
Psychopath Love - Melly (second part )
I'm Mellynawati. I have always considered myself to be the most perfect at everything. My family is rich, whatever I want I can't possibly get. My parents have always spoiled me, obeying all my will. There is nothing I cannot achieve in this life. But the one that made me a cripple, not mentally, physically or anything, but, love.
Until I reached head 3, I had not found a lover or husband. And I have everything: beauty, beauty, body, possessions and so on. Of the many people of Adam, they often make me a tool. Do you know how a woman feels when she gets treated like that ? They only want my body or my treasure, not me completely.
Until I met Jackie. He was so handsome, humorous, attentive and every word that came out of his red lips made me comfortable, happy and I felt so happy when he was by my side. Did you know, almost my picture and Jackie to decorate the walls of my room, no gap in the slightest.
"If you love her, tell her how you feel. Don't fill your bedroom with your pictures" that's what my mom always advises.
Sometimes there is a desire to express my feelings to her, there are many opportunities for that, but Jackie always avoids. Until I became desperate.
"Maybe Jackie's mood was upset. Try to talk to her again" Rita said one day.
Well, I really like to collect tabloids macho and handsome men, his face replaced with Jackie's face. In addition to the tabloids, I also collect things that may be disgusting, especially to the Eve. I used it as an outlet for my hidden desires on Jackie. Worse still, when a male friend becomes my lover, I think of him as Jackie. That's what broke up our relationship in such a short time. I can't love anyone but Jackie. Wherever my friends take me abroad, as long as Jackie comes along, I'll come along.
Last time I met Richard and Rudi, they were best friends - Jackie's best friend. Richard knew how I felt about Jackie, he was patient hoping that one day I would open my heart to him, but he backed out too. While Rudi, he lasted longer.
I also heard Jackie's closeness to a woman from Thailand. My heart was broken when he decided to propose to her. My heart aches, especially the woman became our tour gaet for vacation in Thailand moreover it was on the advice of Jackie. I also heard, this is a job as the last tour gaet, Monica before marriage. I. I have to prevent their marriage, Jackie is mine, no one can take it from me.
2 Nights before Monica/Malivalaya suffered a fateful fate, I met her to confirm the truth of the news. I was really struck when innocently and mutely the woman told me everything. If I can't control myself, I might slap the woman. I cry alone. I was like a madman and as an outlet for my disappointment, was to take Rita to a discotheque and get drunk, hoping that Monica's words were nothing but nonsense, hoping to forget everything. But that doesn't solve the problem, it just makes me more frustrated.
Rita and I had just returned to the gazebo where we were staying after two days and two nights of traveling for no apparent purpose. When I returned, Rita and I saw events that either made me happy, pity or sad. Monica is gripped by booze and raped in turns by Paul and his friends. What I can't believe is that Roni and her friends were involved in the incident.
I still remember, how the face was pitying, hoping for help from us, but, we didn't care about it. We let those events pass us by, as we forget them. Until Roni's death overtakes the others, forcing us to uncover old stories.
"I'm sorry, Malivalaya.I'm sorry I couldn't help you, I'm sorry because, I don't want Jackie to belong to anyone else. Whatever Jackie did, I sincerely and sincerely accepted, even if he wanted to kill me,"
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