Fell In Love With My Arogan
My Turn ~ Yes, You S'then In My Heart

Season two

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Song reference for this part, Purple__Love In Heart.

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Wijaya Residence

Gavriel pov

This time I deliberately played a melow song, when I was feeling the need to hear a song.

My heart, which I try to always and always remember will suddenly break, when I hear and see for myself, how the eyes do not believe from him.

My heart ached, when I had to lie directly in front of him. But fortunately, I was able to control myself so I immediately turned around, as she tried to see the look in my eyes.

Queeneira, you almost rendered me helpless.

Right, I almost went up to him to take him in my arms, when he asked me if he was in my heart.

Of course, I didn't say that you would always be in my heart.

Or I should say, if you are, you are always in my heart, Queeneira.

I'm currently re-examining my needs, I mean the letters and documents I need to complete before the day after my departure.

Uh! The next day, I wouldn't have expected it to be time for me to leave behind everything I love.

My parents, my sister, my grandparents, as well as my two great-grandmothers, my cousins and of course my love__my best friend.

What's harder than leaving them, especially if I leave a part of my heart here, with a part of it I take away.

"Don't talk about it again, Queeneira. I hope you understand that."

Suddenly the last words before I left her ringed, reminding me of the time I was this afternoon and she spoke.

I hope this makes you understand, Queene. I just want you to be free not to be restrained in a relationship without ties, because I can't promise sweetness but pseudo in your life.

I turned towards my desk drawer, then pulled it out and pulled out a small, black box that was worn out.

The old box that I had kept for a long time, made me smile as I remembered, how could the contents of this box be created.

I rubbed it slowly, then smiled slightly and saved it back into the drawer, I was afraid of making the contents of the box broken, because I was sure that the contents would be fragile consumed by time.

I want to show you this, I want to give this to you. But, do you remember, how this thing got made, Queeneira.

As I closed my desk drawer, I heard a knock on the door from the outside.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

"Who!" I cried with a soft voice typical of Mommy who answered him.

I stood up and walked to the door, opened and found Mommy smiling sadly at me.

Oh ... Momm, don't make me back off this mature decision. I was at least as strong as the look in those eyes, the gaze inexplicably decreased to the woman I loved.

"Gavriel."

"Yes, Momm. Whys? (Yes, Mama. Why)"

Mommy did not answer immediately, he actually held my arm and pulled me out of the room with me who closed the door immediately, then resignedly followed him from behind.

"Momm, what's wrong?" ask me again, then Momm told me.

"The next day you're gone, Daddy said there's something to talk about."

"Oh."

I nodded and followed him, still with my arm held in his hand.

"So soon tell El, baby. She'll be raging, you'll be bullied for life."

Uh! I forgot, El didn't know about my departure.

"Hn. Okay, Momm."

We reached the door of Daddy's workspace and Mommy opened it without knocking.

Chequek!

"Darling!" momm exclaimed, so Daddy turned to us.

"Oh! Come on, sit down. We're gonna talk to you about something."

I just nodded and followed Mommy sitting on the long sofa. Daddy was sitting in front of us.

"What's up, Dadd, Momm?" I asked when both of them were silent.

"No Gavriel, we just wanted to ask you about the celebration. Can we have a small party for class, as well as your departure abroad?"

I turned to Mommy, looking at Momm with a gaze and a thoughtful heart, the importance of a party of my departure later.

I'm sure besides Daddy and Mommy, my grandparents already know.

I don't want this, I just want it to be known to the people closest to me.

I finally shook my head, with Daddy snorting.

"No need, Momm. Gavriel doesn't want a party or celebration" I refused.

"I told you, Gavriel wouldn't."

"Well! I just want Gavriel's last day to be memorable, baby."

"But listen to yourself."

I saw the conversation between my parents in silence. Actually I don't want to upset Mommy, but I don't want this, because I think my journey that hasn't started yet deserves to be celebrated. I want a little celebration or party, when I come back and bring success to all who will be waiting for me to come home.

"Gadd, Momm. Not that I wanted to reject Momm's plan, I knew Momm only wanted the best for me. But, I just want a party, if I've achieved success, so that I can proudly present it to everyone" I explained, so that both of them turned to me and looked at me in silence.

"It's okay, I promise, I'll go home later from there, Mommy can prepare a party of any size for me. How's it?" I continued, then I felt a pat on my arm with Mommy smiling broadly.

I could finally see that smile again.

"Alright, welcome party

"What does this mean, Daddy, Mommy!"

My parents and I immediately turned to the door, where my sister was looking at us with demanding eyes.

"El!"

We even called out the name of Selyn, who looked at us more and more demandingly.

"Mas! Don't tell me I want to go?"

I was speechless when I heard the trembling sound of my sister, who was looking at me with teary eyes.

"El ... Let Mas explain

Brak!

I stopped the line I wanted to say, as the door closed with my sister leaving Daddy's room.

I looked towards my two nodding parents, allowing me to catch up with my beloved sister.

"Daddy and Mommy just wait in the living room, yeah. I'll take El there."

After getting a nod of the head from the two, I stood up and walked out of the room towards my sister's room.

Geck! Geck! Geck!

I knocked on my sister's door a few times, but there was no word.

"El, this is Mas. Open the door."

There was still no answer, until I decided to try to open the door that thankfully was not in the key.

Chequek!

I went in and saw the mound of the blanket on my sister's bed, making me sigh and walk up to the bed with my sister in the blanket.

Oho! No, I should have told her before she knew for herself.

I sat on the edge of the bed, patting the blanket gently.

Puk! Puk! Pock

"Dreams of Mas, again inside well," I muttered to my sister who responded with a gesture under the blanket.

"Please apologize, but El can't do it with Daddy and Mommy. Going away all of a sudden like that, it's not polite to know no" I continued and I smiled as I heard the word tofu and sorry from him.

"Same mas, same Daddy and Mommy dong."

"...."

Then I kept quiet, when my sister didn't tell him anymore.

"El."

"..."

Oh, blimey! My spoiled sister.

"El ... I explained everything. But not here, in the living room. Daddy and Mommy are waiting, you have to apologize to them, you know what you want."

At first El did not respond to me, silent as a rock. But when I saw the blanket coming down, showing my sister's sullen face, I smiled, rubbed her hair and asked her once more to do what I said.

"Yuk! Come with Mas to the living room, "take me with my sister who nodded and we both went out of the room, walking towards the living room to approach our parents.

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When we arrived in the living room, we immediately sat in front of Daddy and Mommy who were waiting for us to arrive.

And next, my brother who bluntly asked without further ado to us, especially Daddy who finally explained briefly.

"Explain, explain what that sentence El heard earlier, Dadd."

"So actually, your mother will continue her education abroad, precisely in New York, El dear."

Is El satisfied with Daddy's words? Of course not, my sister turned back to me so I knew what to do because I said I would explain it.

And I explained everything without me covering up, if I decided to go study abroad in order to increase the opportunities, also so that I could study harder about business, so I'm more reliable when I'm in control of the company. Whether it belongs to my family or to my own.

I guess by explaining to El, El will soon understand. Instead he was getting angry, even though it was not childish by leaving suddenly like before.

"But El still does not understand, why must be abroad anyway, Mas. The current school is also good and there are many top universities in our city."

Well ... What I said, there would be debate if El knew my plan and this is why I told you at the end of it, when I'm leaving for the rest of my day here.

"Mas knows, but Mas has set and Mas is final, El," I said firmly, with El looking at me in disbelief.

I know, if El still can't accept this, but I hope that later when I leave, El can accept and take me away with a big smile as usual.

"Daddy, Mommy. I assume the conversation with Dadd and Mommy is over. But let El talk to Mamas alone, may."

Both of our parents nodded, then El pulled me back to follow him up.

We went up the stairs and my sister opened the door to my room and pulled me inside and she closed the door and then faced me back.

I just kept quiet, waiting for what my sister wanted to say. Is this still about his lack of acceptance or something else.

"Mas."

"Hmm?"

My sister looked at me doubtfully and I looked at her with brow raised in confusion.

"Mas, El knows, if whatever Mas decides, it must have all been included in the calculation of Mas. El understands that there are many responsibilities that I will assume after this. I accept if this is the best for you. But ..."

My sister stopped her words, did not continue and only saw that I was hesitant.

What exactly does El want to say, I want to know.

"But what, El?" I asked when El had paused his sentence for too long, making me even more curious as to exactly what was bothering him.

"But ... Does Mas have to yeah, let go of Mas's affection for Mba Que?"

The deg!

Suddenly there was a loud bang, with my heart falling victim when my sister asked like that.

My sister even knows, if I actually also have a taste for my best friend and choose to take it off at this time.

No, I can't admit this easily. I have to keep lying to everyone, because I don't want what I've done to be in vain.

I can lie to my love, I can also lie to my sister. Aye right?

"Remove the affection? Meanin?"

"Mas don't think you can lie to El too well, El knows that Mas actually loves and loves Mba Que, right? Yes, answer yes."

I tried to calm down, as my sister asked with an angry tone in it.

Looks like El already knows, if I've lied to everyone, about the real feelings I have.

"What feeling, El? Feelings of affection for Queeneira?" ask me in a calm tone and my sister nodded quickly.

"Yes ... Mas's affection for Mba Que!"

I put on an amused smile, then shook my pretend funny head with what my sister said.

"Che ... El, El-s. I love Mba Que-She

"Kan, El's right, Mas's pas-

"But just as a friend, nothing more."

My sister fell silent as I interrupted her words again, when she interrupted me with a tone of encouragement. Even my sister looked at me with a look of disbelief, as I continued to say about my affection which was only a friend.

"No way."

"What El can't possibly do, that's the truth."

The quick answer from me made my sister look at me in shock, her head shaking as if not believing what I said.

"They lied!"

"No."

Sorry El, this is the best for Mas and Queeneira.

My sister saw me with her eyes almost dripping, making me clench my hands, trying to keep me in my shoes.

I hope no one asks about my feelings again after this.

Without many words, my sister left me with teary eyes. Out of my room after saying the word Mas stupid to me right and also I feel, if I am someone who is stupid.

I'm sorry, El.

Brak!!

I sighed, then walked towards the door about to lock so that nothing else would bother me after this.

But baby, I just wanted to lock it, my door handle moved and someone pushed it so I could see Momm standing in front of me, with a warm, shady look on my face.

"Momm."

"Can we talk, dear Gavriel?"

And tonight, I have to go back to hearing questions about my feelings again, with me hearing the typical advice of a mother.

Yes, you are always in my heart, Queeneira.

Seriate.

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