Flower Widow
Chapter 46

''Alright! if you think I'm nobody, then fine! Uncle, marry us both soon! Now and now!'' reza said without turning around.

Rani hears Reza's words.

''Aa-what?!? Marry-married??? With mu?! Nope! I don't want to get married! I want to be alone! I don't want to be tied up by anything including marriage to you, Mr. Reza!'' beat Rani coldly.

Initially surprised, but after he hears Reza's remarks, Rani rejects him.

Married said?? Married only to tie then ignore her again so?!

Huh!

Rani doesn't want that. Rani wants if she is accepted with all her heart, not because she wants to bind because of a compulsion.

''I want to get married, if you accept me as sincerely as your heart! It wasn't because of the compulsion that you ended up tying me up in the marriage chain. Marriage is not a toy. Today get married, ijab qobul but tomorrow at talak again. I don't want you to accept me because I ignored you these few days. I want a once in a lifetime wedding!'' said Rani, still with her back to Reza.

''Marriage is not just between the two of us. But the marriage, which brings together two dissenting people, brings two families together into one big family. Marriage is not a place to show yourself who is better, but marriage is acceptance, merging two different traits and accepting the advantages and disadvantages of good and bad partners..'' lirih Rani again still without looking at Reza.

''I don't want to get married, because Brother wants to tie me up under the pretext of marriage but actually his brother binds me because Brother is emotional. Did you think carefully?? Did you accept me who is just a widow who is so despicable in the eyes of the people??''

Uncle Ali looked at Rani.

''That widow status is so despicable Bang. Moreover I am your former sister-in-law! And now, brother wants to marry me?? After this what? Is Brother going to divorce me too??'' smith again.

Reza. Can't talk anymore.

''A month ago I felt the name of Bang's wedding. I feel happy, but that day I was hurt too.remember Brother, how did both of Brother's parents treat me, during our stay there??''

''I don't want to get married because I'm emotional. Better think again. Not that I refused. It's just .. I'm still traumatized by marriage. It's very difficult to accept my current status. Not to mention I'm always stamped as a snatch of people's husbands, always on sale. Do you think I am capable? I bola?? I can't Bang. It hurts so much to be scorned by others because of the status of the widow attached to me.. Please think again brother's decision.we are married not to live alone, but unite two families that have been separated since long ago.''

''I don't know, what problem makes you to take each other's father's treasure Nature. I didn't know that. All I want is if we get married later, our entire extended family gathers and reconciles Bang... Can you unite these two broken families??'' ask Rani who has now turned to face Reza.

Reza. He is still fixated because Rani's speech just now. Rani's words just now, slapping her.

Although the reality is he did not do that, but did not rule out the possibility, if the same thing and the same problem will be repeated again, if he forces Rani to marry now??

Reza silent a thousand languages. Rani smiles.

''I consider your silence as the answer Bang. as long as the two big families have not been united, as long as I can not marry you.. I am afraid the same incident repeated again, if sick because ignored I can still accept. I can leave if I can't stand you guys. But...what about being divorced right after two days of marriage?? I should what?? I who hope that marriage until death separates, even have to run aground exactly two days of marriage. I don't want that Brother Reza, better, we're splitting up here. Bury that desire here. Don't go on anymore. If you still want to continue, then immediately solve the problem between you that I never know what it is. And I hope you accept my decision. From now on, I won't stay at mom's house, nor here. I'm gonna go find myself. I want to fix myself, to be worthy of my husband. I-i know... I still have many shortcomings.I beg Bang.do not force me to be able to marry you. if you want to stay with mother.please! Follow him, because I cannot stay there forever.. Thank you all this time for looking at this widow of your former sister-in-law. Although I'm your cousin's sister, but I'm still your ex-brother-in-law bang Reza.''

''Uncle. Please take care of my mother for me. I will go where there is a place that can accept me as sincerely as possible. Solve both of your problems. Thank you for accepting me all the time here. Greetings to my aunt and my sisters. Brother. I'm saying goodbye. Assalamualaikum.'' Rani wails with quivering lips.

Uncle Ali was silent in a thousand languages. Saras' mother, who heard Rani's words, was more guilty.

Rani passed Saras' mother just like that. He did not know that Saras' mother was at the door and heard all the outpouring of her heart.

Rani walks with gontai, in the middle of her dark night. When her order travel came, Rani entered by looking at uncle Ali's house.

His heart was like a thorn, looking at Saras' mother who was staring at him with a blank look.

Crushed already his heart, empty already his life. Two people he loved, he just left.

Not because of the force, but because of the force. Forced to seek his own identity because it is always considered inferior and despicable because of his widow status.

Rani leaves her hometown, going where Alam's father was eaten. The city of Medan.

He had already booked the ticket and address he had requested from Ali's uncle before Reza and his mother came.

''Forgive Rani mother... You two are the ones Rani loves. But Rani is forced to do this. Let Rani with Rani's life, both of you with the lives of both of you.. If indeed we are a match, no matter how far I go, then he will find his way to meet me. I'm sincere.This is my way of life.. Pardon Rani mother.pardon Rani..'' her murmur still by continuing to cry and staring at the house of Uncle Ali who he left just like that.

Rani, he wants to go to Alam's father's place in the tomb right. He has a purpose, but only he knows.

While Reza, he fell on the floor with a blank look. Again and again Rani goes to leave her.

''Rani...''

''Rani...''

''Rani.. akkkhhh Rani...''

''Astaghfirullah! Mother!''

Deg.

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What the hell is that?? Does anyone know??

TB