
Ndi Brother
The deck?
^^^Yes, brother?^^^
Not sleeping?
This is malem
^^^Not yet hehe^^^
Wh why?
^^^ I don't know also^^
Yaudah, I'm a temenin, I,
huh uh?
^^^Eh, no need, ^^^
^^^Kak Ndi sleeps only^^^
Can't sleep if you haven't slept:)
Silvia shook her head. Really, he still couldn't believe that a Rendi could 'combal' like this. And unfortunately, his heart always beats fast when Rendi gives him a change like that.
Do not be surprised, the relationship between the two of them has indeed progressed quite rapidly since Rendi asked permission to contact him when she was a scout first.
Ndi Brother
The deck?
How's diem?
You slept, huh?
^^^Eh, not yet kok^^^
How was diem?
^^^No papa hehe^^
Still can't sleep?
^^^^^^^
^^^Read^^
Just in read, because Silvia saw no signs if Rendi would type a reply. But, he tried to think positively, maybe the man had slept. Considering it's 22:35 p.m.
However, it turns out that his guess was wrong. Because a second later, Rendi called him, made him sit down from his sleep, then cleared his throat for a while, before picking up the phone.
"H-hello?" nervousness.
"Old kok? I thought you were going to sleep."
"Not brother."
Silence, no one speaks. They shut each other up. Too confused to find a topic.
"Dad?"
"I-yes sister?"
"You want to see no?"
"Huh? Don't want to." refuse Silvia.
Across the street, Rendi laughed. Just hearing Silvia's voice alone had already made her guess, how the girl's current expression was. Must be very funny.
"Why?"
"Shame." great-granddaughter Silvia.
"Cock shy? Rich new to know."
"No need whatsoever."
"Judah, the prince is afraid."
Silvia grunts amusedly. Inexhaustible with the words of Rendi just now. "So, since when did Brother Ndi become rich bang Nan?"
"Emm..." Rendi muttered, like she was thinking. But Silvia knew that the man was only pretending. He smiled, because he thought Rendi was very funny with his behavior like this. "since I love you."
The smile slowly faded, replaced with a stark surprised expression on her beautiful face.
"Dad?"
"Eh, is it brother?"
"A lot of feelings? What else to think? Think of me?"
Trying to get rid of the discomfort he had felt, Silvia also tried to act ordinary.
"Yeuuu, brother Ndi mah pd. Now my sister is just as rich as Nan. Likes to make sprains, inns want to nimpuk."
Rendi laughed, "ngangenin times ah."
"Not hit? Not a hit, huh?"
"Near far my dear."
The darling? Why is his heart beating so fast? Why did she not know that Silvia was hoping for more? Is Rendi joking? if it is, then it is not funny, because he is carried away.
"Astagfirullah dekkk, I swear yes, diem-diem mulu from earlier." protested Rendi.
"Hehe."
"Btw, that was serious on deck."
"Huh? Which one?"
"I love you."
"Yeuuu, not funny know. It's sleeping."
"Who else is funny? My man is serious."
Can Silvia hope for more? Please don't curse him. Because it's natural not if he puts more feelings on Rendi? The man was so good to her. A man who was always there for her besides her family. The man who filled his days these days. And the man that Silvia was unaware of had filled the empty space in her heart.
What's selfish if he loves Rendi? Loving someone who is too perfect for someone who has many flaws.
Love comes unexpectedly. Without him noticing. And without him asking. As time went on, she felt comfortable with Rendi, and without her noticing, she put a taste in the man.
But he realized he didn't deserve it. Even if Rendi was serious, then she still could not repay that love. He was just afraid of Rendi getting hurt by it, getting sick from it, and Silvia didn't want that to happen.
Silvia realized, people do not seem to deserve to fall in love, because it will only hurt her partner. Even though he is the same. Same with Randy. He loves Randy. But he could not accept his love.
"You want to be my girlfriend, don't you?" lightly Rendi.
Silvia almost choked on her own saliva upon hearing that.
"So, I keep joking around."
"Serious deck. I swear."
"Masaaa?"
"Heem. So, no, no, no?"
The girl was silent. Confused what to answer. On the one hand, he wanted to answer yes, because he could not deny if he already liked Rendi. But on the other hand, he did not want to make Rendi stuck with people like him.
"You don't want to answer right now. But I'm still waiting for an answer from you."
"Dec, sleep, yeah. It's a shame," Rendi spoke again when Silvia was silent. "Do you want me to sleep?" tanyakanya.
"Eh, no need. It's gonna go to sleep."
"Okay, sleep well. Dream of me yes. And, don't forget to give me."
"Sleep brother Ndi don't fight mulu."
"Ahaha yes. Matiin gih."
After saying goodbye to each other. Silvia turned off their phone. Then he started laying himself on the bed. It seems like tonight he can't sleep well.
...***...
The next morning, when she opened the phone, Silvia was greeted by a good morning greeting from Rendi.
Ndi Brother
Morning deck
Do you want me to be your girlfriend?
A smile rose from his lips. Not wanting to waste time, Silvia also replied to a chat from Rendi.
Ndi Brother
^^^For Ndi kak^^^
It didn't take long for Rendi to reply to the chat from him.
Ndi Brother
Do you want to be my girlfriend?
I'm waiting for the deck:)
Really, how did Silvia get back at this? He wants to accept but he can't. But, if he refused, he didn't know how.
Being preoccupied with his thoughts, his phone suddenly rang. Turns out Rendi made a video call to him.
Silvia tidied her hair, then looked at her reflection in the mirror. I don't know why he did it, he doesn't know either.
He was immediately greeted by a sweet smile of a Rendi when he raised the video call.
"Dad?"
"Yes?"
"Agoic if I want you to answer me?"
Silvia silence.
"Agoic if I wish you'd accepted me?"
"DELREKK!! SPICK BREAKFAST!! IT HAS NOT COME DOWN YET!!"
Silvia hid her phone. She nervously looked up at her second sister who was standing looking at her in the doorway, afraid that she might be caught making a video call with a boy.
"L-yes, hang on again."
"Don't be long!!"
"Yes, it's there!"
The girl sighed as Nan had already walked out of her room. He pulled out his phone again.
"sister Ndi—"
"Is that hard to explain?" cut Rendi.
"kasih—"
"I want you to answer now."
"Yes nan—"
"Dek—"
"I can't."
The words just came out of his mouth.
Please don't blame him. Rendi continued to urge him until the sentence just slid from her mouth. Initially, he wanted to consider it first, but Rendi gave him no other choice but to refuse.
...***...