Forgive Me
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The next day, willa had prepared a letter according to the advice of mas ferdy. and it is true what the guess is. in his desk drawer there was already a blue box, just like the blue box some time ago. without opening it, he then put his letter on the blue box, then it happens normally without caring about the box so that other friends do not suspect him especially wildan.then open the textbook, and then open the textbook, drown that thought into it.

the bell rang indicating the time of the class began.that day, the class of students was caught in sports subjects.Rushing all students changed into sports clothes and headed to the field. teachers divide them into 4 small groups of combined male and female students. they start a game of horseradish sodor on a wide grass field in their school. alternately they play it. the teacher deliberately gave several times the type of body sports games in addition to sports but also as a recreation for a moment for his students. accompanied by the sound of jokes and laughter created in it. after finishing in the game, some boys took the basketball and began to play it. while others watched on the edge of the court while resting.

the hours of the lesson were changed, they were ready to receive a new lesson.how surprised willa, seeing the letter he put this morning was no longer in his drawer changed with a small note written

"sorry if this bothers you"

after reading it he became confused and astonished, related to the purpose of the letter.more confused now who will feel.what this offends him but will just want to know who sent it. for a moment try to calm down and refocus on the lesson.

after school, I will finish cleaning the book and writing instruments and insert the blue box and the small note. wildan had actually noticed the desire from after sports lessons because he felt something was going to hide but he just kept quiet for fear of making willa bete and kayak previously related to his attitude.

"come home with yuk, instead of you taking the bus"

"no need to wil, I took a bus with another mala ma"

"oh ya forgot, earlier said he ma helen want to do the task of the group that he said"

"so she didn't talk to me"

"km the hell away from lunch just went to class, so he told me"

"oh that"

"there's what you think"

"no, yes you can already be with you, yuks go home, kasian mas ferdy alone at home let alone still not feel well too" willa tried to distract Wildan because Wildan was already beginning to suspect something

"yes, come on" willan felt that he only switched the conversation but he did not want to make the mind difficult about his attitude so he tried to believe in the will and was sure one day will tell him and mala.

wildan and Willa walked in tandem to the parking lot.dalm quietly they down the hallway class with a sense of cnggung that will show not as usual. wildan tried to ignore and put on a headset and walk in front of the winda so that the mind can get used to it again.

wildan drove the will to the front of the house. actually wildan wanted to visit the ferdy mas and stopped by for a while at the house of the willa but his brother had called him and made him rush home.

wida also entered the house.not directly into the room. he lay down his body on the living room sofa. stared at the sky of the house.note that was still imagined in his mind. from the room, the, mas ferdy saw the scene.at him slowly.sitting mas ferdy next to the winda.

"mas ferdy, ngagetin aja deh. ndk what mas, willa tired aja"

"it may not be just tired, why donk story.n't I promise"

"ehm.." hesitantly he took out the blue box and the note and handed it to the ferdy mas.

mas ferdy received the note and opened the blue box first.in the box there is a book barrier of dried flowers that are so beautiful. then switch with the note. the contents of the note make mas ferdy think and finally he looked sharply and asked for an explanation of what he meant. mas ferdy just smiled and stroked the head of the adek this while saying.

"now that you're an adult, you can definitely understand this deck"

wida became even more confused by the speech and behavior of his brother, with eyes staring at mas ferdy until his eyebrows fused. signifying incomprehension of the intent of asking his brother.

"he's near you, but he's afraid that if he shows up it'll bother you and try to put some distance between you and him on the deck"

"but I just want to know who he is"

"he wants you to know what he is, but he's not ready, if we know how he feels, you'll be disturbed. So he's sorry, he can't be honest yet"

"how do I have to be?"

"you appreciate him, but you can communicate with him through a note or letter like this, so slowly you want to know him. let him be honest yourself and you can also find out him by observing someone around you deck"

"so for now willa can not know mas"

"mas know you are more mature than anyone.mas know you will be able to deal with it in your way.so this step you take depends on you. waiting for him to be honest or forcing him to be honest and stay away from him is up to you"

"thank you mas, mas always there for adek" willa also hugged warm mas ferdy. mas ferdy also returned the hug and after that sent his wife to change clothes.

he went to his room and put a box, a book divider and a note into a storage box, and wrote a letter to someone, then he changed his clothes and laid his body on the bed. without realizing it he was asleep at dusk.

before dinner, mas ferdy knocked on the door of the room because his brother had not come down to eat and also at night. when he entered, he saw his brother was still asleep. wake her adek to eat. willa was awake and clean and worship first before going down to the dining room.

in the dining room is ready for various types of food.that night the ferdy mas cooks itself for him and especially for his food. with greedy willa eat this brother's cooking that is very rarely felt because even though it tastes good his brother rarely cook and once cooked then usually will be sinda and bagas adeknya will scramble food and it makes the father and his parents could only shake their heads to see the behavior of their children. while his brother will begin to be upset if his brother scrambles for food and then the food is taken again and make wills and bagas will put up as blank face as possible to seduce his brother to give the meal. now that there is no bagas, willa greedily devoured the food it makes ferdy mas just clucked wonder and confused how to reprimand the adek to eat slowly.