
"Easy! There's nothing there. Don't go back there again! Just stay home. Just find a job near here" Bram said.
"Your father is old. My eyes are also blurred when I see something. My hearing is also starting to diminish. I don't know when my time will come" he said later.
"Don't talk like that, sir." Giska spoke while holding back her tears that were about to come out again.
"Already, Sir. You have to rest" said Giska later. He also came out of his father's room. He immediately ran to the bathroom. But not because he peed or anything, but he was no longer able to hide his tears.
Hikkk....
Hiikkx...
"Yes God. Forgive me for not being a good son to you." Giska sat down in the bathroom. Her crying broke instantly.
While crying, he also seemed to think of something. His father was old but he still could not make his father happy.
It is fitting that at this age of his father, he can gather with his children and grandchildren instead of being left alone at home. But how? Although Giska is married, she has no children. Besides, Giska's current age is still too young. And also the age of marriage is not yet a year. And yes, he hasn't even said this marriage to his father.
Giska wants to be honest with her father about her marriage. But his father didn't like Bobby at all. To get that blessing is also impossible.
Actually about 3 months ago, his father had started to accept Bobby as a close friend of Giska. But because Bobby could not fulfill his promise, now his father no longer accept Bobby. And it looks like his dislike of Bobby is growing bigger.
Giska himself is currently also keeping his distance from Bobby because he feels that actually Bobby never wanted it. What was in Bobby's heart was only his first wife.
And now the regret in Giska's heart was getting bigger. Because he prefers to let his father stay alone at home, while he lives with Bobby because of his status who has become Bobby's wife, although only a second wife.
But it turns out that life as a second wife is not easy. He always sleeps alone. Stay home alone. Although it was clear she had a husband but it felt like she had no husband.
Was it the karma of his actions that allowed his father to stay alone? And he himself also experienced the same thing that his father had experienced so far. That is to stay alone.
POV Giska's.
I love my father very much. I can't see a father like this. It was as if I had abandoned my father for letting him stay alone.
The neighbors are my age, they all look happy. Have a nice house. Have partner. They were also close to their children and grandchildren. Yes although not home but they are very close.
My heart beats when it compares my father and them. I haven't been able to realize what you want.
What am I supposed to do now? Do I really have to separate from Bli Bobby so I can stay here. And I can get married here according to your father's wishes?
But my heart is still so heavy doing all that. It's not hard because of Bli Bobby but I'm hard to settle here again. I don't know why my mind is still focused on what happened at that time.
But if I'm not here, then who will take care of you? Both of my sons are impossible, too. They are all busy with their families.
Oh my... I'm really confused. Where should I listen? My dear what is my trauma?
POV End'S.
Giska was sitting in the bathroom. He still continued to cry venting his sorrow in that cry. Until unknowingly his pants are wet because they were exposed to water that spilled from the bath.
Yes, because no one wants to hear the sound of his crying, Giska deliberately turns on the water faucet to disguise the sound of his crying while filling the empty bathtub. But now the water is spilling and falling everywhere.
"Geez, my woe gets wet" murmured Giska after she noticed her wet pants.
Because he did not see there was a towel there, he decided to come out of the bathroom with wet pants. But before he came out, he first washed his face slightly damp. After that, he came out.
Giska went to her room to pick up a towel and also her clothes instead. Then he went back to the bathroom and wanted to refresh his body.
As usual, he took a bath wearing all his clothes. Whether it will be clean or not but for sure, he is like this because he wants to prevent things that are not wanted.
Not that he wanted to be so bad to his father. It's just that he still can't forget about the bad events that ever happened to him.
***
2 Days have passed.
2 days ago, Giska took his father to the doctor and it turned out that after the check, his father's tension was high. That's why his father complained of a headache in his back. And now, his father's condition has improved.
It's noon. Because Bram was taking medicine, Giska would feed his father.
"Yes." Yeah." Bram also took a plate containing rice and soup that Giska brought. Then he ate it right away.
Just ate a mouthful, Bram heard complaints with Giska cuisine. "Being can't. Tasteless, " said Bram, putting the plate on the table roughly.
"Why sir? I tried it right now" said Giska.
"Easy! The food is not good. Throw it!"
"Having a child is like having no children. Everything's far! No one cares!" grunts Bram.
Giska could only sigh. In his heart he said, "Patience."
"Lha I'm not your son, sir? It's I'm already here. I came straight back here when I found out you were sick" said Giska politely.
"Aren't you what I meant! But both mbakmu. They live far away from here" said Bram Ketus.
"Father's condition has improved. But why do you still like the clamor is not clear?" inner Giska.
"What do you want to eat? What do you want, let me masakin," bargained Giska. He went back to talking about food.
"No need! I don't want anything!" ketus Bram's.
"Yes later if you want to eat what, you just say. Now I eat bread first to make the stomach odd. After that you take the medicine," said Giska while giving bread to his father.
"Later Mita said she wanted to come here. Maybe soon he will come" said Giska later. He told me that his father's favorite grandson was coming.
Mita is the son of the father's first daughter. Mita is 23 years old. He is more mature than Giska. And Mita is also married even she already has a 3-year-old son.
Mita and her children are the grandchildren and great-grandchildren that I love the most. Even the father's affection for them exceeded his own.
"Mita?" bram's response with sumringah's face.
"Yes, Sir. Yesterday I called him and told him that you were sick" Giska said.
"What time did he say he was coming?" ask Bram. He can't wait for Mita's arrival.
"Maybe in a minute. You just wait."
Giska also immediately cleaned the dishes and he immediately took them to the kitchen. After putting the dishes into the kitchen, he chose to go to his room while waiting for his granddaughter to come, later.
Inside the room, Giska was seen looking through incoming messages on her phone. There are only messages from 3 people, namely from Bobby, Kadek and Trias. But even though only from 3 people but the message is very much. Even dozens of messages. And the one who sent the most messages was Bobby.
Of course, he sends the most messages. Not even just a message, there were dozens of missed calls from Bobby.
Honey, please answer the phone. Reply to my message too. Don't worry me, honey. ~ Bobby.
It's been 3 days that you ignored my messages and calls. We haven't talked for 3 days. Please don't be like this. ~ Bobby.
That's 2 messages from the message return that Bobby sent.
"Are you really worried about me? Or do you just feel guilty because I suddenly went back to Surabaya?" gumam Giska.
"If you are worried. You should be able to follow me here, right? You just straighten everything out with Dad. Keep your promise you said to me, "he said in his heart.
"But you didn't do it. That means I'm right. You don't really want me, Bli Bobby."
"Maybe my father was right. I was wrong to choose you. I used to want to get away from you but you held me back until I finally started opening my heart to you. But in fact, all of that made me even more hurt," he murmured bitterly.
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