
"How's Mom doing, Bli? Did you go home?" ask Giska again.
Bobby nodded slowly. Then he took a deep breath and then he spoke. "Mom's home, Gis," she said slowly and heavily.
"Astungkara, Bl. Mother is healthy means," said Giska. He gave a slight smile at the corner of his lips even though his eyes were still crying.
"Mom is now healthy. It's even healthier than before" said Bobby heavily.
"Mom came home with Ajik, Gis," he said later. Her crying broke after telling Giska.
Giska, who was smiling a little, became sectarian shocked.
"Went home with the Teachings?" Giska repeated Bobby's words, slowly.
"Mother is gone, Gis. Mom went with Ajik. Hixss... Hicksw...."
"Mother.... Hixss.. Hicksnake..." Giska's cry is breaking even more, surpassing Bobby's.
"Bli Bobby, Mum..." He hugged Bobby back. This time it was very tight beyond his first embrace. She unceasingly called Mom on the sidelines of her cries.
"Why did Ajik and Mommy leave so soon? Mothers... Ajikk..."
"I also don't understand God's decision, Gis. I even knew yesterday afternoon that Mom was gone. I couldn't even see Mom one last time because she was also in cremation at the time" Bobby said in tears.
"After I came to my senses from the coma, I always asked Tia about her situation. And Tia always said that Mom was okay. My mother is healthy, he said. But Tia lied to me."
"Tia said that she didn't dare tell me that Mom was gone, because Tia was afraid I'd drop back and maybe I'd go with Ajik and Mom."
"I was so angry when I found out the truth, Gis. Sad, angry, all mixed into one. But I can what? I want to scold Tia like anything, it still won't be able to bring Mom back. I had to try the iklhas even though it was very difficult," he said still crying.
"I'm not strong enough to lose my parents like this, Gis. But I can what? Wanna protest? Protest to whom? To God? Or in the world? It's so heavy."
"Bli Bobby..." Giska is getting sobbing. He did not hesitate and was ashamed to continue to immerse his face into the chest of Bobby's field.
"Already, Gis. We've been crying enough. Mom and Ajik over there must be seeing us right now. They know that we love them very much. It's enough we're crying today" Bobby asked as one hand wiped his tears. Then he stroked Giska's head.
"By the way, where are you going so early, Gis? Are you looking for me again?" bobby Goda. He tried to melt the atmosphere so as not to drag on in sadness.
"I want to go back to Surabaya, Bli," replied Giska.
"This fast? When did you get here, Gis? How do you want to go to Surabaya again?" Bobby scrunched his forehead. He then pushed Giska's head slowly, so that he could see Giska's face that had now become swollen.
Giska stared at Bobby, and he replied, "I just got here last night, Bli. I don't think I can find Bli Bobby anymore. So yes to what I'm here for. I'd better go back to Surabaya."
"Just play it home! Can't do. You can't go home! I just recovered and we just met again after so long without seeing each other. Especially when you came back to Surabaya without telling me because you were angry with me. And right now, I don't think you're angry with me anymore. So you don't go home, yeah," asked Bobby forcibly.
"Don't you miss your handsome husband?" Bobby's getting flirty. He blinked one of his eyes which were also swollen.
"Can't, Bli. How else. I have to take care of my father at home. Especially now that you are in the hospital," said Giska sad.
"Mother still sick? Now in the hospital?"
"Yes. It's been two weeks since I was hospitalized."
"Yes God. Why is everything like this? The exam you gave me why do you have to flock like this?" sorry Bobby.
"Come, Bli. I don't understand either. Maybe this is a punishment for me" said Giska Pilu.
"What punishment? What are you talking about?" Bobby looked upset.
"Yes, the proof is that things are becoming like this."
"It's not just you, Gis. My situation is like this too. This is not a punishment for us but a test from God. So stop blaming yourself!" firmly Bobby.
"Now how are you doing?" tanyanya.
"Yes, Bli. If tomorrow the condition of the Father is better, then the Father has been allowed to go home," replied Giska.
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Giska and Bobby spend time in the car just to chat and let go of each other. Many stories they tell each other about what happened during their lost contact. Crying was unceasingly heard from them because as long as they lost contact many sad things happened.
Giska himself had forgotten that he had to go back to Surabaya when he was with Bobby. Maybe not to forget, exactly he slightly delayed the time to return so that he could spend a little time with Bobby.
The anger that was within him disappeared instantly. The decisions he made himself for his future are now rethinkable. And, for the letter he wrote to Bobby, he still told Bobby. It's just that he didn't want to tell me the contents. He wanted Bobby to read it himself.
After almost two hours they were in the car, finally Bobby drove Giska to I Gusti Ngurah Rai Airport. But this time Bobby did not drive his car because of his physical condition is still not good. He does not want to take risks that will endanger him and Giska. So this time he asked one of his men to drive his car. While he and Giska can spend more time sitting together in the back seat.
At first Giska had refused when Bobby asked him to return to Surabaya by plane. He was scared because he had never been on a plane. But because of the advice given by Bobby, and also in order to save time as well, he finally agreed.
"Darling..." Bobby whispered in Giska's ear.
"Yes?"
"I want us to spend more time alone. I still want to hug you. I still miss you so much. But you have to go home soon" said Bobby sadly.
"Yes how else, Bli. We are still together now. Before we got to the airport we were still together, right? You've been hugging me ever since. Though actually I'm embarrassed because it must be Bli who was driving the car saw us," said Giska a little whisper.
"You're my wife. Let it be even if Anton sees us. Isn't that Ton?" continued. Then he continued by peeping Giska's cheek.
"Godhhh!" Giska reflexes hitting Bobby's arm.
"Yes, sir." Anton answered with a smile.
"Slow down just take the car, Ton. Let's take a little while to get to town" Bobby asked.
"But this is soon we'll be there, sir. Maybe in about 10 minutes" Anton said.
"Yahhh, have you arrived yet? Hurry up," said Bobby a little upset.
"Yes, sir."
"But the plane is still an hour away. Emm later at the restaurant in front of us stop first, Ton."
"Good, sir."
"Wait at the airport, Bli. Why stop at a restaurant?" giska Protest.
"We'll eat first, honey. You must not have eaten, right? I don't know how long you haven't eaten" said Bobby, stroking Giska's hair.
"But I don't want to eat. I'm not hungry" refused Giska.
"Why not eat? You want to get sick too? You want to go to the hospital? Then who will take care of you if you are sick too? Do you want your father to take care of you? That so?"
"No." Giska shook her head slowly.
"Because you're still sad so you don't want to eat? That so?" guess Bobby.
Giska just fell silent. He did not justify and also did not blame Bobby's guess. I don't know, he really doesn't want to eat.
"I'm just as sad, honey. If I choose not to eat because I am still sad, it could be that I will go back to the hospital again. My condition has just been good, if I do not maintain the condition, then I might be able to directly catch up with Mom and Ajik," said Bobby.
"Don't talk like that, Bli!" Giska grabbed Bobby's hand.
"You must be healthy" he asked.
"Yes I don't want to get sick either, honey. I still want to divide you. I want to be with you. If I don't go soon, who will take care of you? Don't let there be another man who replaces me" Bobby said.
"Not talk like that anymore. Yes we will eat. I want to eat," break up Giska. But it can not be denied that at this time his heart still has not improved after the news of suffering that he received earlier.
The sadness that is still lingering in him, is now increasing. It's hard to find happiness with parents again, for now.
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Dining at the restaurant as Bobby wished, had already happened. Although Giska actually does not have an appetite, he still eats to make Bobby happy and not worry anymore.
After eating, they continued their journey to the airport which only took 5 minutes to arrive. And when he arrives at the airport, Bobby doesn't have much time left to be with Giska because Giska has to leave immediately.
Cupp. Bobby's warm kiss lands on Giska's forehead before Giska leaves. Not forgetting that he also hugged Giska so tightly.
"Be careful, honey. Keep me informed after I arrive in Surabaya. Take good care of yourself there. Later after my physique is really strong, I will soon follow you there," said Bobby.
"Focus it with Bli Bobby's recovery. There's still a lot of business for Bli Bobby to deal with anyway. Moreover, Ajik and Mother have not been diaben," said Giska.
"Yes you have a point too, honey. Yeah, just look at it later. I still can't think of that" Bobby said.
"Remember, take care of the heart, keep the condition. Take care of your father too. I hope you'll get well soon, dear. Don't worry about money. Later I will transfer again for your fee and also for your needs while there. The important thing is that you have to eat a lot so that your body is not this good, understand!"
"Yes." Yeah."
"Yes, go away."
"Yes, Bli."
"I love you, my wife."
Giska smiled, and then she walked away from Bobby.
"I'm sorry, Bli Bobby. I can't take care of you here. When you're sick I don't even know, and now when I know, I'm gonna have to get home."
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