
"GIRIN BEGO!!"
"LO WHO'S GONE, HIS PEOPLE ARE STILL WIDE, KOK!"
"YES BUT—"
"WHISPER YOU!!"
"It looks like it's in the dalem rame, huh?"
Susy slightly raised her head inside the house, making Silvia scratch her head in confusion.
"Eh, i-iya, about." she replied.
"ADDIK!! SPICKLE IT!!"
"DON'T YELL, NAN!"
"What's up?" ask Susy.
"Eh, it—"
"It seems like an excess of money huh, tente? Sampe-sampe often nganterin food here."
Silvia was startled when suddenly Ran appeared behind her. While Susy looked down embarrassed because of the visitation of Sean's eldest son.
"That's... Just making food. If the diabisin itself will not be abis, so aunty anterin here only." the reason.
"The neighbors are still many, how come here continue?"
An Ran's elbow gets from the sister. According to Silvia, her first brother was already outrageous.
Because he did not answer, Ran also pulled Silvia into. "already want to malem, aunt. Better to just go home." drive it smooth.
"Sister!" silvia protest, but not ignored by Ran.
After closing the door, the two brothers walked up to Sean who was sitting on the sofa while focusing on the laptop in front of him, as well as Nan who was sitting down at Sean's feet while playing his phone.
"Dad?" call Silvia.
Sean removed the clear glasses that were stuck to his nose, then kept them on the table.
"You want to be convinced?" he asked for opinions from all his children.
"Ora take care of it." Nan commented.
"Same brother?" ask again.
Silvia shrugged her shoulders, while Ran shook her head.
Silently for a moment, Sean tried to make the most appropriate decision.
"What about aunt?"
"Ora take care of."
"Whispering ah." as bad as Sean.
"Yaudah, I love you to auntie, but she hasn't come home yet" Silvia said, heading to the kitchen.
It was not until five minutes later that Silvia rejoined her family. The girl forced to go into the arms of her second brother, until Nan snorted because her activities playing the game were disrupted.
"Do you have any ideas?" ask Sean.
"What idea?"
"Make that one."
Nan glanced, "ohh, wife-to-be?"
"Jan ngadi-ngadi, yes, Nan." reprimanded Ran.
"Loh, it's aunt Susy who likes daddy."
"Emang daddy likes the same about Susy?"
"No." It wasn't Nan who answered, it was Sean. The father of three children shook his head firmly. "No and never."
"Emang daddy doesn't want to get married again, what?" asked Ran, be careful. Not wanting to offend his father.
Once again, Sean shook his head in response. "no. Daddy wants to focus on rejoicing you first."
Life widowed for a dozen years did not make Sean want to have a wife. Because to him, his children were the most important thing in his life. The happiness of the three of them above all else. He was willing to do anything for his daughter's son, including sacrificing his own happiness.
After all, Sean did not want anyone to take Yani's place in his heart. Yani is the only woman he loves, and will forever be like that, not going to change in the slightest.
"But... Daddy should also think of daddy's happiness. We are happy."
"What do you want to have a new mother?"
"As long as daddy's happy, why not?"
Nan and Silvia nodded in agreement.
All this time, they have been quite happy even without the presence of a mother. But they also can not deny if it is possible that the father needs a companion alive.
Although heavy, but they must be sincere if one day his father asks to get married. It feels selfish if they forbid.
However, it's just that, the twins and Silvia are still not ready if later on Sean's affection and focus on them will be divided if he already has a wife.
It's natural, isn't it? Usually, that's a child's concern if it will have a new family member.
"But daddy's happiness, it's with you."
Nan wrapped her hands around Silvia's back, rubbing her slowly. "dad, if that daddy worried it was us who would ngelarang daddy for marriage again, daddy wrong. Bener said, brother Ran, as long as daddy is happy, why not?"
"Good daddy, happy we are too." added Silvia.
Gaining such permission, did not make Sean change his mind. He still wants to educate his children well and properly. Because all this time he felt to be a very bad parent for his three children.
Also, Sean is a three-daughter widower, he certainly wouldn't just believe in anyone else. He was only afraid that his wife would not be able to love his children.
"Thank you for the permission, but daddy won't."
"That's a daddy decision, we can't do anything anymore." Ran flicked his shoulders. "but, if one day daddy changes his mind, say yes. We'll keep supporting daddy."
Sean nodded. Although sometimes annoying, but his son can also behave like this mature.
"Dad?"
Silvia's call managed to make the silent atmosphere break instantly.
"Why, deck?"
Jemari Silvia made an abstract gesture on Nan's chest. "According to daddy, mommy's how rich is she?" suddenly tanyanya.
The three men who were there were naturally shocked. Not usually the topic of Yani is raised to the surface.
Sean was still smiling. While Ran and Nan put his ears well.
"Mommy that... Good guy, beautiful again. Her... The most patient man daddy ever knew."
As he said so, Yani's shadow flashed through his mind. How was his second life before his children were born. How hate speech always comes out of his mouth every day, also how the cry of the woman comes out because of her actions.
His life was not easy. There is no love even though their status has become husband and wife. Sean still remembers very well, the one night incident that he always considered a mistake was successful in making two creatures grow in Yani's womb. Because it is also a cold and arbitrary attitude to the woman so slightly softened until finally love just grows between the two.
When love has grown, when good relationships have been established, when life feels perfect because her twin son has been born then a few months later she gets the news that Yani is pregnant with her third child, and she is pregnant with her third child, but bad news made his world collapse.
The little princess who had been highly anticipated presence was indeed born safely despite being born prematurely, but.
It seemed, Sean had only briefly tasted happiness, but the source of his happiness left just like that, leaving himself with his three young children. Sean knows that life is not always happy. Life revolves around pleasure and sadness. Between joy and sorrow. Between crying and laughter. But—
"Daddy... It must be a pity to be mommy."
Sean glanced at Nan at a glance, then smiled wistfully.
"Rubber."
Silvia let go of her embrace of Nan and approached her father and hugged his large body.
"We love daddy, too."
Nan hugged her brother and father.
"Daddy is not alone, we will always be there for daddy."
The elder also joined. "that is the real meaning of family, to love and strength each other."
This is the reason for holding on when his love has gone, because there are three little angels who need it. The three little angels that made him survive until now. Three little angels were the reason to stay alive.
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