Goddess Corter
Goddess of Love

In that narrow alley, we hugged. I hid my face in Rayen's chest. It feels crowded indeed,

rayen's unpleasant body scent also smelled. But somehow this feeling feels comfortable. I was very satisfied when I managed to land my face on Rayen's chest.

As for Rayen, he could only misbehave and try to get my body off of him. But it's free, I

already locked my hands in this embrace, I won't let go.

“C-C-Corter, a-what are you doing?”

I pinched Rayen's back with my right hand, and she let out a small scream in surprise.

“Thank you.”

I also added those words, interspersed with him wondering exactly what I was doing

do so.

Well, actually this is just a thank you from me, although it seems a bit creepy but it seems like men like hugs. Oh, maybe not, in fact only Darren Corter men love hugs, and it carried on until now.

Rayen is not the same as me, not even the same as me who is still a man. Although the beautiful Reftia said that I was a good person, in fact my kindness was still far less than her.

He was a man who could only think of others, no matter how much he had to lose his pride for it. What a foolish man, this Rayen. But, I like it.

“Thank you.. for what?”

“..entahlah. I don't want to talk about it.”

“Hah? What the fuck is that. You are so weird.”

Yeah, I'm really weird. No woman pulls a man into an alley and hugs him. If only someone had seen us, there would have been no response. But, this was the will of Goddess Corter. I want Rayen's hug more than anyone.

This feeling, I seemed to have gotten when I hugged his arm, while arguing with the Great Spirit back then. It was just his arm, but it made my heart comfortable and warm. I was looking forward to the time when I could embrace her body fully. And without a second thought I'm doing it now.

I raised my face, and threw a smile at him.

“Stupid. I like you!”

*

20 Bronze coins, that's all I got from the mission this time. Right, I took it all, with

the reason Rayen has taken the prize in the form of promotion. Well, he was offended and wanted to protest, but he broke his intention and let me take it all.

He said I should use this money to find a place to live, however it turned out to be

I still remember the difficult circumstances of my life because I had no place to live.

I wandered around for a while looking for lodging, and there was one that interested me. Accommodation with

there was only one room, with no cupboards, carpets and tables, there was only one mattress there. The room is not too big, but it is enough to rest.

Just imagine, I only need 7 bronze coins to stay overnight here. Although there were no facilities at all, well, I thought this was enough for a cramped room. The bed is not too hard either.

My room is located on the second floor, although this room does not have a balcony but at least has a window to look out.

I closed my eyes on the white mattress, still not wanting to sleep because my body was still dirty.

All I did was re-imagine the sensation when I hugged Rayen's body. Why yes I can

how dare you do that? Before, I had no idea of him.

Eh? Why these? Why is it that when I think of Rayen my body gets so hot cold like this? It felt so shameful to imagine us clapping at that moment. What's wrong with me?

As I began to wonder to myself, this world became a little strange. All the colors turned black and white, the wind blowing from the window also suddenly stopped.

I got up and started looking around.

Looks like it happened the same as when I was soaking in the Akarka pond. If not wrong, then Goddess Reftia came to see me and the world also turned into this. Is he trying to see me again?

Yeah, it seems like it. The figure of a beautiful woman, who was none other than Goddess Reftia, called me who was confused. He was sitting in my bed, I didn't realize it because I was looking out the window.

“Goddess Reftia.”

I'm spontaneous.

“Goodnight, Darren Corter.”

“Hmm.. this time what business is it?”

“Ahaha... straight to the point? You don't want to tell us about your experience in your new world?”

Well, her laugh just now sounded so sweet. Even with the gaze of Goddess Reftia who looks sadistic, precisely ‘sweet’ it has a different level. But the way I looked at Goddess Reftia was already a little different to me before I died first.

I thought of her as my role model, there seemed to be no love there.

Unlike the previous meeting where he had no intention of going down to the ground, now he did not hesitate to sit on my bed. Sucks? I don't think so, it's up to him what he wants to do. He is also a Creator.

I leaned against the wall, in front of Goddess Reftia directly.

“So..is there anything interesting lately? If it's not wrong, it's your third day right?”

“True, in such a short time it seems to have happened a lot.”

“Including the Great Spirit within your body?”

“..ya. possibly. I'm surprised you found out.”

Goddess Reftia always smiles while talking, and I'm sure it will make anyone her interlocutor happy. Like a flower, the sentence that came out of the mouth of the Goddess Reftia also always symbolizes beauty. God is like a heaven that man will never understand.

But this one Goddess always laughed a little whenever I answered, regardless of my ungainly nature with her, it seemed like she was just playing tricks on me. Well, I don't think it's a bad thing to be familiar with a Goddess.

“Darren Corter. The thing I want to tell you is. your degree problem.”

“Gar?”

“Yes, even if you have the equivalent power of a Goddess, but don't forget that your title is still an ordinary man. In addition, the creator power that can be used by you is also classified under the Great Goddess, so I will warn you once again.”.

Goddess Reftia tells us that this universe has 4 Great Goddesses (The 4 Great Goddess) who are able to rule this world as they please. The Power of Creator/Creator Will (God’s Will) is the embodiment of their unlimited power. They could really do anything with that power.

And like I've done before, I also have a power called God’s Will. Unfortunately, its use was still inefficient as there was a risk of me being shrouded in the aura of this Goddess being detected by the demons.

There were four Great Goddesses, at least they had the title of being one of the four Pipers, more or less their title was like this:

Great Goddess Reftia - Wisdom and Intelligence (Great Wisdom and Intelligence Goddess Reftia)

Great Goddess Hymera – Soul and Mind (Great Soul and Mind Goddess Hymera)

Grand Goddess Nivalda – Happiness and Comfort (Great Happiness and Comfort Goddess Nivalda)

Great Goddess Teressa – Life and Death (Great Life and Death Goddess Teressa)

They have a degree, which reflects how their attitude is, and what their specialization is in the field of Creator, well this sounds funny. But if you think about it, there's something strange about that. Moreover, Goddess Reftia had reminded me before.

“We the Great Goddesses symbolize two things, for example like me who symbolizes ‘wisdom and intelligence’. And usually the two things are not much different.”

“...hmm..if not much different..Is not Goddess Teressa a little strange? Why does he symbolize the opposite?”

“Life and death are not the opposite, Darren Corter. Death is the meaning of life itself. You humans can die because you experience life itself, right?”

Stung sentences are difficult to understand, but if you think further it has a very deep meaning. With just his words, there were many that could be caught.

Death is a part of life itself, at least it is what Goddess Reftia wants to convey. God, that's something I never thought of before. Really, Goddess of this one is indeed not wrong in symbolizing the meaning of ‘ intelligences’.

True too, even though they have the title of Great Goddess, in fact I can call them by the name

Just goddess. Because of the power I have, it would be inappropriate to call them Great Goddesses.

That was when, Goddess Reftia said something unexpected. He said, by knowing such information, then I have been considered as a follower of the Goddesses. Thank goodness he was just joking. Actually what he wanted to talk to me about was the awarding of titles.

Dewi Reftia wants to give me the title ‘Dewi’, of course this title is under Dewi Agung. My power increased and with this I officially became a Goddess.

The amazing thing is, I also have the power to organize the universe as I please, just like them. But it was a thing that could not be done as long as the demons were still defiant even though I was already a Goddess, in the end my freedom was also curbed due to the existence of those demons.

Well, actually the reason Goddess Reftia gave me this title was because she wanted to know what I symbolized as a Goddess. And at least, this is my title,

Dewi Corter – Lust and Selfishness (Lust and Selfishness Goddess Corter)

“Wait! Waitaminute! Why do I symbolize lust?!”

I snapped loudly, protesting with the title that Goddess Reftia had given me. He just laughed because of it.

“Ahaha. don't be mad at me. It was something that reflected a Goddess. I didn't even do anything?”

“Do nothing? Didn't you give me this symbol?”

“Of course not.. it is will.”

Goddess Reftia held back her sentence. As if he was covering up a mistake, he himself was also shocked when he almost said that. Luckily, he kept his mouth shut before that.

“Will... who? Isn't that your will the Great Goddess?”

“... shut up!. I was wrong!”

Goddess Reftia threw away her gaze, I saw no more smiles on the face of the beautiful Reftia.

I don't want to discuss it, with just the loss of the smile of Goddess Reftia I think that's already an excuse

obviously not to offend him.

Thankfully, the awkward incident between me and Goddess Reftia did not last long. He turned back to

stand up and stand up from his seat. His smile came back, it made me happy.

He took a few steps towards the window. The view of Goddess Reftia is fixed to the full moon that shines beautifully up there. Although the world where the Goddess Reftia appeared was black and white, in fact the moon still shone like a very large lamp.

“Today.you showed your true nature as a Goddess.”.

“What? When?”

“Sore was. when you hugged that man named Colt Rayen.. fufu, it was romantic.”

“Hah!! You saw it?”

My feelings became very embarrassed because suddenly the Goddess Reftia discussed that. I tried to forget it, but within a few seconds, the memory came back.

Goddess Reftia seemed pleased by it. He made up a strange laugh while covering his mouth with

her hands.

As for me, it should be able to withstand the embarrassment and cold heat inside my body. Spontaneously, I covered my face because I was sure my face was red. Oh, my God, when I hugged Rayen it wasn't this shameful, but why?

“Ahaha.it seems that you have done both, lustfully and selfishly. You are selfish because you always do

hugging is an example. You are lustful because you are willing to have your body touched by it, and again cuddling is an example. Ahaha.I've never seen a creature as humiliating as you.. Darren Corter.”

Basic, the Goddess Reftia is directly changed 180 degrees. Though I thought he was going to talk politely until he parted, I never thought all he wanted to do was mock me.

True too, if you think about it again, it means everything is clear. The reason Goddess Reftia gave me the title was so that my symbolism could be known. If my symbol is known, it means he can mock me. Shit, I've been played.

Huh, but that's not the important thing. I, who symbolizes lust and selfishness, seem to have been affected because of this, which is why this afternoon I dared to embrace Rayen without hesitation. But what should I do with this nature? Will I lust for all men?

I kneeled limp in shame, my hands still on my face. And since I was holding back the embarrassment, my face also became very hot.

“Will... I will lust with all the men I meet huh?”

“Ara. The reason why you embrace her must be because of love as well, which is why you symbolize selfishness. In other words.you will only lust with that Colt Rayen.”.

“C-C-Love? The N-Nafsu? That's right. m-where maybe I. love Rayen!”

No, no, this way I can be even more embarrassed and embarrassed. Just by imagining Rayen's face, I was this weird. What exactly happened to me? I wasn't like this before.

“It is precisely your behavior reflects that you really love the man.

growing up.. I look forward to your children!”

“Shut! Be quiet! Don't talk anymore! M-M-Where maybe Rayen and I could have a kid.

two days!!”

“Well, sometimes lust says otherwise right?”

I can only catch the response from the Reftia Goddess rawly. ‘Sometimes lust says

lain’ it is an absolute thing. No man can resist his lust, even when he is a Goddess.

Is lust a bad thing? I don't know, I thought as long as my nafs didn't lead to people who

wrong, then it's fine.

But do I love Rayen? Did my lust and selfishness really make me fall in love this fast? And again, that person was Rayen. Men seem to be very insensitive, there I can only be tormented by this feeling.

“Ahaha.. come on. I don't want to disturb the Goddess who is kasmaran. Dream about him at night

these. I go first.”

“... Your base this.”

“Oh, Darren Corter, I forgot to ask this but.. is it in your heart that you still call me ‘Dewi Reftia’?”

“Ya. so.”

“Forget it. We are both Goddesses now. Call me ‘Reftia’ only. Already yes, I go first, see you!”

After bidding farewell, Reftia's figure disappeared. The world is back in color, and the wind is back

gusted. I wonder if that time stopped?

The air was so cold, I went straight back to my bed and pulled the blanket. Although my skin feels cold, but inside I feel very hot. It is not a feeling when one is angry, but when one is passionate. Oh, my God, what exactly is going on with me?

I thought about it continuously while resting my face in the blanket.

“Nona... What's wrong? Was the whereabouts of Miss lost? What exactly happened?”

The Great Spirit. He asked me that question when I closed my eyes.

“Nothing. Don't think about it.”

Sudahlah. Aku tidak mau membahasnya. Kalau aku membayangkan Rayen terus menerus, justru aku tidak akan

can sleep with this.

You know, that stupid Rayen, makes me this kind of trouble.