Fell In Love With My Arogan
Am I In Your Heart, Gavriel.
Season two
Happy reading
Song reference for this part, Souqy__Clearly sick.
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TRISAKTI HIGH SCHOOL CITY
The day of the exam was completed by the students of Trisakti High School, the school where Gavriel and others studied.
Today is also the day of distribution of the hard work of students for one year. But that is not what you want to discuss, but a pair of friends who stand facing each other.
Both are currently in the back garden, again the park that makes both of them remember the incident last time.
Indeed, this place is a beautiful place to spoil the eyes, but somehow it becomes a bad place for both, who have a gloomy memory with the same compassion as well.
Gavriel stood with his heart pounding, just like what Queeneira was currently feeling.
Yes the pair of friends were Gavriel and Queeneira, with Gavriel initially refusing to be resigned, when he saw the sad eyes of his female companions.
The second chat is nothing like drama, when with only one sentence of statement, with Queeneira being silent when Gavriel left her alone, having finished saying a long sentence for herself.
"Don't talk about it again, Queeneira. I hope you understand that."
And that was the last sentence of Gavriel, before Queeneira fell to the ground, unable to resist reality.
Wardhana Residence
In the room with the typical fragrance of the owner, there is the owner of the room who is sitting in a chair where he usually studies.
The sound of the song that snapped sounded loud, as a silencer of the sound of his cry, so that besides himself no one heard the sound of his sobbing.
His face hides between the folds of his arms, with a body shaking withstanding the cries as he remembers vividly, his best friend's answer about the feelings he currently has for him.
As if I keep dreaming of you,
Why I cry for you
I always get hurt
Why I hope for you
He should not have asked this, if he had finally heard for himself, how his friend answered the question decisively.
You obviously don't think about me
You obviously don't want me
Obviously you never thought I existed
But even so, he still forced himself to ask so that finally this was what he got, a ruin while his heart was still broken.
This may be the path of my destiny
Maybe this is the best for me
After this fact, what should he do.
Uh! True as well, he had to bury his sense of regret.
But I have no power, if it continues like this. I can't, I really can't
The flasback
Queeneira pov
After the report split, I who saw my best friend almost left school, immediately prevented him and asked him to come with me.
At first he refused on the grounds of being busy with his work, but I insisted and saw him pleading, so that he finally resigned and obeyed my wishes.
We walk with him who follows me, usually he will walk beside me and hug my neck, joking and laughing happily together.
But this time it was different, he purposely put some distance between us so that I felt pain, but as much as I could bear it.
Gavriel, why are you like this.
It wasn't long before we arrived at the place that yesterday witnessed me crying, because of the person who was currently standing behind me.
I stopped, turned towards him and finally we stood face to face.
In front of me my best friend looked at me with a straight, cold and different gaze.
Gavriel, do you really not like me in the least.
"What's up, Queeneira?" ask him to the point, as usual with his flagship flat.
I also lowered my face, when in fact I was not ready at all, to hear a reality that was not in accordance with my wishes.
"Gavriel."
"Eh."
What word should I say first, because honestly right now I was nervous when her eyes looked straight at me.
"Gavriel, may I ask you a question?"
I finally ventured to look into her eyes, which were still staring at me flat.
I want to see the warmth of your old eyes, Gavriel.
"Hn. Whahuh? I'm haru-
"Am I in your heart, Gavriel."
I interrupted her words quickly, with a question I could finally say smoothly.
Quiescent.
I waited for his answer with a troubled heart, when I did not hear a word from him at all.
Why are you quiet like this, Gavriel. Answer me, quickly.
"Gavriel, why stay quiet."
"...."
"....."
I finally chose silence, looking at him who finally sighed with a normal face.
Do you really not like me?
"Queeneira, I love you."
As soon as I smiled at her words, I almost even said I loved you more, but I had to swallow again when I heard the next sentence.
"But as a friend, nothing more."
"..."
I stared at her as she quickly continued her sentence.
*what!
Is it true only as a friend*?
"You and I, grew up together from childhood until now. Of course you are in my heart."
My heart is beating and it feels like I want to stop him, but I can't say it.
"But then again, we're best friends, Queene. You understand, so I think you better forget that feeling. Because I don't have the same taste as you."
Nope-no ... It's not the words I want to hear from him.
"But Gavriel, the,
"What's more, Queene," was fast, with me staring at her in tears.
"But Gavriel, I-I
Suddenly he turned his body behind me, then without looking back at me he interrupted me again.
"Don't talk about it again, Queeneira. I hope you understand that."
I could only be silent when Gavriel left me, but I had not really expressed my race at all, but she had left me.
Flasback end
I didn't even get a chance to look her in the eye, as she quickly turned her body around and left me, without giving me a chance to ask again about her feelings.
If it's like this, does that mean I should give up.
I lifted my face, wiping away the tears that flowed from both balls of my eyes.
"Stupid, this is not what you want to hear. A statement if he only thinks you are his best friend and nothing more. Why are you crying like this."
I tried to convince myself that this was the best thing for me. So when we meet, I can be the old Queeneira, the friendly Queeneira of Gavriel.
"Well! I already knew and now I have to completely forget about you. Baba's sorry, Que broke Baba's ban."
I felt guilty for Baba, but she warned me to let go and forget. But I still forced myself, so I again hurt my own heart.
"Well, tomorrow I hope I forget everything. I already know what I want to know, I should be satisfied. Yes," I mumbled to comfort myself.
Fortunately tomorrow was a holiday, so I could avoid the questions of Baba and Mama, just in case they saw my swollen eyelids.
Beside the bed I was sleeping on was a table with a picture frame, a picture of me and him when we were kids.
I walked up to him and took him for a clearer look.
A bright smile typical of children, a plain smile without burden that makes me immediately remember, if our life used to be more pleasant, than our present life.
Can I go back to my time and he was a little boy, I miss that smile, really, I really miss you, Gavriel.
Returning the frame, I walked towards the speaker I was in, the speaker who was currently playing my memory song and then, precisely the song with us who sang.
The same song we played in the car, when he picked me up to apologize to me.
I thought his apology at the time was the last apology, but in fact after that we again got involved in misunderstanding.
Gavriel, even if you can't be mine, I'll keep this taste for you. I will forget you, but not remove you from this heart.
Walking again towards the balcony door, I stepped out and turned my head to look at the night sky above.
The night sky is full of stars, my favorite night sky, precisely the night sky is full of his favorite stars, because for me whatever he likes I will also like it.
What are you currently doing Gavriel.
The sky we see is the same, only our hearts are not the same.
Aye.
And Gavriel, sorry .... Although I said I would forget you, but can I keep you in my heart.
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While in another place, precisely in the residence of Wijaya.
Wijaya's usually cheerful living room atmosphere is suddenly quiet when one of the youngest family members sees his family with a demanding gaze.
Selyn Mahesa Wicaksono, looking at Daddy, Mommy and the older sister sitting opposite him with a look of shock and disappointment, as he unintentionally heard the third chat, Mommy, in the Daddy's private workspace when going to his room.
"Explain, explain what that sentence El heard earlier, Dadd."
And his family finally told him, because this is also difficult when their youngest child knows.
"So it's actually ...."
Seriate.
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Thank you and until babai.