Forgive Me
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Still your rose petals
so it slices the heart every time you see it
but I don't want to throw it away
even though it was dry and no longer fragrant
Like these tears
dries out over time rolling across
following the soul every second
the port of love that has gone forever
In the flower garden I never thought
it was the last hug you gave
your departure breaks down my chain of life
in a very long vessel
When two full moons pass
my anxiety is still the same
grinding the heart trough feels painless
I will be able to do it without you until the day I go
The wind let a rose
the one who is sulking and is silent on his stalk
which repeatedly nods in the wind
The wind let the flower bite its lips so
not a single word escaped from his mouth
that beautiful one
Because the wind has been taught by its ancestors
about how to pamper the lover of the heart
by letting him stay silent
when he was sad
Ah tired, now everything just fosters longing.
Even though our distance is only like the campus blue elephant and the orange torch stick,
But your feelings are with me as far as the yellow alma mater borders the blue dongker moves the building.
Ahhh misses and misses.
If possible, can we just meet once under the pretext of campus open house?
And all open heart.
It's okay, I'm not pushy, just a little trying.
By the way, don't you miss where we first met?
In the lake of death, he said.
I remember when I was enthusiastic
Jump around to see the plane that is about to fly
I laughed when the plane flew
I tried to chase as hard as I could until the plane was lost in sight
Then a reality pinches
That I'm still here because of you
The days I spent amazed you
Well, at least I tried.
Butterflies fly every time you smile at me
My eyes are always fixed when there is your presence
Duh, you don't know yourself…
Your presence distracts me, you know?
Time changes and you belong to someone else
I don't know why it's like that in my mind…
I see you're making out with him
And yeah, it's okay…
I won't be affected
As usual, I'll just be a clown in our little circle
Ah.. You dirty bastard…
Can't your tone be a little low!
Never heard of “Soft”?
Karma has just left
You can call him back!
What's wrong?
You like making out with her?
Is that the feeling?
Hey, cheap bitch!
You think I'm blind?
Your sweat is flooding your body
And you think I'm blind?
Ah.. Fuck you two!
Take care of your business!
Don't vent the fire on anyone else!
Damn it. I can only stare cynically.
Damn it. I can only grit my teeth.
I saw you in his comment column
Asking a cliche question after seeing his confused caption
Then I thought,
“What the heck..”
Why is “kau” there?
Why you two?
What's up with you guys?
After that, I'm willing to approach you
I told you the situation at the real time I was just making it up
I did that sneaky way to wake you up
That I am the one who deserves
I am worthy by your side
It's me you deserve to worry about
I am your destiny
And finally, you ate my bait
You're asking me a cliche question
The cycle of confusion will repeat itself
The time of my destruction will also repeat itself
Like a princess, I smiled
Looking forward to colorful days with you
I'm waiting for your message every time
And I'm waiting for your writing on my paper
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Finally Wildan drove Winda to where the X5 class used to gather. Upon arrival Wildan wanted to leave immediately but Winda held him back.
"where you? you have to explain why I can be so long as I believe gini"
"it's none of my business"
"anyways you have to clear them" said Winda, pulling Wildan's arm and bringing him in.
There Wildan saw the others were discussing the material with the interlude of joking seddau so as not to realize the arrival of the two of them. He saw all the children in the room. Willa just quietly let Wildan observe them. There was a small sigh between them. Arguing about which is true of the matter, where the debate remains high in jokes. Suddenly Wildan said something and made the whole room silent for a moment because of it.
"what you are discussing is wrong, the theory is like this." said Wildan and continued Wildan's explanation in front of the room where there was a wooden blackboard. Wildan explained what they were arguing about. All the children listened to Wildan's every explanation where they calmly recorded every point of the explanation including Winda. After he finished explaining Wildan turned around and was stunned to see the expression of his other friend who was very focused and smiled there when they had understood the explanation.
"was amazing, usually if we learn it will never finish the debate and it turns out wrong in the end" said Santi
"yes you're amazing, don't think we can meet a friend who can be an intermediary and the solution of this long debate. oh yeah introduce me Andri X5 class president if you?" greeting Andri kindly and the praise he gave only made Wildan speechless as if he did not believe that he was valuable to his friends
"hmmm, bengong aja anyway. it was invited to acquaintance.ealah even silent, he Wildan ndri, he's my best friend with me. therefore I am late but thank God I bring him he can answer from the previous question that is difficult for me to explain" explained Winda responding to the greeting of Andri who was only stared silently by Wildan
"oh yes Win, the math problem yesterday we already know but there are still some questions that we do not understand, we can continue to explain it" Bagas cut to divert the awkwardness
finally, Linda explained what they were asking. Wildan helped Winda explain that. Without realizing it Wildan had already started to open up and blend in. The thing that makes Winda, Helen and Mala surprised because after several occasions together they never saw the friendly side they see now. The atmosphere of learning becomes more exciting with jokes and funny story inserts but still they seriously understand every material they discuss.
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...Happy Reading Everyone...