First Love
Chapters. 25

"Percy, you shouldn't have opened up about my personal problems to strangers, Dek." I said firmly.

"When someone wants to start a relationship with you, Terry. He should know your past. And as I see it, Mas Gilang accepts whoever you are."

"There will never be anything between me and Mr. Gilang" I said in anger.

"Percy, you meddle too much in my personal affairs!" I screamed a little.

I cleaned up my things quickly. I'm upset because Percy's behavior is too sullen.

"Terry, what's wrong with knowing Gilang? mas Gilang seriously likes you."

"Percy, enough. It's my heart, it's my life. I'm more entitled to go where my heart should go." I said while carrying my large backpack.

"Terry, you're my only friend. I just don't want you to keep getting hurt. I love you, Terry." said Percy, pulling my arm down the stairs.

"But you don't have the right to open up my personal problems to other people, Percy."

"OKAY. I'm sorry, but this is all I'm doing for you, Terry. I just don't want you to get covered up if you get hurt again with Yudha."

"I can protect my own heart, right now, I'm fine!" fierce say.

"What's this about? why are you two fighting girls, Mother?"

"Mother I say yes." I took Mother's hand and kissed her reverence.

I got down the second floor stairs quickly.

"Terry." call Mommy to me.

I'm not turning my head towards Mother. I was upset with that young girl. He was too careless, after this I somehow faced off against Mr. Gilang.

"Terry." Mother called me back.

"Terry, Mommy doesn't izini you're out the door!"

As my steps came to a halt, my hand that had grabbed the doorknob stopped before opening it.

I turned on my body and I saw that Mother had crossed her hands on her chest. Stand at the end of the stairs, and there is Percy behind Mother.

"What's this about? Terry, Percy's. Explain it to Mother."

For a moment, Percy and I were silent, and not a word would come out of our lips.

"Terry, what is this? why fight with your own sister?" ask Mommy back firmly.

"Percy has personally interfered with me, Mother. Percy talks too much to strangers about me." I said a little annoyed.

Mother invited us to sit down three and explain everything. I explained all these problems, I had to open my past wounds to Mother.

After hearing all my stories and Percy's explanations. Mother sighed and hugged me tightly.

"There's concern behind Percy's attitude, Terry. Mommy knows Percy was wrong, but it's all because Percy loves you." said Mother calming.

"But Percy has no right to tell the past I'm the same Mr. Gilang Bunda. I'm ashamed."

"Why are you ashamed? do you also have a heart like Gilang?"

"What?" many surprised.

"Why are you talking about it anyway?"

"Terry, honey. Mother's daughter. Hear Mother's words. If you and Gilang had no feelings, then you wouldn't care about Gilang knowing anything from your past."

"But me and Mr. Gilang it's just a student and lecturer Mother."

"We don't know Terry's heart. What else Gilang is a catfish, he could have hidden his feelings for you."

"Sir Gilang himself said that he was my lecturer, Bun."

"Honey, if he's just your lecturer, he won't want to know your past. We don't know what Gilang feels. According to Percy's story, Gilang does like you."

For a moment Mother's words stunned me. I never heard Tantri tell me, if Mr. Reino behaves like Mr. Gilang to me. Could it...?

Ah ... Mother why do I get in a dilemma anyway?

"Now it depends on you, Terry. Mother hope you can be firm with your heart."

"How do I know, Mother?"

"Your heart will answer Terry, he will feel who is more right to accompany you at this time."

Why am I so confused.

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I arranged some Garberra flowers in a bouquet of flowers. I'm trying to learn to arrange flowers like Mother.

Gts ... Gts ... Tok

The glass in front of the display was on tap, I turned my gaze and I saw Yudha behind the glass.

I was busy with these beautiful flowers. But Yudha knocked on the glass.

I took my breath and decided to go out to meet him.

"I'm sorry, Kirei."

I just shut up and threw my eyes to the empty side.

"You're still mad at me?" back he asked.

I walked away and sat on one of the benches in front of Mother's flower garden.

"You shouldn't have left me, Yudha."

"Yes, you are right Kirei." said Yudha following my steps.

Yudha placed a large canton next to where I was sitting.

"I never should have left you, because now the Kirei I know is different" Yudha said by putting both of her hands into her jacket pocket.

"You mean?"

"You are now more vulnerable in seductive people."

"I don't know what you mean, Yudha."

"I only left you for a moment, but when I came back, you were already in another man's arms."

I was shocked to hear Yudha's words. So Yudha knew that yesterday, me and Mr. Gilang walked together.

"I didn't mean to leave you, Kirei." Yudha said regretfully.

"I'm sorry about those shoes. This is me buying you a new one." Yudha pushed the pack of shoes at me.

"I don't need new shoes." I pushed back on that pack.

"Yesterday I didn't mean to leave you, Kirei. I went to buy you new shoes, but when I got back, you were the same guy."

When I fell silent again, I thought back to Percy and Mother. The mysterious nature of Yudha is still a little secret.

I still don't know the reason behind Yudha's departure. When I said I didn't want to hear anything about his explanation, Yudha preferred to be quiet.

What's actually going on? why did you go to Yudha?

"He who?" ask Yudha spontaneously.

"Nobody" I said.

"He's your college friend?"

"Not." I replied.

"Do you and she have a relationship?"

"Yudha, you know me how, right?" I saw the face of Yudha who was currently looking at me seriously.

"I'm not the type of person who is close to any man, especially if I already have a relationship. There's no way I'd want to be close to you anymore." I explained.

"Because I know how you are, Kirei. I asked you."

"You mean?"

"You're not someone who can be comfortable with other men. But when I saw you with him, you were so comfortable and relaxed, Terry." Yudha said slightly pressing.

"I asked him if you had nothing to do with him..." Yudha hung up her sentence.

"Maybe you're in love with her?" yudha.

"What?"