
Giska chose to stay in her room. He reflected on his life that could never be as calm and peaceful as others. He thought, Why did God give him this way? Why can't he be like other friends. Living in peace and happiness as if there were no burdens they shouldered.
Giska's heart continued to be troubled and confused. As if his father gave a choice, Giska had to choose one among the father and Bobby. How come?
On one hand Giska felt disappointed in Bobby. He was also tired of this marriage. In this state of his heart, plus he saw his father who was getting older and often sickly, he wanted to break his bond with Bobby and then he stayed here with his father.
But on the other hand, he also has not been able to cure his trauma from past events. Although he has tried to forget everything but he sometimes still likes to think badly about his father. When he thinks badly, there he also feels bad if he has seen his father. Neelangsa and bad thoughts seemed to converge in him. He could never throw one of those flavors away. He has always been in a dilemma to this day.
That is what makes Giska difficult to make decisions in his life. If asked to leave Bobby and go back to live with his father, it feels very heavy. But if he chooses to stay with Bobby, it also feels heavy.
Like, if Giska lives with his father, he will definitely continue to think about Bobby. And vice versa, if he lives with Bobby, he will always think about his father. Especially when his father is sick, he will be immediately confused and anxious.
"Why does my life have to be like this? When can I be like the others?" inner Giska sad.
"Gis, this is Mita coming." Bram's voice called out to Giska.
"Yes, sir." Giska. He also came straight out of his room.
"Hi, Mit. Hello, how are you?" greet Giska to Mita and her husband who just entered the house.
"Hallo, Nizam." Giska turned to greet the child who was carried by Mita. He even pinched Nizam's cheek.
"Hallo Mbah Aunty, good news," replied Mita imitating the voice of a child.
Haha... Giska laughed immediately.
"When was I called Mbah Auntie anyway?" giska protests in a little rarity.
"And it is," said Mita with a smile.
Mita is 5 years older than Giska. But because Mita is the granddaughter of Giska's father, she must call Giska an aunt. And his son Mita should call Giska by the name of mbah or grandmother.
At this age of Giska, she was already a grandmother? Ohh noo's...ππ
"Sit, Mit. You've been waiting for me ever since" said Giska.
Mita, her husband, Nizam, Giska and Bram sat down and started chatting.
***
At Giska's house, Giska covered her heart with a play with Nizam. While elsewhere, Bobby could not treat his turmoil because he did not hear from Giska for 3 days.
Bobby has called Giska dozens to hundreds of times but he has no answer at all. Dozens of messages he sent to Giska also received no reply at all.
Plus he can't go after Giska to Surabaya because he has to think about Tia who is pregnant. Be Bobby getting upset.
"What's the matter, Gis? Why are you so hard to contact?" bobby muttered frustrated.
"You're like this because you're busy taking care of your father or you're like this because you're mad at me?"
"Is it because I left you alone that night, you're this angry?"
"Giska..." Bobby grabbed his own hair in frustration.
"What the hell are you doing, Pa?" ask Tia. He sat down on the couch, right next to Bobby.
"What do you want?" Bobby asked back.
"Why are you even asking me that? I came here because I care about you, Pa. It's been 3 days you've been looking restless. You've changed a lot. What exactly are you?" Tia asked back.
"I think you know" Bobby said.
"Because Giska? Huh yeah?" said Tia lazily.
"Why do you always think of him? Right now I need you, Pa. I'm pregnant with your son. But you're completely insensitive to me!" tia protest was upset.
"Giska is also my wife, Tia! You're both my wives" Bobby said.
"I didn't forget you were pregnant. I'm not going either, am I? Although I wanted to go after Giska to Surabaya, but I didn't go. I obey all your wishes. I'm here with you. But you still say I don't care about you. You just say I'm insensitive" said Bobby a little annoyed.
"I'm here to make sure you and our baby are always okay. But I don't know what Giska is like now? Whether he is healthy or not. I don't know that, Tia!" said Bobby bitter.
"You've already called him. You also sent him a message," said Tia no less upset.
"Yes! But Giska didn't respond to everything!" exclaim Bobby.
"Yes don't blame me dong, Pa! He himself did not respond to you. That means he doesn't want to deal with you anymore. Maybe he wants to get away from you" Tia said.
A rough breath was blown out of Bobby's mouth. He even immediately got up from his seat and he stood firmly in front of Tia.
"Rest to your room. I'll go get some wind for a second. Don't do anything that harms your fetus" Bobby said, holding back his frustration. He also walked away there.
Because if he does not go out immediately, he can be more emotional facing Tia. If it is emotional, it will certainly have a bad impact on the content of Tia. He didn't want that until it happened.
"Where are you going, Bob?" ask Gung De. He accidentally runs into Bobby in front of the house.
"Where are you going?" astuti timpal.
"I'm going out for a minute, Jik, Mom. I'll take Tia for a second, please take care of her, " Bobby said.
"Just come, Bob. Let me stay at home with Tia," said Gung De.
"Yes Ma'am?" Gung De turned to look at Astuti.
"Yes, you come out" said Astuti.
"Yes already. Come on, Jik, just use my car," take Bobby. He got into his car, before his death. Then followed by Gung De who also went straight into Bobby's car and sat next to the wheel.
Bobby drives his car.
"Jik, I'm confused by this situation. To this day I still can't talk to Giska. I'm worried about how he is, Jik. I'm also worried about his father's condition" Bobby confided in his invitation.
"I want to go there but I can't" he continued.
"Try to let Ajik call Giska" said Gung De.
"Ah yes, Jik. Why not from yesterday anyway, Jik?" Bobby agreed.
"Yes now just give him a call. Maybe he would respond," said Bobby very excitedly.
"Yes." Yeah."
Gung De pulled out his phone. And without waiting any longer, he immediately called Giska.
The number you are going to is not active. Try a few more moments.
"Number is not active."
"So again he turned off his phone" said Bobby disappointed.
"Let Ajik follow Giska to Surabaya, Bob. All Ajik want to know his father Giska. Who knows with the arrival of Ajik there, my besan aka your father-in-law so really give you blessing" said Gung De.
"But right, Jik. Teach yourself how the story is," said Bobby.
"Submit it to the Teachings. Later slowly Ajik try to talk to Mr. Bram," said Gung De.
"Alright, Jik. Take me along later, Jik."
"Yes. Yes, let's go back home. Let Ajik talk to your mother directly."
"Yes, Jik."
Bobby turned the car back home.
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Seriate...
Who waited for Giska happy, patient yes..
There are still problems before Giska is happy.
Honestly, this real Giska story happened to someone in real live.
Wait for the next chapter...
Sorry if you are often lateπππ