
"busk..bukk......."
Yuda Argantara, being in a difficult choice at the moment, chose to let go but he felt pain, or let go but hurt anyway.
He has a choice of keeping Della in his life but at the risk of seeing unparalleled pain later, or letting go but he must be ready to see a lover or can be said to be his ex along with others. No he is not stupid, he even knows that currently Della and Bian are involved in an arranged marriage but have not yet got a two-party agreement.
"Sorry, Del, I love Lo, but the same I'd be more hurtful to Lo". Monologue of Judah .
After Della's departure, he also chose to go to find a place to find comfort to vent all the emotions that are held back. Seeing Della crying, she wanted to come closer and hug her ex-boyfriend.
If you ask her if she still loves Della?, she replies, even the last breath of shampoo, regardless of what happens today she just wants the best for Della. Judah could never have if his illness would have been eating away at his body, and in the end he would have left Della and another friend.
"It must not be Jud". it was Verel's voice that came out of nowhere. It is heartless to see a friend who has always looked strong and also still stands strong despite being hit by problems. Now it must be fragile, coupled with the rumors circulating today.
"So much so, I have to involve him in this endless problem, or maybe make him destroyed later, REPLIED THE DOG, I MUST GIMANA". Verel was silent without a wiggle. He was confused how to behave. On the one hand he did not want Judah destroyed, but on the other hand he also did not want Della destroyed in the future.
"No Jud, but don't you think that Della will eventually find out at the end, and she will be as ruined as what?". Verel asked, he only wants the best for the two people who are important in this life.
"Lo doesn't understand, so don't talk to me, and I just want to say that I'm out of Tiger's gang". Either Yuda is aware of what he just said, but surely from now on his life will definitely change.
Let go of the lover, and now also release the person who has been with him for more than three years. But for now, that's all he can do, regardless of what will happen, the point is that he has good intentions.
"Lo is selfish you know, Lo just think of yourself, without knowing what other people are currently feeling." Breaking down the emotions that were previously held by Verel. Hearing the words of Yuda who increasingly mengaco, he knew what his best friend is currently facing is not easy, but in spite of all that is there is no other way.
"Yes I know, what do you want?".Yuda's challenge is getting closer to Verel. Their distance is now only a few steps away. Yuda could see if the current Verel was staring warily at him.
"Lo want what?".
"Nobody, just want to say don't get too involved in people's business". Low Yuda speech. He then walked over by smashing his shoulder at Verel violently. He could see that Verel was growling with anger at him.
"Lo is selfish you know, I hope Lo is happy ya". cried Verel when he turned around when it was felt Yuda had not gone too far.
Meanwhile, Bian and Della are in the shade, and quite pampering the eyes, after their venting event ended, Bian invites Della to a place that is said to be a secret place of a Bian Wijaya. The hill. Yes, at this time they are on the hill, with a fairly wide stretch of forest, plus the day has now begun to afternoon, dusk has now risen, showing its beauty even for a while.
In fact happy is simple yes, just by looking at the twilight that rises shows the beauty of calming the heart and also spoiling the eyes of the beholder. It is true that before we love others, it is better to love ourselves first, Della so remembered one of the quotes from a leader of a famous group from the ginseng country that is popular today, namely Kim Namjoon from BTS, if not mistaken, he said.
"Life is supposed to be very ironic and unstable, and in our teens and twenties, we seem to constantly doubt ourselves. Sometimes we want to live, sometimes we want to die. It changes from day to day, or even hour to hour. So music and artists for healing is sort of a big slogan including all the slogans we have. We want to talk about what is in it and we want to help our friends in the world.”
It is true not if now even in a matter of minutes something can happen, then what to fear.
"Where is it quieter, right?". Bian asked looking at Della's face that was being covered, it seemed like this girl was enjoying the wind that blew.
"Lumayan thanks Bi, and about the thing that I apologized last night"., said Della considering the recent events between them.
"Look down Dell, remember who you are".
Sahut Bian lightly. He pulled Della's body into his arms, making Della feel the comfort she always got from Bian during this hug from the figure of a brother that he did not get from Aksa.
"Gue is lucky to know you all, and hopefully you are not affected by the same rumors that are circulating".
Staring at Bian with a look of admiration, Della felt that later people who managed to become the lover of a Bian are very lucky, already good looking, good account, and also good attitude, apal again try less. But as usual if nothing is perfect, as well as a Bian, Della just doesn't know if Bian keeps a lot of secrets, and of course another soul in him.
"Whoever gets you, she'll be the luckiest girl.
"Including you?", asked Bian looking at Della with a hard to interpret look.
"Yes including me, Bi, In the next life I want to be your owner". Della doesn't realize that her words just made Bian hopeful.
"Even in this life you remain my owner Dell", Bian's inner self looked at Della deeply. He just made sure if he really needs to fight, and the answer that just came out of Della's mouth can he mean, if indeed he really must be the owner of this girl, be it first, then, Now, or later.