First Love Brings Wounds
Bread Without Butter

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Gabriel was seen crouching with a trembling body, his tears just falling down after the Crystal came out.

In his brain it was like seeing a broken film, as if puzzle pieces could be put together.

"Why." Gabriel said slowly.

Gabriel could remember everything, that smile.

The owner of the soft sound like a beautiful symphony belongs to only one person, Kristal.

(If you remember, in the early episode of the autor describe if Gabriel often dreamed or his head hurt because trying to remember his past yes)

Gabriel smacked his chest which felt very tight, even the air of the room seemed to strangle his neck.

Briel slid her face against the Hospital to muffle the heart-wrenching sound of crying.

"Why! Aaaa... Mama why, just looking for El." Gabriel said in his cry.

Gabriel continued to cry, letting out a feeling of sadness, disappointment, pain in his heart all along.

Gabriel's face was already flushed red, his face was wet from the amount of tears and sweat coming out of his body.

Briel wants to see the crystal once again. Seeing the face that had been so long as he tried to remember it.

Wanting to, Gabriel grabbed onto that frail body. Her face was still the same still beautiful, only now were the wrinkles on her face more.

What with those eyes, eyes that store a million sorrows and pains. What life did Kristal actually live since she just left him in the playground.

Shouldn't the woman be happy without her, should be able to wear nice clothes, a full body, a well-groomed face.

But what, why does the woman even look to suffer compared to her who was thrown away by him.

Seeing that, it made Gabriel angry and sad. Angry because the woman did not live a happy life, sad because she could not welcome the arrival of the Crystal with open arms.

Gabriel kept hugging on the cage, his feelings like being torn by memories of the past.

"Dear, calm yourself." Said Ambar who was already crying because Gabriel hit his own body.

Until the sound of the door opening, Ambar turned his head.

Seen her husband with the woman Ambar had met.

"You guys, get out first." Grand Speech to the doctors.

All the doctors nodded and left the Gandratama family, making room for the family.

"Yeah!!!" Gabriel shouted and hit the pillow underneath with a force.

"Why!! Why are you looking for me now!" Gabriel cried with tears.

Crystal walked over with trembling lips, her eyes still wet from her cries in the doctor's room earlier.

"El." Call the Crystal in a soft voice.

Ambar wants to keep the Crystal away but is pulled by Agung, and drowns his wife in his arms.

"Quiet, Mah. I'll explain later." Said Agung quietly in a whisper in Ambar's ear.

Seen Ambar crept a suit beside her husband, her tears had just broken from his old eyes.

"El, it's Mama." Call the Crystal again.

"Why! Why just came, huh!" Gabriel cried to the Crystal.

"I'm sorry, Mama El. forgive Mama." Crystal said asking for forgiveness from her son.

"Go! Get out of here!" Banish Gabriel to Crystal.

Kristal shook her head quickly, "No El, I'm sorry Mama. Mama's wrong, Mama's wrong El." Crystal Speech.

"Keep your hands away from my body." Gabriel said sharply and coldly after slapping Crystal's hand.

Crystal immediately rested below, Crystal was willing to do anything to get forgiveness from the child.

Making the Supreme shock because the Crystal to do so far.

"I'm sorry, Mama El." Crystal again.

"Wake up." Gabriel said coldly.

Crystal shook her head, "I'm sorry, Mama. Mama can explain why you left you at the playground first." Said the Crystal who tried hard and did not cry.

"After decades." Said Briel coldly.

"I'm sorry, Mama El. Mama was a useless woman back then, Mama didn't have the strength to keep you next to Mama." Remarkable crystals shed tears.

"Aren't you supposed to be happy without me, you should be wearing nice clothes, a full body, a well-groomed face.

But what, why do you come looking miserable than me being thrown away by you just like that." Gabriel replied sharply.

"Because, poor Mama El. Because then and now Mama is poor, so Mama can't keep you by Mama El's side." Answer the Crystal with a tagas even though tears come out too.

Gabriel looked at the two Crystal eyes, both of them both speechless and only tears spoke.

"Even if you feed me bread without butter. I will eat it anyway, even though you give me water for a whole week I will still drink it. Is it that easy, you're having a hard time doing it with me!" Gabriel again.

Crystal was silent by tightening her jaw, Crystal was furious at herself. Why do his two sons want to live with him.

"El, you don't know what it's like to be insulted and oppressed by a low economy. You must endure every insult that comes out of the mouth of the rulers, not even Mama can give you El cotton candy. Just ten thousand cotton candy." Crystal said with a trembling voice.

Kristal remembers so much that she drove El to school to see El's peers eating cotton candy and drinking boxed milk. Crystal couldn't afford to buy it for her El.

In fact, El who often berverita his friend bought new things by his parents. Crystal can only stay still and listen, if asked when he can buy El like his friends. Crystal can only answer to be patient if you have money.

In fact, TK Elnya is the cheapest school that can be in the country. But Crystal still could not afford to fulfill his little El's wish.

Agung and Ambar were still silent, both of them just listening to every remark that was thrown from the two of them heard Crystal's reply making both hearts sliced.

What kind of life lived Crystal and El before being discovered by Agung and Ambar.

"What by beating me up, your life becomes light. No need to feed for two, no need to give clothes for two." Gabriel replied bitterly.

Crystal shook her head quickly, "Not El, Mama had no intention of throwing you away. All because of El's circumstances, circumstances that forced Mama to leave you. Mama doesn't want to lose you El." Crystal explained.

"You've lost twenty-three years, you've lost decades of time with me!! What are you saying, don't want to lose me? You've lost me ever since you left the playground!!!" Gabriel exclaimed with perfectly rounded eyes.

Gabriel immediately got up from the branch and walked quickly leaving Crystal with his adoptive parents.

"Briel!" Ambar and Agung together.

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