Fosessive Brothers

Fosessive Brothers
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...Happy reading...


"Gue is very nice Se, I finally got to meet Silvi!" Cahya said a scene. Sean responded with a smile. Is that how happy Cahya is to meet her son?


"Meet you?" sean asked, only to respond to the enthusiasm of his friend.


"Udah donggg's. In the past, when I asked you to eat a mall together but said lo Silvi entered the hospital, well the afternoon I met them on the road. Walk again. Why don't you pick it up?"


Sean exhaled slowly, he played the knife he had in his hand, but had no intention of eating the steak he had cut. Emm, it just so happens that the two of them are having lunch together. Cahya who insisted on speaking.


"Those who don't want to be picked up."


Cahya nodded, eating her food with vigor, not caring about the change in her friend's expression at all.


"Oh yes Se,"


"What?"


"How come... Rendi same Silvi fits too."


Sean's laughter broke right then and there. He was not stupid to know what his friend meant. "Don't tell me..."


"Yeah, you're real. I want to fool them both,"


"Well, Cah...lo lives in what age? It was still an age of play-match," Sean laughed as he said it.


"In fact, from them small I also want to fool them. But you know I have to live in Singapore for a few years. And now finally meet again, and I want to keep my noble plan."


Sean didn't think to Cahya when they were kids? Sure enough, when his children were young, all Sean thought about was how they could live happily without any flaws. But Cahya? That person was instead planning a ridiculous matchmaking that made no sense.


"The richness of Rendi may also be," still with laughter, Sean replied. Just playing, but of course Cahya thinks it's a green light.


"May what? My son is sinter, kind, handsome, polite, kind and not arrogant anyway. Less what else try?"


It felt like every time he was with Cahya, Sean always wanted to laugh. The man who was older than him for a few months was always able to melt the atmosphere. Ah, it seems like she is very lucky to have a friend like Cahya.


"Whatever," lazy Sean. He did not want to hear his friend praise his own son. Yes, although what Cahya mentioned earlier is true. The joint is like a complete package.


"A green light?" ask Cahya enthusiastically.


"Yeah.It's up to you, yeah," resigned Sean.


"Okay, let me teach Rendi to make it to Silvia."


Sean said it wasn't if Cahya always made him laugh, this time the porcelain-white man laughed. This one is different from the others.


"What really lo, when others teach their children to be pinter, you even teach your children to make pdkt. Ckck the former playboy."


"Not to be taught, nor is he sinter," proud Cahya.


Sean remained silent. Right, Rendi is smart, fine, calm. People don't seem to fit in with his daughter. Her daughter Silvia had too many flaws for a man as perfect as Rendi. Sean hated his brain, which kept thinking about the worst possible Silvia. He wanted to convince himself that his daughter would be cured, but his brain could not be compromised.


"Wait a minute, less than two months, Rendi and Silvi must have been off-."


"Cahya," San called, causing the man to not continue his words.


"Why?"


"Gue doesn't know you're just messing around or being serious about i-"


"Gue seriously Se," interrupted Cahya quickly.


Sean nodded, "Lo's color is serious, so it's better if this is not done again."


Cahya's round eyes became more rounded, the effect of surprise because of Sean's words just now. What the hell is this? Why is Seam talking like that? Though he himself agreed to his proposal, then why now


"Why?"


"Gue didn't want Rendi to be stuck with Silvi," Sean knocked the knife in his hand on the plate.


"Sean!"


"Silvi who you know first the same you know now is different Cah."


A different? Whatdoes thatmean? Why doesn't Cahya understand?


Suddenly, Cahya's memories revolve around the incident where she meets Silvia and the twins on the road. She felt Silvia was indeed different from the Silvia she knew back then. But, he thought the difference was because his friend's only daughter had forgotten about him. But it doesn't seem like it's because of that.


"You mean?"


"Silvia different Cah. He's different, "believe me, it takes super-great courage to reveal it all. No parent wants their child to be different, including Sean.


"Which different?"


"Gue sure, when you meet Silvi, he is rich in fear, right?"


The fear? Cahya twisted her memories. Indeed, Silvia looked extremely frightened upon seeing it.


"Kok... you know?"


Sean chuckled softly. Nothing funny, but he was hiding his sadness.


5 Minutes passed, but Sean did not open his mouth. The man is silent. Staring at the plate containing the steak with a blank look, his hand from earlier unceasingly tapped the knife on the plate, making a small clank sound.


"Sean!" call Cahya furious. He doesn't like to be ignored, but Sean ignores him. "Lo has to tell me everything is the same. Everything I don't know. Everything I've been through while I'm in Singapore."


Sean did not respond.


"Sean! You're all right?" Cahya got down from her chair, walked over to her friend who continued to be silent. He's worried. Worried something happened to his friend.


"Gue failed Cah. I failed to be a good parent to my kids" after a long silence, Sean finally spoke.


"Sean-"


"Gue failed Cah," the heavy voice grew increasingly raucous, yet not a single tear descended from his eye sockets.


"Lo's not all right Se. We're going home"


Sean blocks Cahya's arm when the stark-eared man will sweep her out of the restaurant.


"Lo want to know, don't you? You want to know everything, right? I'm telling you now."


Cahga sat back in his chair. He stared fixedly, waiting for the father of three to tell a story.


"Dilvia is sick," Sean begins the story.


"From the beginning he was born he was sick."


Cahya just listened, did not want to cut Sean's story.


"He was born prematurely. Born prematurely, it allows the baby to have several diseases. There are babies who, although born prematurely, do not have the disease, but Silvi is one of the unlucky babies. He's got a heart condition."


"The color of the disease, he sometimes shortness of breath, easy cape, the movement is also limited. Silvi who you know as a child is not well it looks rich. From the outside he likes to laugh, but if again alone at home he is often crying, crying because of the pain."


Sean sighed deeply, trying not to let out his cries.


"New bags a few days into Kindergarten, I'm late to pick him up. When I went to school, he was not there. And when I look down the street, there's a real race. I was worried right there. There's a guy who's been hit, bloody." Sean hung up his sentence again.


"The boy's armpit."


Cahya breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, the one who was hit was not Silvia.


"Gue was relieved, it turns out my fear did not happen. It wasn't Silvia who had the accident. But, I want to go back to Kindergarten again, I see there are some people who run to the side of the road. I went there too, and Silvia was there. Again on someone else's back while crying loudly. His elbow was injured. His face was also heavily injured."


"To... napa? W-the one who got hit was someone else? Why is silvia injured?" after a long silence, Cahya finally spoke.


"She was terrified of blood. I don't know for sure. But maybe, his intention was to go all the way from there, but his small body made others bump into him. He fell down, even people say, he's been teased by others a few times."


Cahya's eyes are breaking. Sure..it hurts a lot. For the size of adults, especially Silvia who was 5 years old at the time.


"The color of the incident, Silvi became afraid to see others. He doesn't want to see anyone but his family. And. I mutusin to hide him in the house. Because I think the world is too dangerous for Silvi."


"It's just about that-"


"It's not just about that, Cah. Silvi's sick. He's got heart failure now. So Cah, I want you to stop that silly idea of lo. Rendi deserves better than Silvi. I don't want him stuck with my sick son. Enough me, enough I am the same Ran Nan who already loves him. Rendi don't, because it can only make her sick later."


Sean doesn't want to be selfish. He does not want Rendi to love Silvi, because maybe, later there will only be pain if Silvi cannot survive. There will only be an impending heartache and it will be difficult to get rid of. Enough he and his two sons who loved Silvia too much, no one else could.


Sean hates his brain, and he hates his mind, and Sean hates his mouth, which keeps telling him his daughter can't heal. Her heart, soul, body kept telling her to think positively, thinking that Silvia would be healed, but it was difficult. His brain and mouth betrayed him. His brain and mouth were not in line with his heart.


"Gue. I'm gonna keep fooling Rendi with Silvi."


Sean looked up, staring at Cahya not understanding.


"Lo selfish Cah. You don't think about your own child's happiness."


"And what do you think of your child's feelings? As a parent you should be able to give encouragement to your child. But what are you doing? You even forbid others to love your child!"


"Gue just doesn't want Rendi to hurt Cah. You know what it's like to be left behind by the people we love. How the pain comes in every second, how the longing is present without excuse. You know what that feels like. And stupidly you want your child to do the same thing rich lo? Lo's selfish!"


"Gue.. sure Silvia will be cured."


...***...


"Angin' back!!"


"Gamau, gamauuu weee."


"If you want to take it there yourself, don't take it with someone else!!"


"Ngapain must cape cape if there is already an instant in sight."


"Nandika!!"


"Eh, speaking!! Sis, the dickhead said it wasn't in the filter!"


"Bodo!! Back here!!"


"Take the bold."


Silvia took a swing to chase after her second sister. He ran as fast as he could. While Nan continued to stay away from his sister's pursuit.


The teenager with a sun-warm smile that morning raised his right hand, showing a bottle of yakult that he had just stolen from his sister, intending to heat up.


"Ugh," Silvia complained. He stopped running. His hands were squeezing his left chest which suddenly hurt. His breathing began to cramp. He felt the oxygen supply around him was starting to thin.


"God!!" a similar scream but coming from a different mouth was echoing in the living room.


Sean, Ran and Nan are upset. They panicked when they saw Wonyoung in pain.


"Ambiline is the same medicine to drink for adek!!" tell Sean to his two sons.


The twins did their father's orders immediately. Nan is taking a drink, and Ran is taking the medicine.


The frail body almost fell if Sean did not quickly catch it. He held his daughter's head. Making her thigh as a cushion for Silvi, and continue to say a sedative word to her third child.


Before long, Ran and Nan came. Sean quickly took the medicine from his first-hand, then helped his daughter to take it.


Slowly, Silvia's breathing began to reorganize. He smiled weakly at his father and his two brothers. His heart was again covered in unpleasant feelings when again he was troublesome and made his family worried. He feels guilty. During his life, he never made anything proud, because all he did was troublesome.


That big hand stroked that pale smooth cheek. "Don't smile. Don't smile if you're not happy anymore. Daddy doesn't like to see you cry, but squirming you cry better than squirming you smile because you are forced, smile because you want to negesin to others if you are okay. You don't have to admit that, baby. You are free to express. You can cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh. No need to cover anything from daddy. Daddy wants you to be yourself."


Silvia's cries broke. The defense he had been building had already collapsed. He cried, expressing all the feelings that he had been alone.


Just like Silvia, the fortress that Sean had built was destroyed. She cried, expressing her current mood. That's enough, Sean can't keep holding everything. He was just an ordinary human being who could feel pain when he saw his son cry.


The reason all this time always held back crying was because he wanted to look tough in front of his children, but now Sean could not look tough anymore. He's tired, tired of all this.


"Sorry," Nan lowered her head, with tears also dripping from her eyes. She cried. Crying because you feel sad and guilty. She was the cause of Silvia being like this, so she had to dare to admit her mistake.


Sean wiped his tears rough. He stared at Nan intensely. He wanted to deny it, but for the second time, Nan almost killed Silvia.


"Don't be angry with your brother. I was wrong."


Nan gnawing. Did Silvia just defend her? Blaming himself so that their father wouldn't scold him?


"No dad. It's my fault. I should be wrong."


"I'm the oldest here, I should be more able to keep my sisters. So, I'm wrong."


Sean smiled. It was undeniable that he felt so happy. His kids are so compact. They beat themselves up just to protect another brother. It's amazing, considering they rarely get along like this.


"There's nothing wrong," he said. "wrong daddy color," his inner self. "daddy needs a hug."


A second later, Sean felt his body crashing to the floor as his three children hit his body hard. They cry together. To shed the tears that had been held.


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The one about the disease, I found it on google. If I'm wrong, correct:)