Flower Widow
Chapter 32

''Abang...''

Someone there looked over and smiled sweetly. ''Do you want to pray too??''

''Yes, '' said Rani walked over and took her face and put it on. All of that did not escape Reza's gaze.

''Yes, let's pray together??''

''Huh??''

Reza chuckled, You why are people afraid of that? Wong I just want to imamin pray us?? What wrong??''

''It's not wrong...''

''Why?? Afraid of Fatih??''

Rani is embarrassed. He was caught thinking about Fatih who was either awake or not yet to perform the tahajud prayer.

''Relax... My brother will not wake up! except at dawn! He is a rare tahajud! if dawn is yes.'' he added relaxed, making Rani scrunch her forehead.

Rarely what does it mean ??

''Come on. Why not??''

''Huh? I-iya. let's pray! after this, someone wants Rani to ask.''

''Okay.'' Reza said.

They pray together. Reza and Rani's hearts are both calm. Prayer is so solemn. It should have been Fatih who became the priest of Rani, but instead Reza who became the priest of Rani.

It was as if there was something hidden about the two of them. Fifteen minutes later, they both finished praying.

For some reason, Rani felt stubborn when she was close to Reza. Different from Fatih.

''What do you want to talk about? There is still half an hour left for dawn prayers.''

Rani lowered her head, then pulled out something behind her face.

It was hanging in front of Reza.

The deg!

''Where did you get it??'' search Reza.

Rani, who was a little far away from Reza, moved closer to Reza. Reza surprised.

''Do you want to know where I got this from??''

Reza nodded.

''This is what I got from Bude Nia! Mama's Brother!'' rani's words surprised Reza.

After that he cleared his throat. ''Ahhm. Keep this thing well! because this is the key to the story of Uncle Nature in the past!'' take it seriously.

''Means??'' Rani's confused.

''This locket is precious to you and to me! so keep it well! for now, you don't need to know what for, which is obviously useful for both of us later. Wait until where I'll ask you, only then do I tell you what the pendant is for. You better put the pendant on, keep it in your shirt! don't show it to anyone! including the Fatih bang!''

The deg!

''But why??''

''Later you will know dear.p patiently oruh.'' he said unconsciously.

''Uh ''eh? what was??''

''Huh? What??''

''What did you say??''

''What??

''Ishh.. I am not good ah!'' rani annoyed with pursed lips.

Reza laughed a little. ''Wear the necklace now! before the others know.'' said Reza seriously looking at Rani.

''OK!'' sahut Rani's.

Soon Rani wears the necklace, but the hook is stuck in Rani's shirt.

Makes Rani have trouble taking her off. Reza who sees Rani's distress, tries to help her.

''Here's.. Brother put it on!''

''Ta-but...''

''Come.. later get caught with the others, will you??'' tanya Reza looked at Rani with instens.

Rani who was stared at like that, blushed. His face was red with embarrassment. They were so close that Reza's breath touched Rani's forehead.

Rani held her breath for a moment, to neutralize the rustling feeling in her heart for Reza.

''Bang...''

''Hem,'' Reza said. He was still trying to remove the hook pendant that was stuck in Rani's clothes.

Rani holds Reza's waist tightly as her lips come into contact with Reza's chest. It sounded there, the sound of heart beating so loud. Just like her.

Why do I feel so comfortable with bang Reza..

''Hem,'' said Rani still by hugging Reza's waist.

''It can't be from the front.I think it should be from behind. Can you fix it from behind?? But sorry.. if your aurat will be seen by Brother?''

''Just so. Brother can definitely!'' sahut Rani with her eyes closed.

''Can't Deck..''

''Can! try aja!''

''Ck! yes, try it! but... if you have trouble breathing do not blame Brother huh??''

''OK. I prefer a position like this!'' sahut Rani is still heard by Reza.

Reza smiled slightly hearing Rani's words.

If you were my wife Dek . I would be very happy right now.

His hand deftly removed the locket hook from Rani's clothes. Rani still faithfully closed her eyes.

It feels so warm and comfortable...

''Daddy..''

''Hem, I'm sleepy Bang. leave it like this for a second. I miss Dad very much.. Your embrace, I feel peaceful.like the embrace of Father Nature.

For a moment Rani tried to deepen the heart that continues to stir when with Reza.

Reza who heard her teary-eyed.

If only long before Fatih's bang found you.. I must be very happy.but now different Rani. Everything feels different when you say ijab qobul with others.not with me.

Reza tightened her embrace on Rani. While Rani sobbed in her arms.

''Sir...''

There is no speech, only crying is heard.

''Rani...''

Again, Rani still sobbed in her arms.

''Honey...''

Rani hugs Reza so tightly, making Reza claustrophobic.

''Abang.. why is it not Brother who became Rani's husband..''

''Oh, my dear.. Listen to Brother!"

"No way!"

"My dear! Listen to Brother Dek! just this once??" persuade Reza.

Rani let go of his embrace. And that black eye bead met Reza's black eye bead.

''Listen! Don't talk about something that will come true later? We are both in God's house! you have to think positive! For the problem of a mate, you can not do anything, because it is like this destiny path that we must pass together. Is it not impossible that we will be united later if God wills?? Honestly, far away from my brother.. Brother really wanted you to be my wife when you first met. But.. What is the power, if your destiny and my destiny are different?? We as human beings can only follow what we have set. If we are fooled, God will give us the way. If it is time, we will be united! For now live this destiny. You understand??'' obviously Reza made Rani sob.

''Sir...''

''Yes, I will follow the path of destiny! I wish we were both united! Because all I want is brother! not another one.'' lirih Rani.

''Ssssttt.. You can not say that. sin loh... now you have become the wife of Fatih bang? So. accept your destiny! From today, I will not go home again. My brother will sleep in the office, because there is a lot of work that you have to do. If anything happens, tell me brother! fear not! Brother is with you! For now, follow the current of water wherever it flows, because where you will stop, there is where you dock for the last. That's yourhouse?? Believe me. if God always hears the prayers of the servant who always asks him.

Cup

Reza kissed Rani on the forehead, while Rani closed her eyes. Reza's warm embrace was so comfortable in her heart and mind.

''Sorry Abang did not mean this for the last time.pardon my dear brother.'' said Reza by hugging Rani tightly.

Reza knows this is wrong. But he can what? If the heart and mind are only focused on Rani?? Rani is still sobbing in her arms.

As Reza's eyes caught a shadow, Reza let go of his embrace.

''Don't cry! they're already awake. Release huh??''

Rani shook her head, she hugged Reza even tighter.

''Sir.it's no Fatih bang!''

Flinched, Rani let go of her embrace.

Reza's disappointed. For some reason every time he came into contact with Rani his chest rippled violently.

Rani let go of her embrace and cried by closing her eyes. While Reza passed to take ablution again.

Reza shrunk the clear water that flowed from his eyes.

O Allah .. if I may ask.permit me to have Rani. to complete half of my worship.. That's all I want, not anything else... Reza.

O Allah. In this house of yours I ask. I ask. let bang Reza be my priest. both in the world and in the hereafter.. I see it just as I see Father as my mother has told me. Father's nature and tenderness.With bang Reza.let us unite O God... Rani's.

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TB