Forgive Me
Poetry Interlude from Chairil Anwar
it may depict this novel, some poetry that inspires me in everyday life.This interlude is only a moment of entertainment from me. In fact, maybe this is also part of my story, I use my own name as the main character but this main character picture is different from me. I use my name as the main character so as not to offend the picture of the main character I describe.
sorry if in some episodes there is a bit of poetry written by me, but the poem slightly describes the side of the character in this story. and I'm sorry if the story exaggerates a little more when there are such conditions, but this is the shadow that I describe.
actually, I was worried about this story, afraid I could improve the story and sometimes it might seem more. Try to pack this story as simple and short as possible
one problem is solved, it will be ready with the problem again arises.and there will be many choices in front of us, where all depends on what we choose later.
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...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...🍁 I Glazed 🍁...
...It's a face full of wounds...
...Who's got?...
...I heard roaring...
...In my heart...
...Is it just the wind?...
...Anyways...
...Floundering midnight blind...
...Ah..!!!...
...Everything thickens, everything thickens...
...Everything I don't know..!!!...
...Goodbye…!!...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...🌴 I 🌴...
...If it's my time...
...I want no one to seduce...
...Not even you...
...No need for that sedan...
...I'm a bitch...
...From his group of outcasts...
...Let the bullet go through my skin...
...I remained inflamed crashing...
...Wound and I can take him running...
...Runs...
...Until the poignant fairy disappeared...
...And I'd care less...
...I want to live another thousand years...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...⛄ Prayer ⛄...
...To the firm...
...My god...
...In termangu...
...I still say your name...
...Let's be really hard...
...Remembering you're full of whole...
...Mu Light holy heat...
...Remain candlelit in silent darkness...
...My god...
...I'm missing a crumbling form...
...My god...
...I travel in a foreign land...
...My god...
...At your door I can knock...
...I can't turn away...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...🐾 The Crashed and The Disconnected 🐾...
...The wind and darkness broke me...
...Shivering is also the space where she is who I want...
...Night more perasuk, jungle so semati tugu...
...In Karet, in Karet (my area y.a.d) until also the cold roar...
...I'll fix it in my room, in me if you come...
...And I can release a new story to you...
...But now only the hands are moving...
...My body was silent and alone, the stories and events unfolded...
...Slender...
...Add this waiting so suffocating...
...Grimacing strangling punda...
...Until all perish. It's nothin...
...Fetish air. Satan berpampik...
...This deserted continues to exist. And waiting...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...🐹 Forward 🐹...
...For you country...
...Providing fire...
...Extinct on top of snoring...
...Perish on top of being bullied...
...The new path has been reached...
...If life should be...
...Forward...
...Assaulting...
...Attack...
...Plunged...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...🍒 To Friends 🍒...
...Before death approaches and betrays...
...Clutching from behind when we don't see...
...As long as it still wavers in the chest of blood and taste...
...Not on duty disappointed and daunted yet...
...Don't forget it could suddenly be a six night...
...The fluttering red screen disappeared in the dark...
...Dude, let's decide now here...
...The thing that attracts us, also suffocates ourselves...
...So then...
...Fill the glass completely and empty it...
...Explore this world and turn it around...
...Cuddle a woman, leave it if seducing...
...Choose the wildest horse, race...
...Don't touch it day and night...
...And...
...Destroy again what you did...
...Lost sonder heirloom, sonder kin...
...Not asking for forgiveness for all sins...
...Not giving anyone away...
...So then...
...Let's decide once more...
...The event that attracts us, will feel lonely space...
...Again, guys, line up again...
...Put your sword upstream...
...On who irrigates the purity of honey..!!...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...🚣 Dusk in Small Port 🚣...
...This time no one is looking for love...
...Between the barn, the old house, on the story...
...Pole and theme...
...Boats, boats without sailing...
...Penetrating yourself in believing will cling...
...Drizzling accelerates dark...
...There was also an eagle flapping grimly...
...Swim running day to see the base of the will...
...Not moving and now the homeland sleeps lost the waves...
...None more. I'm alone....
...Walking combing the peninsula...
...Still stuffy hope...
...Once at the end...
...And farewell to the fourth beach...
...The final sedu can be closed...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...- A Room -...
...A window hands this room to the world...
...The moon that shines inwards wants to know more...
...There's been five living kids here, I'm one...
...My mother fell asleep in a sniffle...
...The prison crowd always...
...My own father is lying in bed...
...His eyes looked at the person crucified on the stone...
...Around the world suicide...
...I asked my mother and father again...
...Because they are beyond counting...
...Rooms like 3 x 4 are too narrow to blow a life...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...-my house -...
...My house from the nursery rhyme...
...I ran away from the yard wide gedong...
...I was lost not getting to walk...
...My camp was set up at dusk...
...In the morning fly out of nowhere...
...My house from the nursery rhyme...
...Here I dress and have children...
...It feels like a long time...
...But it came...
...I no longer take the afternoon...
...Let's say sweet honey...
...If you charge one...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...-White Pledge -...
...Lean on the rainbow color dance...
...You're in front of me in a silk twilight hood...
...In your black eyes are roses and jasmine...
...Smell your hair waving in a twitch...
...Sepi singing...
...The night of prayer arrived...
...Shouted the water face of the soul pool...
...And in my chest is a soul...
...And in my chest is singing a song...
...Interesting dance all over me...
...Living out of my life, the door opens...
...As long as your eyes look up to me...
...As long as you blood flows from the wound...
...Between us dead come not split...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...- Not Equivalent -...
...I'm kira...
...This is how it will be...
...You're married, you're having children and you're happy...
...I was wandering like Ahasveros...
...Cussed Eros...
...I'm stringing the blind wall...
...Neither door was open...
...So good we are also to...
...This fire...
...Because you're nothing...
...I'm trapped in order...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...-My love is Far away on the Island...
...My love is far away on the island,...
...Sweet girl, now a prank of her own...
...Boats fly, moons fly...
...On my neck I put ole-ole for my girlfriend...
...The wind helps, the sea is bright but felt...
...I won't get to him...
...In the calm water, in the wind...
...In the final feeling everything goes...
...Take the throne, saying:...
...“show the boat to my lap only,”...
...Amboys! The road has been years!...
...The boat together is tidying up!...
...Why do you call first...
...Before you can embrace my love!...
...My sweet is far away on the island,...
...If I do, he dies by himself...
...-Love and Hate -...
...I never understood...
...A lot of people hate and love...
...In one breath...
...But now I know...
...Love and hate are brothers...
...Who fooled us, separated us...
...Now I know that...
...Love must be ready to feel pain...
...Love must be ready to lose...
...Love must be ready to hurt...
...Love must be ready to hate...
...Because it is only love that truly allows us...
...To regulate all emotions in the feelings...
...Every emotion falls...
...Now I know...
...Implications of love...
...Love does not come from the heart...
...Love comes from the soul...
...And basic human substances...
...Yeah, I'm glad I loved...
...Because in doing so I feel alive...
...And no one can take him away from me...
...- Goodbye -...
...It's a face full of wounds...
...Who's got?...
...I heard roaring...
...In my heart...
...Is it just the wind?...
...Anyways...
...Floundering midnight blind...
...Ah..!!!...
...Everything is thickened, everything is thickened;...
...Everything I don't know..!!...
...Goodbye..!!...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...- Derai - Cemara Ranges -...
...Cemara scattered far away...
...It feels like it's going to be night...
...There are a few branches in the window...
...Hit by the wind...
...I can hold it now...
...How long is it not a child anymore...
...But there used to be a material...
...Which is not the basis of the present calculation...
...Life only delays defeat...
...Add estranged from low school love...
...And you know, something remains unspoken...
...Before we finally give up...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...-My friend and I -...
...We're the same late walkers...
...Through fog...
...Rain is pouring out...
...The ships in port...
...My blood thickens....
...I spilled a pedat...
...Who's saying…?...
...My friend is just a frame...
...Because dera is draining energy...
...He asked what time?...
...It's late...
...Lost in all meaning...
...And movement has no meaning...
...- z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z - z...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...Love is Simple...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...Sorry it's a Drug of Misunderstanding...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...Thank You for the Encouragement of Something...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...
...🌿M🌿A🌿A🌿F🌿K🌿A🌿N🌿 🌿A🌿K🌿U🌿...
...🌿T🌿E🌿R🌿I🌿M🌿A🌿 🌿K🌿S🌿I🌿H🌿...
...🌿A🌿T🌿A🌿S🌿...
...🌿K🌿E🌿N🌿A🌿N🌿G🌿A🌿N🌿 🌿I🌿N🌿...
...l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l...