Getting Drunk In Forbidden Feelings
ADMITTING MISTAKES

Tonight after dinner Arian and Alexa sit together on the sofa of her room.

" There's something I want to tell you." Alexa.

" Just say it! Why ask permission, dear?" Arian stroked Alexa's head.

Alexa shuffled to face Arian. The two looked at each other.

" I want to apologize, I've made a terrible mistake behind your back." Alexa.

Alexa took a deep breath.

" What's the mistake, baby?" Ask Arian.

" I betrayed you."

Jeduars......

Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight, Arian's body felt stiff. The love that he had been guarding all this time got betrayal from the wife he loved so much.

" I'm sorry, Mom!" Alexa held back the cries as much as possible.

" How can you do all this to my dear? Who is the one who has replaced you in your heart?" Investigating Arian held tightness in his chest.

" I can't tell you who he is, at first I just.........

Alexa tells how her story with Frans began to arrive...

" I decided to end this forbidden relationship, Mas, but it turned out that my decision was disastrous for me. Because of my decision he was drunk, the club employee asked me to pick him up. I foolishly took him to Mas' apartment and.... And... " Axa paused her speech.

He looked at Arian with fear.

" And what?" Ask Arian.

" And we did things we shouldn't have done." Alexa closed her eyes preparing for Arian to land her hand on her cheek. But it doesn't seem to be happening.

Arian clenched his hands tightly with his hands.

Alexa opened her eyes looking at Arian.

" I'm sorry Mas hiks... " This time Alexa was unable to stem her tears. He still loves Arian.

" Well, what should we do? Do I have to forgive you and assume none of this ever happened to our marriage? Or do you have to be tough on you? I'm there working baby, fighting for our future. I know I was wrong for making you lonely, but it's not just you who felt that. I was lonely there too, baby... But Mas always kept this love and trust. Not because Mas no one wants to but Mas always reject those who come to approach because Mas loves you very much. I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to hurt you, but what? You're here playing with another guy." Arian said frustratedly.

" Hix... Hix... I'm sorry Mas! I'm so sorry for what I did." It's just that word that comes out of Alexa's mouth.

" I don't know! I don't know how to." Arian leaves Alexa.

" Hix... Hix.... I'm sorry, Mas." Alexa continued to cry regretting her actions that had hurt her husband.

Alexa thought about how best it was for both of them. After a long time of thinking he finally took a decision that he thought was right and fair for both of them.

Alexa dropped her suitcase off the top of the closet. He put his shirt in there.

Yep... He decides to part with Arian. He did not want to make Arian more hurt by looking at his face at all times. Alexa knows enough about her mistakes that she can't forgive. His body was touched by another man.

" Don't cry Alexa! Or everything will feel heavy." Alexa wiped her tears.

Alexa went downstairs by dragging her suitcase. Arian who was sitting in the living room immediately approached him.

" Where are you going?" Tanya Arian looked at Alexa.

Grep....

Alexa hugged Arian tightly.

" Hix... I'm sorry, I'm sorry for leaving such a deep wound. I wish you could forget me, seek your own happiness Mas." Alexa.

Arian cupped Alexa's face.

" What do you mean, baby? You want to leave Mas and live with him?" Investigative Arian.

" I decided to split up. My mistakes can't be forgiven." Alexa.

" How did you make this decision yourself, baby? I forgive you, I'll forget all the betrayals but don't leave Mas alone."

Alexa looked at Arian, though,

" Hix... Hix... " Axa is sobbing hearing Arian's words. She felt more and more guilty for betraying such a good husband.

" Dear, don't cry! Let's forget about this! I forgive you and take you back no matter how you are, baby." Arian hugged Alexa.

For a while Alexa was comfortable in Arian's arms. After that, he let go of his embrace and wiped his tears.

" Dear but I love you." Arian.

" Well... My love hurts so much for you, I'll take this pain as far as possible so you don't feel hurt anymore. Please respect my decision. After this continue your life with happiness Mas, sorry I can't continue to be by your side." Alexa.

" Why can't it?" Ask Arian.

" Every time you see your face this guilt and regret deepens, Mas, I will be even more tormented by this regret. I ruined my own life with this betrayal, once again forgive me! Farewell letter I'll send you soon Mas." Alexa.

Alexa got out of her house with her suitcase. Arian just looked at her with his sad feelings.

Alexa drove her car to her apartment.

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At Frans' house, he was also sitting alone with Sinta. Frans clasped Sinta's hand while looking at her.

" Dear, there's something I've been hiding from you all along." Frans.

" What is Mas?" Ask Sinta.

" I haven't really loved you all this time."

Degs...

Sinta's heart stopped beating. You look at Frans with an inexplicable look.

" Since when?" Ask Sinta.

" Before I married you. And at the end of this I was in a relationship with him, until last night something happened out of my control. I forced him to satisfy my lust without me noticing." Frans felt guilty about Alexa.

" I'm hiding something from you too." Sinta.

Frans frowned.

Sinta pulled her hand out of Frans's.

" I'm also in a relationship with another man."

Jeduarrrr

As the world crumbled, Frans was shocked by Sinta's confession.

" I won't ask who that woman is but I won't say who that man is either. Get our relationship here! Let's walk in search of happiness. I'll leave this house, send him a farewell letter immediately, I'm waiting for him." Sinta.

" Is this your decision? Think well Sinta!" Frans.

" I've thought about it Mas, I'm going to marry him. I'm sorry!" Sinta.

" Well if this is your decision, may you be happy." Frans.

Frans went into the study thinking about how he was going to be.

" Axa." Frans gumam.

Frans called Alexa.

Tut's... Tut's....

The phone just waited for Alexa to pick it up.

" Hello Frans." Say hello to Alexa over there.

" How about Xa? Did Arian forgive you?" Ask Frans.

" Yes Frans, Mas Arian forgave me and our marriage was fine. What about Sinta? Will he forgive you? Is your marriage okay?" Ask Alexa.

" Yes." Yeah." Frans's lies.

" Well congratulations, by agreement, we will not contact me again! Be happy Frans." Alexa turned off her phone.

" Hix.... I'm sorry Frans! I can't tell you the truth. May you be happy." Alexa.

How's their story going next?

Will they meet later in the day?

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Miss U All's....

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