First Love
Chapters. 19

After getting tired of surrounding the city, we stopped at a field that was covered with weeds. Letting go tired enjoying the breeze at the beginning of dusk.

I placed my head on the shoulder of Yudha who was currently sitting next to me. I closed my eyes and breathed oxygen that felt so warm into my body.

"Kirei, why is it that when I'm with you I feel that time always passes quickly?"

I chose silence, not wanting to ruin this moment with talk. I was reluctant to open my eyes, afraid that when I opened these eyes, all this sense disappeared again and left a wound.

"I'm happy, you're still my Kirei-Chan right now."

"Yudha, don't say anything. I just want to enjoy the twilight twinkle with you, both." I said without opening my eyelids.

I felt the head of Yudha resting on my head. This vibration was already there the first time I met Yudha.

I don't want to miss it anymore and I don't want to run anymore. I will accept this feeling, the feeling that was lost and now say hello again.

No, it's not this taste that's gone. But the Master who disappeared, disappeared from my sight and disappeared from my heart. But it never disappeared from my heart and my mind.

I opened my eyes slowly and I saw the rest of the orange color on the horizon. For a moment I smiled and felt relieved, until I remembered Mother.

"Yes my. Mother." I said spontaneously.

"What's Kirei?" asked Yudha who was surprised because of my spontaneous attitude.

"Yudha, let's go home. I have to make dinner for Mommy." I said as I moved and tidied up my backpack and clothes.

Yudha got up and followed my slightly running footsteps. I ran after the time, as soon as the flower shop, there were no more mothers and employees there.

Only Yudha's motorbike was parked in front of the flower shop.

"Geez, Mother has come home" I said confusedly.

"Just let me take you, come on." Yudha got on her bike.

Stater his motorbike and drove quickly through the twilight streets that afternoon. Yudha's motor whistling sounds were heard as she braked her motorbike in front of the fence of Mother's house.

"Yudha thank you. I go in first." I said in a hurry.

When I opened the wooden fence, I saw Mother who opened the door of her wooden house.

"Terry." said Mommy while crossing both hands on the chest. Makes my heart dag dig dug erratic.

Yudha came down and followed my steps into the courtyard of Mother's house. I kissed Mother's hands reverent when faced directly with Mother.

In after Yudha who kissed the hand of Mother.

"I am Yudha, Auntie." said Yudha immediately after kissing the hand of the Mother.

"I'm sorry, for going with me, Terry went home in the afternoon." continued Yudha, guilty.

"Have you eaten yet?" asked Mommy when she saw the face of Yudha who was a little messy because most played with me.

"Not yet, Mother." I replied embarrassedly and followed the head of Yudha.

"Oh, let's go in. Eat first."

"No need, Auntie. I say goodbye, it's already dusk. Not good, Auntie." said Yudha sunggan.

"Because it's dusk I want you to go in first. It's not good twilight like this on the street."

Yudha threw her eyes at me. His face showed a doubtful expression. Then we both turned back to throw our eyes at Mother.

"Alright Aunt" said Yudha relented.

I walked into the house with an irregular heartbeat. Afraid that Mother will be angry because of my mistake.

Guilt overpowered my heart when I saw some dinner dishes were served on the dinner table.

"Come, Yudha, please sit down. Don't hesitate." said Mother friendly.

Slowly I sat down next to my mother.

I noticed the face of Yudha who was currently devouring Mother's cooking. Sweat from the corner of Yudha's forehead, Yudha devoured the food with a feeling of unease. Sometimes Yudha steals her eyes at me.

"Yudha, where do you live?" tanya Mommy broke the silence of the awkward atmosphere at the dinner table this evening.

"I live on dipenegoro street, Auntie. Kos there." jawan Yudha, doubt it.

"Oh, where do your parents live?"

"My parents are separated, Auntie. Currently living in two different cities."

Mom threw her eyes at me.

"You have a brother?" ask Mother back to investigate.

"I'm an only child, Auntie." replied Yudha resignedly.

"You're in college?"

"Yes, one campus with Terry, Auntie."

"Oh ... On holidays like this why don't you go home to your parents' place?"

"I'm not familiar with my aunt's parents. From childhood I treated the same grandmother and my grandfather, which is currently only the rest of the grandmother, Aunt."

"Oh, forgive Auntie, Yudha" said the Mother with a meaningful smile that I could not understand.

After eating dinner, I decided to go up and clean up. While Mother was still chatting lightly with Yudha in the guest chair.

When I finished taking a shower, I heard the sound of Yudha's motor running away. Immediately I ran out of the balcony and saw that Yudha's motorbike was far from my eyes.

Was Yudha cast out with Mother?

After this, Yudha will never see me again.

Yudha, I hope my days can still be filled with new memories with you. No longer filled with thoughts about you.

I lay my body on the swing of the net on the second floor balcony. I look at the stars that decorate the darkness of the night.

I was weaving slowly, one of my feet coming down touching the wooden floor of the second floor balcony of Mother's house.

The breeze of the night again greeted my face with a coldness that carried the beauty in my heart. I closed my eyes to enjoy the wind that hit my face, carrying the strands of hair that hit my skin.

My feet still swing my body. Even as I closed my eyelids, the shadow of Yudha still continued to appear in my eyes.

I still miss your figure Yudha. Even if I spend one day with you, I don't think that's enough. I still need more time to make memories with you.

I want the rest of my time to spend with you. Beautifully engrave our memories that we will tell our grandchildren later.

Reuniting with you, reliving my future wishful thinking with you. Now that we are both adults, I hope that one day you will be the one who stands to pray Yudha.

You're the man who shook hands with Dad in front of the ruler. And you are also the one who accompanies me every night.

Turn this cold night warm because of your attitude.

"Ehm ... Terry." Mother's voice surprised me.

I saw that Mother was standing on the doorstep, leaning her shoulder against the door and crossing her arms around her chest.

Mother must be angry, Mother must be disappointed with me. Mother's soft face now becomes fierce.

Forgive Mother, I will never repeat again.

"Terry, Mother of taste..."

"Mother, I'm sorry. I won't repeat this again." I said as I lowered my gaze.

I saw a pair of Mother's legs standing in front of me. I put my head up, and I saw Mother's face start to make up.