Goddess Corter
Request

A place that contains only one room, where there are a pair of comfortable benches facing each other. The edge of the room was black, there was nothing there. There was only a white light coming out from where the bench was.

It was a universe I created out of my power, aiming to talk a lot with myself in the past, or just call it Darren.

The universe contains only one room, with only two sofas, and nothing else.

Rayen was sitting next to me, with me saying a lot of things to Darren. Like me in the past, he often raised his legs when sitting. That habit, even I carry it up to now.

Funny to see how we sit the same.

“So.. I never thought of it until then.”

“You're not surprised?”

“.. um.. surprised is free. I wouldn't ask that much if you were me. But why.”

Darren looked at my body from the bottom up. It was not that the lustful gaze he gave was precisely a look of disgust.

“Why am I a girl? Am I tired of being a man?”

Darren asked in a strange tone. A tone that sounded like he was cursing himself.

“Well, there's a lot going on. But, here I am. One of many Creators.”

There's a difference between me and Darren. That's how we behave.

I am now a Goddess who can create the universe as I please, and of course I hold more majesty than any creature in the universe. But Darren is an office worker, ‘Whatever, the important thing is I live’ maybe that's how it is in his head.

He won't take a headache. To hell with the Goddess, as long as I can breathe oxygen instead of pollution, then I have no interest in the matter of the Creator. Thought Darren might be so, just an extra.

“Omong-by the way, you apologized to me. Why?”

Darren asked a question that he seemed to have been holding up from the beginning I explained.

Where should I tell you?

Darren seemed unsurprised even after I said that I was a Goddess. Darren actually believed it, but strangely he was not surprised at all. Was I that stupid before? Or did Darren know?

“It's just a matter of destiny. Long ago when I was in your position, what appeared at the end of the road was not me, but another Great Goddess that I once saved in another timeline

“... what?”

“Yes, there is a Great Goddess who appears and pranks us. He crossed the street while the lights were still green. It just so happened that a car was passing by, and I tried to push it. Unfortunately, we got hit and..”

I stopped, not talking any more.

Wait a minute, what the fuck?

I tried to think hard to think about it. The matter of time, the matter of existence, but why am I the Great Goddess unable to find the answer. My face was wrinkled to find the answer to the question I was asking myself.

If Darren isn't dead now, why would I live after death?

Isn't this weird, while I was just ‘begin’ alive when Darren died. If Darren doesn't die, it means I've never been a Great Goddess. Whatever it is, it is a paradox.

Put aside the matter of the Great Goddess who could not die in any way. But disappearing by time is something different. Moreover, in this universe the concept of time remains in use. Wh why? Why has my destiny not changed?

“What's up? Your face looks like my boss is counting his bills.”

Ask Darren.

As everyone was waiting for me to think, something appeared in the middle of the room.

It was a beautiful, blinding, point of light flying between my head and Darren. Then the light said something with a familiar voice, the voice of Reftia,

“Didn't I tell you? Vedetta's concept of time is not perfect. That's what happens when you.”

That light point changed shape, turning into a fully-fledged Reftia figure with all its beauty and majesty. The Goddess of Intelligence stood between us now, she initially looked at me. But when he turned his head and saw Darren, Reftia froze instantly.

His face turned red, and his body trembled,

“K-Sister Darren?”

Reftia spoke in a tone I had never heard before. A shy tone that sounds really cute.

Darren's face turned even stranger when he learned that another figure had appeared. Unable to answer his question, another question was already created on his face.

***

“A-I Reftia.. D-D-Goddess Great.. Wisdom and Intelligence. s-salam know. sak.”.

Reftia sat next to me.

I don't know what happened to Reftia, but he looks really weird. His face turned pale red, his body trembled and he did not even dare to look at Darren.

Surprisingly Reftia also reached out to Darren, waiting for his hand to be held and he introduced himself.

What he did was step on my face. This is not fair.

Darren shook Reftia's hand, and at that moment I could see Reftia smiling sillyly while looking down. He must have been so happy to have touched me in the past.

I whispered to Reftia,

“Why you?”

“.. I'm nervous. All this time I've only seen you secretly, I never thought I met him here.”

I smiled hearing the reason.

“Dan, you haven't answered my question, Dewi Darren?”

“Oh, yeah. This Great Goddess, Reftia, was the one I saved first. She gave me one request, and I asked to become a Goddess.”

I am proud to say it.

“Ahaha, it does sound like me once.”

But Darren laughed. And he added,

“Then why are you crying?”

“.. I. feel unfair for turning into a Goddess. With all this power. As for you, I saved you.”

I bow my head.

“Hah? Why should I apologize?”

“Eh?”

“After all I don't aspire to be God. Even when you asked to become a Goddess just yet, it must be just kidding right? Take it easy, I don't want power.”

Darren said it without hesitation. He was honest when he said that he did not regret that only I got the power of the Goddess. Though we are the same figure, but the difference in timelines can somehow distinguish our mindset.

Then, Refita uttered,

“But.. You were wrong Darren.”

“Ya?”

“Ya?”

There are two Darren in this room. We both faced Reftia when she said Darren. And as Darren in the past looked towards him, Reftia became nervous again,

“Y-I mean Dewi Darren.”

Reftia waved his hand while holding back the embarrassment.

“Look, the issue of time is something that was never solved from the first time Vedetta was born. The Creator of the Creators, says that he is unable to perfect the concept. And the concept of time is now enough for the needs of a creature, but not for a Goddess.”

“What do you mean?”

“Goddess the Great is the existence with the highest caste, which dominates all knowledge of the whole universe. Who is able to know that the time is not perfect are the Goddesses, in other words we are affected by the effects of imperfections.”

“... that means..”

Hearing Reftia's explanation, my question was answered.

Means as I guessed, if the answer is not like that it is impossible I could talk to myself in the past. The problem lies in the concept of time itself. I'm not really interested in the time, in that game it might be like the starter pack that His Majesty Vedetta provides.

But, I'm still curious. Is it true that Venerable Vedetta is incapable of perfecting it?

“Listen? It means your destiny is your own. You don't have to bother apologizing.”

Darren said it with a sincere smile. Then he stood up from the sofa he was sitting on, and almost said a saying a parting sentence. But before that, Darren asked his last question.

“Omong-by the way, who is this guy?”

Darren asked, the question was shown to my lover, Colt Rayen.

“Include, I'm your lover, Colt Rayen.”

Rayen innocently stuck her hand out at Darren.

“B-So yes..my lover. eehh.."

Right too, Rayen is my lover. But he shouldn't have told me who was still a man. Rayen's too innocent for something like this, I'll lick it later.

“Ya. I don't have any other questions. Can you give me back the Goddess? I have something to take in the office.”

“Good.”

I prepared a transfer magic to Darren.

Because the room we are occupying right now is the universe. So I used a magic that allowed Darren to return to where he came from. This room is much more complicated than the layers of the sky, I might overdo it when creating a new universe just for chatting.

When the magic was ready and Darren almost disappeared, Reftia said something that made me stop.

“K-Sir Darren. S-Sometimes later, I-I will definitely meet you.”

“Yes, I also want to see you again, beautiful lady.”

And Darren disappeared, leaving Reftia with that word of praise.

Reftian..

He was drunk with compliments just now.

***

We went back to the room where Rayen and I stayed the night. It's in Corola's castle, in Corola's universe.

If it was in a timeline, we should have just left for a moment. Nothing has changed with fate even though I talked to Darren in the past. Everything's normal.

I jumped on the bed, rolled around spoiled, enjoying the comfort of this silky mattress. Corola's so nice, I've never felt a bed this comfortable before.

Rayen watched me roll around, sitting on the edge of the bed waiting for me to stop.

“You and you in the past are not much different, yes.”

“What is a compliment? Though I now look like a child.”

I crawled towards Rayen, then hugged his stomach tightly.

Rayen can't do anything with my behavior, he replied by rubbing my head.

“You're similar. Equally selfish. equally do not want to think much. and also. equally disrespectful.”.

“Events.”

Rayen said it in such a gentle tone, but the sentence was so spicy as if I was being blatantly insulted.

I lifted my head, saw Rayen's pair of eyes that had my shadow there. We looked at each other, I couldn't let go of my eyes at all. Over time, my nafs began to appear.

Without me noticing my face was approaching, and my lips were already kissing Rayen.

“... You've been more aggressive lately.”

Rayen.

Am I being more aggressive?

I wish I could do more. I've always held him. Waiting for the right time to get everything out is not something easy to do. I've been waiting all this time.

And is this the right time?

I really want to do it.

“.. Rayen... what.. do you want.. do it.. with me?”

Seriously, I said that without the slightest courage. I held my face against Rayen's chest when I said that.

I'm hot, cold, waiting for Rayen's answer. My face must be a mess now.

I wish Rayen hadn't heard what I said just now, but on the other hand I also want Rayen to hear it. Geez, this is complicated to explain. My feelings are mixed.

“What's the problem, if I'm with you?”

I was a little disappointed that Rayen answered him in disbelief.

“No problem! I can't if it's not with you! K-please. i-this is a selfish request. But I can't hold it much longer.”

Rayen thought for a moment.

“.. alright. If you really want it.”

At that time I felt my life sheet was updated. The answer from Rayen made my heart churn. A little fear, pleasure, and various feelings that I do not understand at all. Everything was dancing in my brain, rubbing my body bit by bit.

As we lay together, and I started taking off my clothes. All I have in mind is Rayen, no one can bother us anymore.

I'll give it all to Rayen. As long as Rayen is happy then I'm ready to do anything. I don't care about the pay, Rayen is the reason I live.

We touched each other's skin, I felt a warm feeling that melted every lust in my body. The more I move, the hotter I get too. Every touch, I can only give in to pleasure.

With me on top of Rayen's body, I started moving my body.

It felt so strange, I felt a little dizzy when something warm entered my body. I just found out this is how it feels. Painful indeed, I couldn't help but scream.

But want anything hurt, this is too good. I can't stop.

“Corter, are you okay?”

“... hah.. t-not what.. let's do longer.”

I don't know how long time has passed. It feels like forever, and I hope this really happens forever. This delicious taste, I don't want this taste to disappear. I want to feel it constantly.

Until something starts to throb. Rayen was different from before, something started to melt inside my body.

“C-Corter I've been.. I'll be out.”

“... yes! Eject it! Just get it out!”

I moved my body faster, along with the growing pain that became when something swiped against my wall.

Rayen took it out.

Something warm suddenly pushed into my body forcibly, there was so much, that it melted out and soaked our bodies.

When it burns me from the inside, I am no longer strong. I was limp, I fell down lying next to Rayen. We continued with a kiss.

Now that I've given it my all, my body and honor now belong to Rayen. And so is he, he is mine. Especially something satisfying, it's just mine, no one can have it.

Shit, it hasn't been five minutes and I've missed that feeling.

“Rayen.. want to do it again?”