi's house, I'm enjoying the night air, because I can't really enjoy the air from behind the window in my room.
Me alone, I refused to be accompanied when Ezra wanted to talk to me. I'm trying to figure out for myself what I'm thinking, so sometimes I get confused myself.
Momm, I miss him. I should have been able to hold her, if I was like this. Yeah ... Although I have to fight with Daddy, but I'm the one who will win the end.
Ridiculousness suddenly came out just like that, from the side of my lips while thinking about my parents.
I think it was their love story, the most romantic of all the stories I knew.
Sometimes I wonder how Daddy loves Mommy so much. I mean, Daddy would even turn into a different person if he was with Mommy, would be warm, full of smiles and attention. Whereas if he is in the office, Daddy will only display his flat face.
Is love really like that?
Turn a person into 360° of his habits.
Hum ... For now I'm not sure, but at least I know that I will change if I'm near my family, and also my best friend, Queeneira. And my cousin, Ezra.
Isn't that because I love them too?
Of course, I love them.
The air this time was quite cold, because I was outside the house yes, so the cold was more pronounced.
Hum ... I don't know, even I without a top will hold, with the cold air conditioner in my room.
Cc ... Again I remember Momm's words, when he said I was like this, which is cold-resistant even though not wearing clothes also looks like Dadd. The difference is, if Dadd is used to it and will be like that, while I can still hold back, and will wear clothes even though no one is near me, except sleeping, he said, I'm like Dad or I'm like Daddy for everything.
"Ck ... Why am I like Daddy anyway" I muttered to myself.
As I was looking at the star above, I heard the door open, followed by a voice from someone I knew very well.
Krieet!
Taps! Taps! Taps!
"Gavriel."
Without even turning my head I knew who it was, I just muttered and felt a touch on my arm, as he stood beside me.
"Eh."
"It's night, you haven't slept?" tanyakanya.
I was still trembling, with the mood again falling. Though I was setting my heart, when I thought of letting myself share, the way I did not want to get too close to him anymore.
"Eh."
Silent.
"Gavriel."
He does not give up easily, will always call me, if I just mutter when answering his question.
"Eh."
"Gavriel."
"Eh."
"Ta." T."
Cc ... That call, made me finally give in, when I found out he was teasing me.
"What's up, Queene. Heum?" tanyaku.
I could hear the coldness of the merdunya, when I was anxious but still with the facial expression of my flagship plate.
"Your face and your anxiety don't fit together, you're a base."
I was just melengos, reluctant to see the face of my best friend's ayu, which is able to make me always smile without me knowing.
"Eh."
"I'm gonna kick your ass, Gavriel. If I ask, you're still mumbling when you answer."
It seems like she is getting upset and I must admit, if I am currently chuckling in my heart when I hear her sulking tone of voice.
"Eh."
Buahgh!
Akhs!
I grimaced in pain, as I felt a kick in my ass. He also never messed with his words.
"It hurts, Que."
"Tell who?" no matter when I tried to endure the pain, and refrained from wiping my butt in front of him.
"Gavriel."
Again he just called me, without asking any further so I sighed, giving up not wanting to get hit by his kick again.
"Yes, Queene. What's up?" my question was clear and he finally smiled, although the lighting was not very clear, but I knew if he was smiling triumphantly, because I finally did not mutter anymore.
"There's nothing, I just want to call your name like that."
I was confused and shook my head, funny with the unexpected answer I heard from him.
"Don't be called on, I'm afraid that if you miss me, I can't be right next to you, Queene."
The deg!
I turned my head immediately, as such a remark slid smoothly from my mouth. What I just said, my God.
He looked at me, with a small smile as I looked at him with a shocked expression, which was covered with my flat expression.
"I mean, don't call it on. I'm not deaf" my dear as she still looks at me in silence.
He again just smiled a little, then looked back at the sky, with me following, looking towards the sky as well.
"Gavriel, do you remember when we were kids?" she asked, making me smile and nod as I remembered our memories.
"Of course, you always stick with me" I replied with a small smile.
"Why is that the only part you remember?" tanyanya looked at me with her eyes squeaking.
I pretended to shrug my shoulders, putting on a sloppy expression as he thrust his face the other way.
It seems like she was embarrassed, when I reminded her, if she used to be like that.
"In fact, why is it?" my question came back, made her put on an adorable face for me.
"is ... Not that one."
"Which one?" many quick.
He did not answer directly, but instead faced towards me and looked at me with an expression I did not understand.
"You will always be there for me, protecting me and always with me. Like a knight's promise, when we're playing the royal kings game first."
Whaaat!
Suddenly he laughed, as I was shocked and digesting what he meant, what he wanted to say to me.
"Look, your face turned so shocked like that. It's funny."
I remained silent as he casually laughed, mocking the look on my shocked face, which I did not seem to have time to hide.
"Gavriel, I'm kidding."
Again I just kept quiet, when he said if his words were just a joke.
"Oh yeah, where were you?" ask her when I was still silent, not yet responded or answered her question.
I quickly turned my head in the other direction, not wanting the look on my face to be read by her again, as she was one of the few people who could discern the meaning of my facial expression.
"Road out," I replied briefly.
"Who?" ask her, and will keep asking if she is not satisfied with one answer from me.
"Self," I answered lying.
"Aren't you afraid of being rude?"
"I'm sure I can come back" I said quickly.
Quiescent.
We were silent again, as I quickly turned around without answering any questions.
"It's night, you better rest, Gavriel. You want to go alone again tomorrow?"
"Hn. You want to go alone too?"
I asked back, as he asked instead of proposing a place for you to vacation tomorrow.
He shook his head, I glanced at him and heard him very clearly, as he sighed.
"No, I'll be with Selyn, Ezra. But I won't force you, because you seem to prefer the path with the others. Than us, yes, Gavriel."
The deg!
"What does that mean, Queene?" my question does not understand.
Again he just smiled, then turned around and walked towards the door of the house.
"One time, I hope you won't lie again, Gavriel."
Brak!
Whatdoes thatmean?
One time lying?
The deg! The deg! The deg!
Instantly my heart beats, not because of pleasure but fear, when it turns out my best friend already knows, if I was walking with someone else.
And damn, I lied to him.
Uh!
Shit, why is it like this.
Gavriel pov end
Normal pov
Queeneira, who left Gavriel alone, prefers to go into her parents' room. He decided to calm down for a moment, when he finally could not bear to hear the lies of his best friend.
His best friend never lied, only then did he lie like that.
Yes ... Actually, he knew that Gavriel was walking with a classmate this afternoon, along the Long Ping street.
How could he know, of course he knew, because he was with his grandmother and Slyn at that time, when he wanted to go to another market to shop.
At first he was also not sure, when he saw who two people were leaning against each other on the side of the road. Stand together and finally walk together, although not hand in hand, but he knows if his best friend enjoys time with his classmate.
From the bridge spread the road he could see clearly, as pedestrians crossed the scattering place down there.
Fortunately, her grandmother and Selyn preferred to walk hand in hand, joking with each other so that they could not see the scenery they saw this morning.
He does not know if until Selyn sees it, maybe Sellyn will look at him with a look of pity or whatever the point is that Selyn is sad.
Queeneira pov
You've changed, Gavriel.
Why do you lie, by saying if you walk alone but in fact you walk with it.
It shouldn't be like this, I didn't say that I wouldn't forbid you, to have a relationship with another, if you told me.
Is your apology and promise a lie, Gavriel?
You shouldn't be like this, you should be honest and I'll be open with the circumstances.
I can also lock my heart tightly, when you are the owner of the key, so that the feeling I have does not need you to know, even though you managed to open it.
I thought, this is why you asked me, asking about me liking him, instead of me liking you.
This means that you want to be with others so that you don't have to be burdened with my feelings, because I already have others when you're with them.
That's what you think, Gavriel.
In fact, I just want to keep you open when I see you with her, but instead, your eyes are getting closed in your heart too.
Why is it like this?
At least if you're not lying, I don't need to feel any pain, beyond the pain when I see you with her.
I guess my only hope is to get here, I think I have to hold back even more to not be close to you anymore.
Yeah ... Seems like.
I can't afford to have a friendship with you, if one of us has ever lied, even if it's to cover up the reality that's making me sick.
Gavriel, I hope you'll be happy with her.
Queeneira pov end
The normal pov
In different places, there are two hearts that both feel if this is the best for both.
Both away from each other, as they think if it is a wish from each other as well.
Both do not want to burden feelings, when in fact their feelings are the same.
I hope my best friend has a good partner.
Gavriel wants Queene to be the best male and be there at all times, while Queene wants Gavriel to be happy with her choice.
While Gavriel doesn't want to burden her best friend with her possessiveness, Queene doesn't want to burden Gavriel with a sense of connection between their friendships.
Honesty is what both need, but when will it all happen, if both are even reluctant to open their own feelings, respectively, with one who was still confused and looking for answers to the meaning of the strange taste in his heart.
And also misunderstandings are still in their minds. So how can they open their eyes and hearts to each other?
One day your turn will come to stand next to each other.
Even if you know that, you can only wait patiently.
First of all, you guys really hope like "May you and her be happy"
So now you can never do what you want.
Then wait, when you can both open up each other, open up each other's feelings.
Seriate
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Thank you, until babai.