Getting Drunk In Forbidden Feelings
FEAR OF BEING LOST AND CAUGHT

There is no bond but there is jealousy and fear of loss. That's how Alexa feels about Frans right now. Alexa doesn't really understand what her heart really feels.

Surviving the pain of taking off feels very heavy and difficult.

Alexa sat on her bed tonight. He tried to think about what he should do so as not to fall too far into the sin of infidelity. She felt like a humiliated woman in this world. He was even ashamed of himself.

But this feeling deepened and made him unable to choose which one was good and not.

Drt

Cellphone ringing. Frans called again.

" So." Greet Alexa after raising her call.

" What again? What else is writing a script?" Ask Frans.

" Yes but it's over, I just handed it over to the editor." Alexa's Sahut.

" Frans I want to know how much you love me and your wife?" Alexa prepares the heart to not be hurt. He could have guessed that Frans' love must have been greater for his wife.

" why? If I answer honestly, you'll be hurt." Sahut Frans's.

" No! I won't be hurt, I just want to know, I know who I am." Alexa.

" Fifty-five percent to forty-five percent, sorry..." Frans.

Alexa knows who fifty-five percent is. He was silently holding something that cut his heart.

Why didn't Frans say thirty-three and forty for his son.

" That's angry.. Don't be mad donk! You must love your husband more than I do, but I don't care. I'm happy to be close to you." Frans.

" Frans I want to back off, before things get too far let's just end up here." Alexa.

" I don't want to! I'm comfortable with you when I have to let you go. I can't Xa." Sahut Frans's.

" Frans understand! If we continue there I'll get hurt even more. What if we get caught cheating on our partner's back? Your wife may forgive you, but my husband. He'll definitely dump me Frans. Unless you want to accept me I don't matter." Alexa tries to understand.

" We'll walk Xa's heart, they won't know. I can't take you off, I feel comfortable with you. Do you know what?Your embrace makes my heart very comfortable, I feel calm Xa. I'm sorry I didn't want to be separated from you." Sturdy Frans.

" Then come here! I'll give you a hug and a kiss for the last time. After that let's forget about our feelings." Alexa.

" No way." Frans fast.

" Are you sure you don't want a kiss?" Alexa Goda.

" If it's a kiss I want, but if the end is split I don't want to. I can't stay away from you and you should be able to understand that." Frans.

Alexa breathes rough. Nor does he know what he really wants.

" Xa... "

" I don't know Frans I'm confused about my own feelings, I don't know what I want. Just follow the flowing water, at the very end we will sink in the ocean, if I am destroyed you must also be destroyed later." Alexa.

" We'll be equally as devastated Xa." Sahut Frans's.

" Yes, I want to sleep... " Taught Alexa.

" Okay, sleep well and dream of me, don't think like that! I don't want you to be sick, I love you." Sahut Frans's.

Alexa turned off her phone. He closed his eyes trying to forget everything.

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Forced forward by feelings and forced back by circumstances. Alexa does not want to bother thinking about this complicated relationship. He's pretty comfortable with Frans and he'll follow where the plot takes him.

I don't know why Alexa wants to meet Frans today. Without hesitation he sent a chat to Frans.

Frans yuk street! Meatball meal in regular place ~Me

Before long Frans replied to his chat.

I'm gathering this same friend of friends, takziah in the place of bang Opi ~ Frans

How about after there? C'mon Frans... You've always had a lot of reasons to get out now ~Me

He he's.. Actually I'm in financial trouble, so can't buy you ~ Frans

Alexa is a little pushy.

Yes about Frans... He works in an office with a salary that is not too much and the end of this spending swells.

Alright later if I come home I chat you ~ Frans

OK ~Me

And that day the two met again at the meatball shop the first time they met. They eat casually. Sometimes the two throw one another a glance.

" Frans seems like my husband feels that if I betray him, he's often suspicious these late days. Especially if my WA is on night, who is she going to ask? Why sleep at night? Hah I'm sometimes afraid of getting caught." Alexa.

" Find the right reason!" Frans is relaxed.

" Hm." Alexa nodded her head.

" You've always dreamed of wanting me to bribe, right? Now I will make your wishful thinking come true." Alexa thrusts a piece of meatball into Frans' mouth.

Frans accepted it with a smile. He was happy to receive this treatment from Alexa.

After they finished eating, they separated in the parking lot.

" Where are you going? Didn't you go straight home?" Alexa looked at Frans.

" I'm going to buy some bird food first." Sahut Frans's.

" Oh you like to keep birds." Alexa.

" No, I only have one. It was a gift from my old dad." Sahut Frans's.

" Oh heart!" Alexa got in her car.

" You are also heart." Sahut Frans's.

Alexa drove her car to her house. When he got home he sat on the sofa in his room. He turned on his phone which he had turned off earlier.

" God twelve missed calls from Mas Arian. Oh my... He must be mad at me." Alexa Mumbles.

Alexa called Arian immediately. Before long Arian raised his call.

" Hello Mas, I'm sorry I didn't know you called. My phone's just cash." Alexa's Lies.

" What is cash in cash? Where the hell is it?" Upset Arian.

" Not where Mas, Mas should know that my number is off." Alexa's Sahut.

" Yes already." Arian Sahut.

" Did anyone call me?" Ask Alexa.

" No, I just don't feel good thinking about you, I'm afraid you're why you're there." Arian Sahut.

" Did Arian feel like I betrayed him? At the end of this he always suspected me, O Lord... I'm sorry, Mas." Inner Alexa.

" It's quiet! I'm good at it, Mas." Alexa's Sahut.

" Thank God, take good care of yourself at home, and do not forget to take care of your heart too. Then go on to work first." Arian.

" Yes, my heart! Fighting!!" Alexa gives spirit.

" Okay, baby." Sahut Arian turned off his cell phone connection.

Alexa breathed her.

" I'm getting stuck with this feeling. Bodo' ooh! I'm dizzy thinking about what I want. I felt two fears, between fear of loss and being discovered." Alexa Monologue.

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