
"Then how do you feel about that woman?", asked Mr. Dion with interest.
"Come on dad, I'm actually confused. This is the first time I've liked a woman seriously. I'm really after him right now", Sam said honestly.
"Then?".
"Actually from the beginning I was just playing around with him", Sam scratched his un-itchy nape while smiling widely with deep guilt.
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Sarah was already standing in the doorway of her nursery. The bouquet of flowers he was holding fell to the floor as suddenly his hand went limp and fell on his right and left body after hearing San's words just now. His body was peeking helplessly and his face was hard to decipher his expression. Sam just poured salt water into his wound.
Sarah's eyes are heating up. With a slightly trembling body he tried to bring out his smile. Although he looks awkward and strange, he does not care. He picked up the falling flower, and then he stepped his feet that felt heavy. He has arrived here, the flowers he has bought also should not be in vain. Still trying to maintain the smile of her feet, Sarah put the bouquet of flowers at the end of the bed close to Sam's feet. He cannot go any further.
"It seems you've gotten better. Then I'm sorry!", Sarah can't hold back her tears that are starting to melt. But he bowed in salute to Mr. Dion who stood not far from him. Then, while looking down and hiding his face, he came out of the nursery with a thousand steps.
"Sarah!", exclaimed Sam helplessly as his abdominal wounds ached. But the woman did not budge and continued her steps.
"Sarah!", Sam is stubborn and will get out of bed. But Mr. Dion's hand quickly prevented it.
"No! Your wounds are still wet", prevent Mr. Dion.
"But,Yeah! Sarah misunderstood me!", exclaimed Sam exasperated. He's not upset about his father. But annoyed with himself being helpless like this. He could explain nothing to the woman.
"Misunderstand what?", Mr. Dion pretended not to understand. But actually he knew that there was seriousness in his son's eyes about the woman.
"Dad please! I love her, Dad! I've fallen in love with her. Playing around was just the beginning because I was bored" Sam explained emotionally.
"Should I explain everything to Dad?!", he added in a completely upset tone.
"Let him calm down first! Heal wounds! Then explain everything with a cool head", ordered Mr. Dion calmly.
"Damn! Damnit damnit! Shit!", cried Sam frustrated while banging on his bed. In contrast to his father, Sam could not calm down before he could explain his true heart to Sarah.
"You need to calm down, son!", Mr. Dion chose to get up from his seat and leave. He also gave his son a chance to calm his troubled mind.
With Mr. Dion gone, Sam threw his gaze aside while twitching his forehead. His head felt heavy at this moment, too irritated and emotional.
Yes indeed, if from the beginning Sam only toyed with Sarah. Because he has met women too often to get bored. But the longer he knew the woman, the more he knew that she was naive and innocent. She was not like other women who expected much from her. Sarah is a simple woman who can melt her heart. Sam has realized that this is a feeling of love. He knew he loved Sarah. It's just that the woman always thought all her behavior was a joke from him. Sam is really frustrated at the moment. He never chased women, he never adored women. All the women came by themselves into his arms. This is the first time Sam doesn't want a woman to walk away from him.
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The drizzle that accompanied the night did not affect the warmth that was entwined in the newlywed couple's room. The heat struggle has been going on for hours since this afternoon. Now the two are laying down while hugging on their tangled bed.
"Ken!", call Ana softly while playing a finger on her husband's chest.
"Emmhh!", Ken only greeted him with a mutter while closing his eyes. He seems pretty tired at the moment.
"I, Emmhh I'm hungry!", and then in shame she hid her face into the curve of her husband's arm.
"Ah my goodness! I'm sorry, baby! I forgot about dinner!", Ken patted his forehead with a silly smile.
"Let's take a shower, then we'll have dinner afterwards!", asked Ken while gently rubbing his wife's white cheeks. Think Ken with a bath of his slightly tired body will be fresher again to welcome this delayed dinner.
"Take a hold!", Ana voiced out spoiled after previously she nodded in agreement.
"Whatever to you, baby!", Ken gave a brief kiss on the sweet lips and then welcomed Ana's body and took her into the bathroom.
No other activities, they're really taking a shower, just taking a shower, and Ken promised that. They just rub each other, helping to cleanse each other's bodies.
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They both sat at the table in casual clothes. Both choose to sit next to each other to be more romantic, pinta Ken actually to make it easier to indulge with his wife.
"Ken!", exclaimed Ana on the sidelines of their eating activities. There was something that had troubled Ana's heart and mind since then. I don't know what but it's like having a relationship with Sarah, his best friend.
"What's the matter, dear?", asked Ken, holding his wife's hand. He also caught there was something different about his wife's face. Like something seriously bothered her mind.
"My feelings are not good!", Ana was silent for a moment.
"It's about Sarah! Suddenly her name flashed in my brain", Ana was now a serious face. Either this was true or just his illusion alone, but his feelings were completely disturbed at this moment.
"All right! Tomorrow we meet him after seeing Sam, okay?", the right decision according to Ken. They haven't seen Sam since his sister came out of the operating room and were unconscious at the time. And this can also reduce the anxiety that hit his wife.
"Agree!", Ana tried to smile. But in his heart he was not calm. That smile he used to cover his feelings so that Ken would not worry too much about him. This couple takes care of each other, both things that affect from the outside and from the inside of their hearts.
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During her journey back home, there was only a cry held on Sarah's face. She tried to listen to the advice of her sister Sandi to at least say thank you for saving her. Somehow he felt towards the man, but according to Sandi the sense of humanity is more important at the moment. Sarah must be a more moral person and have gratitude according to Sandi like that. Because after all, that man was willing to sacrifice his life for his brother.
Yeah, so did Sarah's answer after a long time of thinking. He considered his heart while he had not yet thanked the man. If you think about it Sarah's selfish enough maybe. Finally, after finishing an heartless dinner, he decided to go to the hospital where Sam was being treated. It was getting late and it made Sandi worried. But Sarah remained stubborn and wanted to go alone.
And this is how it ended up, she cried again and again. Disappointment suddenly seethed in his heart after listening to the man's words earlier. The pain hit his heart inside. I don't know why Sarah would want to deny this feeling. He felt that he did not want to accept the presence of this seed in the depths of his heart.
"Stupid me!", Sarah cried.
What she must cry anyway. What makes it this broken. Not from the beginning also Sarah has openly with herself stated that she will not be involved with the crazy man. Why should she cry now. Looking out the car window, he laughed at himself who was so stupid because he ate his own words.
"Miss, sorry Miss!", the taxi driver got out of the car to call Sarah. I don't know what happened Sarah didn't know the taxi driver's destination. So reluctantly he turned to her.
"Yes! What's the matter, Pa?", asked Sarah listlessly.
"Here's the money, Miss!", the taxi driver handed a piece of paper money to Sarah with an ambiguous look.
Sarah slightly tilted her head while trying to guess what this taxi driver meant.
"Oh, maybe I forgot the change!", Sarah murmured inwardly.
"Alright, thank you Pa!", Sarah took back the money that was in the taxi driver's hands. But strangely the taxi driver was holding the money so that Sarah could not take it.
"Alright, thank you Pa!", Sarah repeated as she clenched her teeth in a frenzy. But the taxi driver was still holding the money.
"You know what this guy really is!", he murmured again.
"Sorry Miss your money is lacking!", explained the taxi driver at last.
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Sarah's face was instantly red from embarrassment. He thought the taxi driver was handing him the change. The money he gave was less. Sarah was really confused about putting her face where she was right now. And sure enough when he saw the paper money that was in the hands of that man. The color is almost similar, but still with the naked eye everyone can see that it is a different nominal.
"God! I'm sorry Pa! I was not concentrating!", he immediately took his wallet again in the bag and took out the paper money that should have been.
"Thank you, Pa! Sorry to bother you to get out of the car" said Sarah politely as she bowed her body saluted.
"Don't hesitate, Miss! It seems like you've been thinking too much lately?!", hearing that remark Sarah knitted her eyebrows together. It's nothing, the problem is that someone else saw it. It was really clear what was on his face at the moment, he muttered to himself.
"Love is complicated, so you have to prepare yourself to deal with it" the man said suddenly and then turned and stepped into his cab.
Fresh advice can come on suddenly. It was just that it became strange when outsiders were saying it all of a sudden. Sarah furrowed her eyebrows while looking at the taxi car that began to move away from her yard.
The taxi driver asked if the passenger was okay. But when he saw that the woman was still maintaining her consciousness, then he chose to be silent and not interfere in the affairs of others. Thought the taxi driver might indeed be the woman needs time to calm down. But his mouth seemed impatient to give a few words to give a little encouragement to the passenger.
Sarah shook her head slowly as she stepped towards the door of the house. He wanted to ignore that sentence. But on the other hand there is also a point what the taxi driver said. The woman finally thinned her lips like she had an epiphany. But that does not necessarily make his sadness completely disappear.
"Home home, son?", said Asih Mother who had been waiting for him in the family room since. The middle-aged woman could not sleep because she knew her eldest daughter was out at night with a bad inner condition. He was just getting worried about her.
"Already, Mom!", Sarah joined her mother who was sitting on a long chair like a sofa.
"Why your face, Sarah? Are you crying again?", Mother Gently rubbed Sarah's cheek which still left a trail of tears.
"No! Um,,, a little, Mom!", that woman can't stand up to her mother. He is a person who has an inner bond with his daughter, of course there is nothing that Sarah can cover because her mother will definitely feel the same as her.
"Not that you promised not to cry anymore!", a little reprimanding but Mother Asih still soft tone. With care he allowed Sarah's hair to not be too messy.
"It's hard to promise, Mom!", both of them smiled. Asih's mother did not insist, at least he and Sandi have tried to prevent Sarah too late in her grief. And at least this daughter already looks lighter weight on her face.
Only Sarah knows. Because right now he's making a big effort to cover up the heartbreak Sam just made for him. Although the man was innocent before, because Sarah was the one who was guilty here. For he had disavowed his own words not to get involved with the mad man, and in fact he was shackled by the man's snare. It's cryptic, but Sarah's a little sure about her feelings.
And knowing what Sam said in the hospital, Sarah had her own thoughts. He has decided something and he will tell his mother right now.
"Mother!", Sarah caught her mother's hand stroking her hair gently. Then he held her mother's hand.
"What's the matter?", Mother Asih's face was full of interest but she tried to remain calm and soft-spoken.
"I want to get out of here, Mom!", Sarah's words made Mother's eyes widen perfectly.
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