FREDELLA STORIES
LOSE BACK
Yuda Argantara now lives a memory, he has gone to leave loved ones, he has returned to the place where every human being should return to the place called the real home.
Argantara's usual residence was quiet, at this time turned so crowded, but not because of happiness but the house was filled with sobs, sobbing, and the most heartbreaking is the cry of a mother whose baby was left behind.
Lusi Argantara roared at the edge of the coffin belonging to his eldest son, he lamented everything he had done, and god seemed to be punishing him.
"Arga wakes up mama apologizes, let's get up don't stay in mama".
Lusi looked at his son's face, he was so tormented, tormented by all the behavior he did before, why he was so desperate to waste Judah, why he was so bigituh to abandon this child.
"Yud, wake up son, you want mama masakin sakin, he said you also want to sleep with mama, come on later mama promise will take your rapot, nemanin when you race or nemanin you learn, come on, or whatever it is, as long as you get up come on".
Lusi said so softly, making anyone who heard him feel so bitter, or maybe pity the fate of this child, just imagine what suffering he had gone through.
"Yud, I didn't expect Lo to leave so soon, it felt like a dream, just yesterday we met, a quiet one there Yud, thanks for the valuable lessons Lo love so far".
Verel spoke right next to Yuda's ears, his eyes unable to help but cry, he was sad and perhaps angry, why does he not know if friends or people he already considers this family struggle so hard, while he can not accompany.
When he heard the news that Judah was gone, he laughed so loudly, then was angry at the newsmaster, because he did not like anyone joking so badly, he said, but after getting a valid info he immediately fell and ended up like a fool, his body felt weak, and his mind was immediately empty.
Even from the time he reached the funeral home, all he did was daydream at the passing people, Verel felt like a fool in this place, while trying to approach the stiff-bristled Judah, he was not strong and immediately ran towards the bathroom, spilling all the tightness in the chest, he hit his chest hoping the tightness disappeared, but why the passing memories, add to the tightness.
"Arghhhhh, why should this be so fast god, why should people be as good as him".
Verel pilu.
At around 14:45 the eater was done, many people who came to take Yuda to his final resting place, Tiger's children were present, they wanted to pay their last respects to their chairman. Who would have thought a man as great and as good as Judah went first to the Khalik.
"Yuda Argantara Bin Argantara"
The new tombstone that signifies this is where Judah is at this time, the mourners have started to return to their respective homes, leaving both of Judah's parents, Verel and also Tiger members.
"Tante om we say yes, and make a quiet Yuda bang there ya bang, now the suffering has ended there is no more physical or mental pain, no more physical pain, we will definitely remember Brother as the one who has always been the backstop for Tiger, Brother will be remembered in our hearts forever".
"Yud I say yes, according to my promise , now my job adds one right, that is Della mastiin with others, I used to think Lo's words were just jokes Yud, Yud, but today I realize it's all a sign from Lo, I promise I will take care of him wholeheartedly, Lo know he was hit hard, even until now he has not been aware of his stings, he said, when he realized later I did not know where he wanted to go to Jud, but just as quiet as the way time will all be good, Lo who was calm there I said, later I stopped by again".
Verel left with a wound in his heart, and do not forget the new responsibilities he bears.
"I go first".
Arga also went away from there, being longer near the tomb Yuda increasingly makes his chest tight, he seemed to know how failed he was, he was, he was incompetent and not worthy of being called a father.
"Yes, good here, Yud mama really did not expect you to leave so soon, but obviously mama apologized for failing to be a mother for you, mama also apologized for all the suffering and you've been through this."
Lusi kissed his son's tombstone, leaving Judah, along with the regrets that were so deep in his heart, the regrets that he would carry until he closed the age.
Judah is impressed because it is so strong, I know it feels like being in a family that does not consider us, I also know how painful it is when all the efforts we do are invisible to them, he said, and even more how envious we are to see others living in harmony with their families. Thank you for teaching to stay strong when the storm hits, when no one cares about you standing strong, and thank you for all the memories you have given, he said, your name will be so eternal in our story of life.
Della wakes up from her stupor, she assesses the room she currently uses, the distinctive smell of Yuda is so clear, it is certain that this room belongs to Yuda. Della smiled feeling that everything she had just experienced was just a momentary dream.
Della walks over to Yuda's study table, there still a neatly attached portrait of the two of them. How happy they used to be, Della then turned to the table again, she frowned when she found a letter, and there it was clearly written for her. Ahh Yuda why is it so sweet.
Picking up the letter before being discovered by Yuda, Della goes downstairs to look for Judah's whereabouts, but what she encounters is a person she doesn't know in black.
"Sorry why are you guys wearing black?, and how come anyway?, there's an event I don't know?"
One of the mothers looked at Della with grief, she approached and hugged Della tightly, knowing that this girl was the lover of the person who had just been buried.
"Patience, son, I know it's not easy, but you have to be sincere, and Yuda is calm there".
Said the mother, who was none other than the person who also worked in this house.
"Hahahh joking mom is not funny, I don't like it". Della said cynically.