Getting Drunk In Forbidden Feelings
BAPER IS NOT LOVE

Until the morning before Frans did not reply to a chat from Alexa. This is where Alexa starts to go.. Anxious with languish. He stared at the phone on Frans' chat screen. Online... There was no sign of him typing.

I can't wait for Frans' attitude. Alexa sends the videos she downloads from the scissors picture app.

Just blue tick...

" Franss.... You're making me not fuckin' like this! So much you. At least reply to what cake my message is." Grousers Alexa.

Alexa sends out a video that she won't call Frans again even if she misses him.

I understand your code Frans ~ Me

Again, just a blue tick.

By late afternoon Alexa was in a mess. Abandoned homework, making a novel script is not done, there is only rolling on the bed.

He did not accept Frans' attitude like this. He felt Frans was taking revenge on him.

" Did he do this to me on purpose? Did he deliberately take revenge on me because I rejected him first? Oh my... I was confused by my own feelings. What the hell do I want! Am I the one who wants to quit this relationship? Then why am I the one who can't take it off? I should ask him. I have to make sure of everything." Alexa Monologue.

At night when Frans' number was online, Alexa immediately sent him a message.

I want to make sure of something.

You've made me feel bad, all my work is neglected, even I can't deposit a script because I can't think a little, please don't do this to me Frans.

Why are you ignoring my chat? I feel like you're taking revenge on me because I used to reject you.

Reply to my chat or I'll go to your house now also ask you directly ~Me

Frans replied to his message.

There's no revenge Xa, I'm not angry, hate you or anything, I want us to be in a relationship.

Smile! Focus on your career! And continue living with the spirit of ~ Frans

Alexa breathed her.

Maybe you can move on with life well, but I can't Frans... My heart aches and is confused by my own feelings. I'm afraid Frans... Fear of losing you and fear of being discovered by my husband.

Like the word survive pain take off was difficult, I too far involve the heart in this relationship ~Me

I also involve the heart in this relationship Xa, but after I think mending we focus on each family ~Frans

Well, if you want, but can we meet for the last time? I want to make sure my heart can release you sincerely.. Please Frans... ~Me

Sorry for the moment I can't, I want to take care of my heart first Xa. Please understand me! Next time I'll see you ~Frans

Wh why? Why not just now so that everything is quickly finished. Come to me and take away this feeling! This feeling hurt me Frans... I can't hold it. It's too painful... ~Me

Sick..... It hurts so much to love each other but not to have.

Single-minded... One word that is easy to say but very difficult for everyone to do.

" Hix... Hix... " Tears are pouring down Alexa's cheeks. He hit his own chest hoping the tightness in his chest would disappear.

" Why is this sick? If I knew my feelings would be deeper for her, I would not accept or welcome her feelings... " Isaac Alexa tried to control herself as quietly as possible.

Once it calmed down, Alexa turned off her phone. He closed his eyes to dreamland.

At three o'clock in the morning Alexa woke up to perform the evening prayer, she wanted to ask the Almighty for guidance about her feelings. Whether he does have love or just carried away by his feelings because of his closeness all this time.

In prostration he prayed that he could forget his feelings for Frans as soon as possible. He does not want to get dissolved in the wound in the midst of his happiness with Arian.

After the prayer, he activated cellular data on his phone. There's a message coming in from Frans.

Alexa plays a song sent by Frans. A song titled if later sung by a famous artist from the city of Y.

Tears were dripping down Alexa's cheeks. The song was so heartbreaking. Frans chose to leave him.

" Hix... In the end I was the one who got hurt, in the end I was the one left behind, and in the end he chose his wife... Stupid fool you Alexa.. From the beginning you knew the consequences but why did you do it? You make your quiet life restless, you make your laugh-filled life full of Alexa tears... You're a dumb hicks... " Isak Alexa.

Alexa sends a chat to Frans. He felt he could not accept being left behind.

In the end I was the one who hurt Frans.

You're great! After I reveal all you left me. Frans Wow.. It was incredible.. Your revenge is perfectly restored.. I hate you.. hate you so much~ Me.

Frans did not reply because his number was inactive. Alexa thinks Frans is still sleeping.

There's something weird here. He felt his heart wasn't as hurt as last night. He felt much calmer facing Frans.

At six in the morning Frans replied to his message.

I got confused myself with you Xa. What exactly do you want? This is wrong so wrong... I'm just following what you want Xa. I try to hide everything. Maybe you're not my soul mate, but instead end up getting hate from you~ Frans

I don't know Frans I don't know what I want either, whether I should hang on or go ~ Me

It doesn't need to be discussed! Whirl my head

Frans was upset. Alexa smiled at her phone.

" My heart is much calmer now Frans. I just realized what I have been feeling at this time was not love but just carried away. But I'll make sure my feelings go deeper. And I'll make sure you come back to me. After that I'll ignore you." Alexa smiling smirk.

" It turns out that just baper isn't love." Connect Alexa.

At night Alexa sat leaning against a pile of pillows while typing her novel script.

Something is empty... Usually he always gets a chat from Frans to smooth things out. His hands cannot be controlled. Instead of typing a script he typed a message for Frans.

Frans kangen our jokes

Finish the donk! I'm sorry if I hurt you, don't dodge donk~Me

I don't know what Alexa will do in the future. Only he knows.

I'm not angry, I'm not avoiding ~Frans either

The proof is that you are silent, you are indifferent as I look like my husband if you are angry again. Don't don't let my number in the same block you ~ Me

I never blocked the number of people, if the cuek was a sign of self-introspection again ~ Frans

Alexa felt all the chat Frans sent was cold if spoken.

Is it his fault?~ Me

Not ~ Frans

Time has not yet met, the fault is only one.... ~ Me

That's what is it????

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